AN: Hello again!! Happy New Year! I'd like to thank all my reviewers:
Eternal-Damnation-In-Love; TopazTears1527; Moonchild101713; jajadl; oscar the grouch; Mrs. Edward Anthony Mas Cullen; Insanity's Partner; 9pyrochick6; The REAL Alice Cullen; LilyAlice; CrystalHeart01; Angelz on Edge; CuriousGoerge92; Xx Cullen family RULES xX; nothing left; and flamingo1325. I love reviews and thrive on them! How come since I posted my recent chapter my hits went from 666 to 858! But my reviews are only at the number 29, not even 30!! Where are all the reviewers? I see the hits, it doesn't take that long, you could even write, 'I read chapter '.Please, it would make my day and I respond to all reviews! Sorry for the AN being so long but I had to make my request!
Also, there was some confusion about Jake and the pack and Bella's familiarity with them. Sorry for not being clear.
Okay, Charlie was always lonely without Bella to talk to, so he invited Billy and Jake over a lot. Bella recognized Jake's eyes from seeing him so much. They never got really close because Bella never talked. She recognized the pack from seeing them at the reservation whenever Charlie coaxed her to go. Sorry again! On with the story!
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Disclaimer: See previous Chapters! Don't make me say it!
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Chapter 6: Sweet Dreams
Previously:
"I am sorry Jake." and the life left his eyes.
I lied him down in the grass and walked over to my mother. I saw her arm still walking across the lawn and I took it and walked back to Renee. I didn't realize I was sobbing until I saw the world shaking. I fell down once again trying to connect my mother back together but she wasn't a puzzle. I couldn't fall into unconsciousness, at least that's what I thought. But how else would you say I got in this dream world other than I fainted.
I was floating. I floated towards a picture of me and Edward at the meadow. I was close enough to touch it. It was huge, like a room sized wall and I'm the size of a toddler. I reached out and fell into it. I was floating above me and Edward. It was when he first brought me here.
He ran around the meadow. Last time I saw him do that it scared me because I couldn't see him. With my new vampire eyes, I watched him run, keeping my eye on him the whole time. "As if you could outrun me." he said to me. He snapped a 2 foot branch from a tree and threw it with what looked like little effort at a tree. It shattered. "As if you could fight me off." I was staring at him, dumb-struck. He approached me cautiously. I wanted to fast forward.
Suddenly, the picture fast forwarded. I thought about how I wanted to see the first kiss outside of my body. It stopped and Edward pulled me onto his back and raised my wrist to his nose. "Easier all the time." then he ran. My eyes were wide open. When we stopped, I was swaying slightly on his back. Edward waited for me to get off. His face turned to worry.
"Bella?" he asked me. His worried face continued. "You can get off now."
"I think I need help." I whispered to him. He laughed. He unlocked my arms from around his waist. He held me briefly and then set me down.
"Try putting your head between your knees." he told me. I complied. He was leaning towards me. I thought about skipping to the part where he told me about running. It skipped.
"Open your eyes Bella." I looked up. "I was thinking, while I was running…"
"About not hitting the trees, I hope." I interrupted. Even I laughed at thins, like a vampire would ever be ungraceful.
"Silly Bella, I don't have to think about running. No, I was thinking I wanted to try something." he then took my face between his hands. He hesitated. I could see myself waiting with baited-breath. He then kissed me and you could see the relief and happiness on his face. Then I reacted. My hands tangled in his hair and my chest my rising and falling quickly. He turned to a statue. He pulled away and you could see the struggle on his face. Seeing this scene, made me think of the time when my world stopped.
I was yanked out of the picture and thrown into another one. It was us in the forest. There was no emotion on Edward's face as he said the words that made my life change forever.
"Your not good for me Bella." he said to me. You could see through my eyes that my world crumbled with those words.
Then I responded, "You…don't…want…me?" You could see my life was hanging by a thread.
Then he said it, "No." he said with absolutely no emotion. I looked deeply into my eyes and paused it. This was the day when all my emotional strings were cut. I floated closer and I was standing in front of myself. My eyes were in the middle of heartbreak and death. I then turned around and looked into his eyes. I looked very deep. I saw the main emotion there. Regret. Why would he regret it? Maybe he didn't want me to suffer.
"Too bad, asshole. I suffered and still am." I said to his still form. I un-paused the scene and watched as my eyes hardened and my voice was also unemotional as I said, "Well, that changes things." I turned to look at Edward and saw Edward wince at vampire speed. Was that from the far away expression on my face? I didn't see that last time I went through this.
"Of coarse, I'll always love you…in a way." he said.
"You don't have to lie to my face just to make it less painful, you bastard! It will never be better, no matter what you say!" I yelled at him. He looked through me, like I was a ghost and I couldn't take it anymore. I ran away, until I hit the end of the picture. I couldn't stop and I ran off the edge. I was floating, I looked back at the picture and saw myself as I was before I saw my mother. Dead on the inside and trying to make myself dead on the outside.
I was tugged backwards and back through the spiral I came through. I was getting sick, that's weird.
I woke to someone carrying me. I looked to the side and saw Nicole running on my left. I looked to who was carrying me and saw a beautiful girl with navy blue hair and sky blue on the tips. Her hair was waist length. I looked on my right and saw another girl with black hair that was flipped out and was shoulder length. I wiggled and fell out of the girl's arms. They all stopped and looked at me. They had shock and curiosity written all over there face.
"What do you want with me?" I asked and the one who was carrying me before laughed.
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