Ain't nothing but a heartache
ain't nothing but a mistake
i never want to hear you say
"i want it that way"

-BackStreet boys

sorry it's a little short,
i'm going to try to update as many stories as possible tonight
yay me!

-theenvylover

Just Another Bella and Daughter Story

He brought my face closer to his as my body tried its hardest to keep a safe distance. He dove in for a kiss but I moved the arms that were blocking him from me and brought them in a protective stance in front of my face. His lips made contact with my skin halfway down my arm as my body slammed against his. Without my arms as barriers there was nothing in his way.

He smiled happily as he tried to unclasp my arms from my face. I held on as hard as I could but he somehow managed to move me little by little. If he was stronger than I was, even by a little, then I would surely lose. The only thing I could do was hope that someone, somewhere, would somehow know what was happening and come to my rescue.

It wasn't going to happen.

I was going to have to speed up the discovery.

I threw my arms off of my face and with a deep breath screamed like hell. Jacob fell back a little and held his ears. I thought I heard glass break somewhere but I wasn't completely sure. Soon I was running out of oxygen so I thrusted my gut forward for an extra few seconds. There had to be someone who heard it, it was impossible for them not to, but I began to doubt that anybody would be able to help me.

When I couldn't force anything else out I fell back onto the bed, completely drained. I would have to hunt as soon as Fredrik got back. Jacob saw his chance and appeared on the bed on top of me. His knees held him on both side of my waist as his hands seized my wrists and pinned them to the bed.

"My, my," he cooed, "are you giving up?"

I struggled to get my hands free with no luck. He smiled as he easily shifted my wrists into only one of his hands and brought his other to my neck. He traced my jaw line causing me to shudder in disgust.

"Don't be scared," he whispered. "I'll be gentle."

I gasped quickly when I felt his hand slowly bring up my shirt. I squirmed around, trying to slow his progress but his knees and hands made moving almost impossible.

I thought of Fredrik and how he'd react when he found out. Would he even want me? How would he react when I told him I wasn't strong enough, a newborn vampire like me? Would he believe me or would he think I was lying? Would I lose him?

I began to sob as I imagined my life without him.

"I'm so sorry," I forced out but it came as nothing more than a whisper.

I shut my eyes and tensed up as I felt Jacob's hand slowly slide against my skin.

That was when the door slammed open.

now for the updates on my life

it's like my own little online blog
:D

the first-
i have a new ex-boyfriend!
his name is Dylan and he is still amazing
:D

the second-
i started
uh...
a couple of new stories...

Not Another Instant Messaging Story
about a conversation between Edward and his computer

Not Another Twilight FanFiction
where i basically take the average of all of the stories on FanFiction and stuff them into a handy-dandy little story

and

The Theory of Reincarnation
about Marcus and what happens when he feels the need to take care of a certain human

wow.
that's alot
:D

i also started a new C2
(as soon as i figured out what it was)
called The Revolution
which has stories that are surprisingly not crappy!
:O
seriously,
i thought they would be,
but they aren't!

you should definitely join
:3

now-
onto the next story!!

-theenvylover