Sorry I couldn't update yesterday like I promised. I had fight with my computer. He won.

Here we are with the new chapter, is a very big one. Sorry about that. Enjoy it.

Thanks one more time for all the reviews.

I never expected that anyone will actually read this. I'm the happiest writer in the world.

suspensegirl – I really did a lot of research, especially on bone marrow biopsies. Hope it's sounds believable.

voodoochild93 – Don't worry. I will never be able to kill him. I love him too much. He is a very good toy to play with.

VanillaCokeQueen - This story should be done in 1 more chapter. I hope. I love to write about Chuck and Blair relationship but it's truly hard.

suspensegirl – Thanks for the answer. I must be crazy… my imagination has no limits! I truly believe now that I must have imagined this episode on my twisted little mind.

Previously

When did you grow up? I'm so sorry I wasn't there. He sighed

I'm going to fix this. I promise you. He left the room and went home.

5. Chapter – Getting Worst Before It Gets Better. / Part 2

Next morning. Hospital.

Chuck was still sleeping. Blair noticed. She was the first one to arrive and was waiting to Doctor Dean. He wasn't using a mask anymore just that funny tubs on his nose. The nurse that came to check on him said it was called a nasal cannula.

She heard someone at the door and looked up.

Morning Blair. I thought you went home yesterday. Doctor Dean looked surprised to see her there that early.

Morning Doc. I did, but I wanted to be here when he wakes up. She answered.

Okay. I'm going to prepare everything; we could do the exam when his family arrives. She said.

Okay. Blair nodded.

Blair? Doctor D. asked her.

Yes…She looked at the doctor.

He can't have any drinks okay? Or food. He can eat after the exam.

Okay Doc.

He is really lucky to have you. You know that? She winked.

Thanks. Blair smiled.

She left and then he started to sir.

Blair? He spoke.

Hi. You shouldn't be talking.

Thirsty.

Sorry Chuck, but you can't have anything. You are going to do this very expensive, fancy exam. No food or drinks are allowed. She tried not to sound nervous. She made a little research and found out that bone marrow biopsies are really trick exams.

Oh. How long have I been here?

Since yesterday. You hit your head and I called Doctor Dean. She explained.

They were chatting when the door opened once more. Blair was happily doing all the talk while Chuck simply nodded in the right places.

His family entered the room.

Charles.

Father.

The mood in the room suddenly changed.

Chuck. How are you?Lily asked.

Fine I guess.

Doctor Dean entered the room holding a silver tray and lots of medical stuffs.

Chuck I'm happy to see you awake we need to do a little exam, but first things first.

She asked a couple of questions. Like his name, birthday…

When she was satisfied that he was alert enough she started to explain the procedure.

So Chuck we are going to need a bone marrow sample of yours. It's like taking blood but is on your back, okay? She told him.

Can't I be asleep?Heasked hopefully.

No dear you can't. This could compromise the results but I'll put a little anesthetic on your back.

Okay. He said.

I'm going to asked you all to leave, is that okay Chuck? She indicated his family with a movement of her head.

But you said that you wanted us here for his examination. Lily was confused.

Can't they stay? He looked sad. He didn't want to go trough this alone.

I think is best if they leave. She told him.

They tried to question her, but Doctor Dean put her foot down. They all prepared to leave the room when she called.

Not you Mister Bass. She told him.

He stayed behind and walked slowly back in the room.

Now I need you to face the wall and hold your knees. You will have to be very still. You hear me Chuck?

Dr. Dean draped a sheet over Chuck that covered him, but had a small opening on his hip where the doctor would insert the needle.

Alright, Chuck, I have to clean the area, so this may feel a little cold. She explained.

Chuck flinched slightly as he felt the doctor rub an alcohol pad over the spot.

Now, what I'm going to do is numb the area with some lidocaine. You're going to feel a sharp prick and a burning sensation. Dr. Dean said.

After about 10 minutes, when Chuck was good and numb, the doctor continued.

Now, I'm going to insert the aspiration needle into your hip bone. What you're going to feel is pressure more than pain. This is going to be uncomfortable though. Dr. Dean explained the next step of the procedure.

Everything was going fine until Chuck saw the size of the needle.

No. stopped it. There is no way you are going to stick that on me.He cried.

But Chuck…I need to.

No. No. No. No… He was panicking again.

Bart stepped in front of him. He took Chuck's hands in his own and tried to offer some comfort to his son.

Chuck?

Chuck was so surprised with the contact that he looked up.

Dad?

Can you focus on me please? You need this exam. I know that is scaring but you can do it, alright? I know you can.

Kay. He was trying really hard not to cry in front of his father.

Okay, for the last part, we have to draw out the marrow. Unfortunately, we can't freeze this part of the bone, so this will hurt, Chuck. It's okay to shout, or scream, but I need you to stay as still as possible, okay?

Chuck tried to brace himself for the pain, but he couldn't ever have prepared himself for what he felt. It was excruciating and he was doing all could, fighting every instinct he had, to pull away. He guessed he wasn't doing a very good job when the nurse hollered.

Chuck, stay still. He felt the grip of the nurse and his father tighten on him, holding him in place.

Easy, Chuck. Bart said, trying to sooth his son.

Dad, make them stop. Chuck said, almost begging. Then to his embarrassment, he felt his eyes well up with tears and despite his best efforts to keep them at bay, he felt a few leak out anyway.

After what seemed like an eternity, but was actually only about 20 seconds, the doctor finally announced.

All done.

Finally. I think he broke my hand; Doc. Bart tried to light the mood. He also pretended that he hasn't seen Chuck's tears.

Father. You made a joke. Chuck was truly surprised and glad his father was there.

I think I just did. He smiled at his son.

Everyone laughed. And Chuck was feeling better, but he was happy the rest of the family didn't see him crying like a baby. He was Chuck Bass after all.

So Chuck now you can have a small breakfast. I'll be back later with the test results. Doctor Dean told him.

Alright. He said

I'm going to give you a mild painkiller and you'll be sore for a couple of days. Don't try to stand and if you feel any pain tell me.

While he ate Blair made him company. His father left to make a few phone calls and Lily, Serena and Erick went to grab some ice chips.

He was really surprised. He got along well with Erick. Blair – they were equals, partners in the game, but Serena, Lily and most important his father they didn't have a relationship. However they were all here for him. He was felling warn and full inside. Maybe he should get sick more often.

His father has never missed a day at work, not since that day. (Chuck's mother death). He didn't want to think about that, but being in a hospital made bad memories come back, so he tried to make small talk with Blair.

So. He said. You're still here.

Yeah. I am. She agreed.

What does this mean, Waldorf? He asked.

That I'm a caring, good person. She said looking serious.

Okay. He snorted.

Do you know why Doctor Dean needed to do this exam? He asked. Everybody explained the procedure, but anyone bothered to tell him why he needed.

I don't know. She looked alarmed.

Are you sure?He looked at her suspiciously.

Yeah, of course. She lied.

Blair? I know you.

They want to make sure you're okay that's it.She sounded nervous.

Why I have a feeling that you're hiding something from me?

I'm not Chuck. She blushed.

Spilled. He told her.

What?

Say it.He demanded.

It's nothing really. They just want make sure that you don't have anything more serious.

Like?

Cancer. She had tears in her eyes. I wasn't supposed to tell you. Your father is going to kill me.

What? They think I have cancer? And no one bothered to tell me this? He was furious.

It's a possibility, but Doctor D is sure is a false one. You shouldn't worry. She tried to reassure him.

That's why you're here? You are enjoying this, aren't you? He got angry.

What are you talking about?She was shocked.

You're. I'm sure.

Chuck. Are you insane? Of course I'm not enjoying this. She was scared.

Did the fall made you cuckoo?

Get out.He shouted.

What? She really hoped that she had misunderstood him.

Leave me alone.He looked like a stone.

Chuck, you can be serious. She begged.

I can, and I am. I don't want you. He spoke. Butwhat he really wanted to say was:

- I don't want you here to see me fading away. I'm hurting you so you don't get to suffer.

Like I did. He thought bitterly.

Chuck? She shot a questioning look at him.

He remained silent.

Fine. And she stormed off the room.

She left and he felt miserable. He didn't mean to say any of those things, but he remembered the pain when his mother died. She died of cancer when he was 5. He remembers all the meds, the pain, and the tears. He didn't want Blair to see him go trough this. He didn't want her to see him dying.

His father entered the room a little after his outburst.

Everything alright son? He asked.

Yeah. He answered and went silent.

I saw Miss Waldorf left here in a hurry. You guys are okay?

Sure thing Dad. He lied.

Lily and Erick come back. Apparently Serena had found Blair and was now talking to her.

He was now dozing off, but he didn't want to go to sleep and discover that everything was a dream. He discovered that he had a family after all. He wasn't willingly to let that go. Even in face of his "to be found" disease. His only regret was hurting Blair to spare her pain.

Hurt her now. She will understand you – someday. This was his new mantra.

Chuck why don't you try to sleep a little? You must be really tired from this morning events.

His father commented.

I'm not. He said trying to hold a yawn.

You're sleeping with your eyes open, dear. Go to sleep. We'll be here. Lily told him sensing his fears.

All of us. Bart reassured him.

He went to sleep with a comfort feeling.

Later.

He woke up sore. His back was on fire. He also noticed that he was alone. They lied. He was vulnerable and they took advantage, that's why Chuck Bass was never vulnerable.

He was trying to stand when the door opened. Lily and Erick were laughing.

Very funny mister Bass. Erick was saying.

OMG. Chuck what's got into you? You can't stand. Lily said.

I… He tried to speak, but he was also falling.

Here. His father was on his side helping him.

Lay down. What were you thinking? His father asked him.

I don't know. He looked defiantly. Where were you by the way? He accused.

While sleeping beauty here was having his beauty sleep I got hungry. Lily and Erick convinced me to go grab a coffee. Doctor Dean said it was ok. She was here a couple of times. I'm sorry if we scared you. We didn't mean to leave you alone. Bart told him.

I wasn't scared. He pouted. I just wondered that's all.

Are you okay? Lily asked.

My back hurts.

I'm going to call a nurse. Bart said. Erick coming with me?

Sure. Mister Bass.

Where are the girls? Chuck asked. He did mean to ask about Blair but didn't want to sound like a jealous boyfriend.

Serena convinced Blair to lunch and change. They left a while ago, but I'm sure they will be here any minute now. Lily told him.

I'm not so sure. After what I said to her. He thought out loud.

What did you said? Lily asked.

Nothing. He said.

Chuck. I know that you're scared, but don't try to push away the people who cares about you.

I am not…He sighed.

I'm sure she will be back. She probably knows that you didn't mean whatever you said to her.

I'm not sure Lily.

I am.

I hope you're right. He said.

Get some rest. Everything will be fine. We are here for you. She took a sit next to his bed.

The door of his room opened and he looked up. He hoped to see Blair and Serena, but he saw Doctor Dean and his father. Erick was following them right behind.

Chuck. I have your results back. Was all she said.

Defiantly TBC.

Okay people. One more to go and that's it! Thanks for everyone who stick around with me.

I had an amazing time writing this and I hope that you all enjoyed reading my story.

Dying to see 2.09 - There Might Be Blood.! See ya!

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