once i ran to you
now i run from you
this tainted love you've given
i've given you all a boy could give you
take my tears and that's not nearly enough
-theenvylover
Just Another Bella and Daughter Story
Fredrik carried me into the house and set me on the couch. As soon as I was out of his arms he was tackled by Alice.
"Don't you ever make a big decision like that at the last minute again! By the time you decided to propose I was already too far away!" she started to punch him. "I was too far away!"
I got up quickly and tried to get her off of him by grabbing her waist and pulling back.
It didn't work.
"Get off of my fiancée!" I told her. She stopped punching to glare at me.
"You're in trouble too," she stated. "A red wedding dress? The cut is nice, but you need to be more traditional!" Her eyes dazed and I waved my hands in front of her face. When she snapped back she was angrier. "Who's the one who's thinking about Vegas?" Her head whipped between the two of us.
Two white arms appeared under her arms and lifted her off of Fredrik. Jasper closed his eyes and suddenly Alice relaxed. "Not fair," she muttered. "I wanted to be mad."
"That was considered my wedding present," Jasper stated. "Congratulations." Alice stared at him with wide eyes as he carried her off.
"Fiancée," Fredrik smirked.
"Yes, Fiancée?"
"Let's go to Vegas."
"I heard that!" Alice called from the other room. We started to laugh.
"Do those drive-through weddings really exist?" I asked him.
"We could always go find out," he shrugged.
"I need to get a red dress first," I smiled.
Alice shot through the living room and stopped right in front of me- her hands on my shoulders. "Listen to me," she ordered. I nodded. "No."
"Sorry, she got away," Jasper laughed.
"No what?" I asked Alice.
"No red dress, no Vegas, no birthday cake, no Elvis…" she listed. I turned to Fredrik and smiled.
"Elvis?" I asked.
"'I now pronounce you husband and wife. Thank you, thank you very much'," he mimicked. He sounded exactly like Elvis so I started to laugh. "I guess the drive-through was busy," he smirked. A lamp flew past his head.
"Here's what we're going to do," Alice ordered. "I will plan your wedding with Rosalie. It will be magical." I nodded in fear. The way she said it seemed like a threat. Her eyes hazed and she snapped out happily. "That's better." She got up and walked out of the room, followed by an amused Jasper.
"You know, you don't have to let her plan the wedding," Fredrik said as he moved over to where I was sitting. "I mean, it's your life."
"No it's not," I smiled. "Unless they can whip up a wedding by the end of today, I won't be alive for it." Fredrik sighed. "And if I was alive, it wouldn't be my life; it'd be ours." I smiled at him. "I go where you go. No party-obsessed vampire is going to stop me."
"You know; I've always liked that word 'elope'…" he laughed.
"We just have to wait a few days," I told him. He looked at me curiously. "Or else it'll be a fairly uneventful honeymoon…"
"A couple of days isn't too bad," Fredrik smiled.
"That's not what I hear." I knew what the next three days had in store for me. Shear torture every second of every minute. So much so that I would beg for death within the first hour. I shivered at the thought and Fredrik pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me.
"You don't have to do this," he whispered. I shook my head.
"I want this, I want you."
"I will be with you from the beginning," he promised. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"Don't blame yourself," I told him. "This is what I want. When I'm in pain, I don't want you to go off and blame yourself." He had a habit of blaming himself when something happened to me.
"But technically, it will be my fault," he muttered. I let go of him and turned to face him.
"If I hear that you even thought that it was your fault, I will personally hunt you down," I promised. He smiled.
"I'll keep Edward in a different room."
I sighed. He was going to blame himself and there was no way I could stop him. "When are we doing this?" I asked. He looked at the clock.
"I want you to get some sleep beforehand. It's going to be a long three days and there's no sleeping after that." I yawned involuntarily. Fredrik moved me so I was now lying on his chest. He threw a spare blanket over me and held me close. "Sleep good," he whispered as I dozed off.
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I woke up to an audience.
"I like your dreams," Edward laughed. I tried my hardest to remember what I had dreamt of but couldn't.
"What happened?" I asked Fredrik.
"You told the world that we were going to go run away and elope," he kissed the top of my head. "Why Guatemala?"
"Guatemala?" I asked back. The room started to laugh. "So, how is this going to go?" I asked, trying to change the subject. They stopped laughing and turned to me.
"Since this isn't life-or-death we've been able to make some arrangements," Carlisle started. "I have morphine but I don't know what will happen to the venom if it combines…"
Morphine? So I'm taking the easy way out? No, I can't do that, not when everybody else here has been through this. "No morphine," I stated.
"Yes morphine," Fredrik and Edward countered.
"Your logic sucks; you're getting the morphine," Edward stated. I scowled at him, that stupid mind-reading…
"It hurts," Fredrik stated bluntly. "It hurts really, really bad. So much so that I will personally inject the morphine if you refuse."
"I don't want the easy way out. This is my decision, so I need to face those consequences. No morphine," I said again. Fredrik looked at me longingly before holding his hand out to Carlisle.
"I'll do it," he stated. Carlisle hesitantly gave him the syringe.
"What if something goes wrong? I doubt anybody else had been drugged when they were turned." The needle hovered above my left arm as Fredrik thought it through. "What if the morphine slows down the venom, making the transformation longer?" I didn't seriously think that was going to happen, I just didn't want the easy way out. "Instead of all the pain happening at once, it'll drag on for weeks, maybe even months." The syringe shook. I was even starting to convince myself. "Please?"
Fredrik gave Carlisle the syringe back and held me tightly. "Thank you," I told him. He set his chin on my head.
"Now," Carlisle began again. "I'll stay here with you two, just in case. When you stop bleeding then the others will be able to come in, is that okay?"
"I don't think I'll be too worried about visitors."
"Just making sure."
"When you say 'you two', who two do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, I figured that you wanted me to bite you," Fredrik said. "I don't think Edward would want me to bite him…"
"You mean you'll actually do it?" I asked excitedly.
"Yes, that is, if you still want me to." I nodded eagerly. We had had a lot of talks about who would be the one to do it; I wanted Fredrik to do it but he didn't think he could. I trusted him.
"Are you completely sure about this," Carlisle asked. "You can't just go back when it's too hard."
"I am completely sure. This is what I want and I am prepared for the consequences." That wasn't completely true. The complete truth was that I was scared. I was so scared, but this was for him. Fredrik held me closer and I smiled. I was going to be with him forever.
"Everybody out now," Carlisle ordered. One by one they kissed my forehead and left. Jasper was last; after he kissed my forehead he told me that he would do everything he could. I smiled at him and he left. When the door closed I turned back to Carlisle. "When you're ready," he told Fredrik.
Fredrik turned me around to look at him. "Are you absolutely sure?" he asked.
"Absolutely positive."
He took my face in his hands and kissed me deep. I tried my hardest to remember every detail of that kiss; his cool breath, his cold tongue dancing with mine, his sweet taste. I knew that it would never feel the same after today. He started to kiss a line leading from my mouth to my neck. After his lips left my skin each time, a cool spot took its place. Halfway down my neck he stopped and licked the spot he was going to bite, just like he had eleven years ago.
"I'm sorry," he whispered against my skin.
"Don't be," I told him.
He set his teeth against my skin. I inhaled heavily as he sank his teeth into my flesh.
i've decided
that i'm just going to post the song i have stuck in my head as the beginning author's note.
:D
well, for those of you who didn't get the other message;
the first one-shot is on my site-
just go to
"here"
then scroll down to
"The Bella and Daughter Trilogy"
then scroll to the very bottom;
past the white bar.
let's have ourselves a little contest; shall we?
i'm thinking of a number between negative three and five hundred.
if you can guess what the number is than you can be in the story
:D
just review with your number, name, a brief discription of yourself, and why you love me.
not why you love my story,
why you love me.
XD
i really look forward to reading all of these...
-theenvylover
song-
"Tainted Love" by that one band...
...
you know the one i'm talking about...