AN: I KNOW this has taken FOREVER to get out, what…4 months? And I know that this isn't an excuse but I have been sooo busy with school and friend and family drama. Summer has been BUSY too! I have Acting Classes and Drawing Classes at Sac State. So really busy. And you wouldn't BELIEVE what the issues with my friends are. But its no excuse.

Anyways, for those of you who have COMPLETELY forgotten which story this is (cuz it took so long and you are like me who reads TONS of fan fictions), I will do a recap:

This is the story where Bella gets kidnapped by her mother, Renee, who turns her into a vampire and then gets ripped to shreds by Jacob's pack of werewolves. Yeah, that one.

And last chapter was Part 1 of Edward's POV on Everything. Today, because most of you voted on this, I will write Part 2.

Last thing- answer to last time's lyrics was: Head Over Feet by Alannis Morissette and the people who got it were:

Isa-BELLA Swan91, Obsessededwardcullenluver, and skatergurl96792. Good job!

AND THANK YOU TO 'Athenian Grace' FOR BEING THE 300TH REVIEWER!! Thank you all for your support through my depression, it really brightens up my day!

I will have another author's note at the end, so read it, it will INCLUDE THE LYRICS FOR TODAY. Thank you.

PS- I apoligize if it isn't very good. I haven't written in a while.

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Chapter 26: Edward's POV on Everything Part II

Previously:

Esme's eyes lit up and she brought us all into the living room. I sat alone in the armchair as my siblings and parents sat with their mates. Everyone turned to Iz and Nicole.

Nicole turned and opened her mouth to start. "Hello…? I am Nicole Heart and this is Iz Young. And you are…Carlisle, Esme, Edward, Emmett, Rosalie, Alice and Jasper…what?"

Carlisle spoke up first. "Hello Nicole and Iz. We are the Cullen's. My wife is Esme and Jasper and Alice are married. As are Rosalie and Emmet. May I ask how you two came to know each other and a little about each of you?"

Nicole turned to Iz and they had another staring/glaring battle. Eventually Iz turned back to us and continued with the introductions. "Well, me and Nicole have known each other for 13 years. She is like my little sister." Iz smiled at Nicole in a way that only a big sister could pull off. "She found me with others after I killed a pack of werewolves. She brought me to her coven and then we were attacked. I couldn't save everybody and only we survived."

Emmett was concentrating on the image of Iz killing a whole pack of werewolves, getting more excited every second. "Wait. You killed a whole pack of werewolves? All by yourself? How?" She's too fragile to pull that off. Does that mean she is stronger than she looks? Maybe we should fight…

Iz smiled and said, "I don't know exactly. Well, I know I caught on fire because they killed my creator and then tried to kill me. I killed them and passed out. Then Nicole, Ivory and Kari found me."

"Your power is to catch on FIRE?! Are you serious?! That is awesome! Can you show us?!" Now Emmett was even more thrilled if that is possible.

"I only catch fire when I am really mad. And yes, I am serious. But I can't show you, I might burn your house." Iz gave Esme a knowing look.

"We can go outside! Then you can show me! Please?" Emmett then pouted. It wasn't very well done, it would have scared a kid if he saw it. But Iz laughed. It sounded like bells ringing in spirit of Christmas.

"I can't. I am sorry Emmet, but I am not mad. And there is nothing to make me mad. I am sorry." She gave us all a shy smile.

Then Nicole decided to come back in the conversation. "Well, Iz. If you can't show them that, maybe you can show or tell them a different power." Wait. There's more?

I noticed everyone was interested now. Even Jasper, though it was Alice who chimed in. "You have more than one power?!"

Then she listed off her multiple powers. "Hehe…um. Well, my power's are…I hate human blood. And no power's affect me. But you might know that already if you have power's. Um, then there is the power of my emotions are overly sensitive. Like, if I get mad, I catch on fire. And if get too overwhelmed, or depressed, I can faint." Wow. This girl really is amazing.

Nicole started to say something, "But Iz, what about-", but Iz cut her off by putting her hand over her mouth.

Esme broke the tension. "What about your power, Nicole?"

Iz looked up and took her hand off Nicole's mouth. Nicole looked almost…evil, with the mischievous look in her eyes. "Well, I haven't even used this power on Iz, so she doesn't even know how it works. I can make it so I hurt you. On the inside, not physically." She smiled smugly.

We were all silent.

She then asked if anyone would vollenteer to be her guinea pig. Iz looked utterly shocked. So shocked that her block over their minds slipped for a moment. I got a glimpse of a girl with long brown hair in Iz's mind, when Nicole asked, "Edward, would you mind?" with utmost innocence. Almost as if she was up to something. I studied her silently and nodded.

She smiled and suggested we go outside. I shrugged my shoulders.

She led the way outside and we all filed out.

"Ready?" she asked. "Sure" I replied. And for the first time in over 100 years, the world went black…

I was on the ground. I could feel the pain inside my brain. It was nauseating as I wriggled on the ground.

Then I was standing in black space. With Nicole. She opened a huge vault with a huge key.

Inside was a picture as big as my living room wall. But what the picture was of was what shocked me.

It was the last time I saw Bella. We were in the forest near her house. The paleness of my skin and Bella's shocked me. I hadn't seen her in so long…

Then I spoke. "Bella, we need to talk."

Bella winced as if she knew what I was going to say. Wait. What I was going to say. This is when I left her. The very last time I saw her beautiful face. The place where I committed suicide.

"Okay, lets talk."

I watched myself make the worst mistake I have ever made. Again.

When I heard myself say that I wasn't good enough for her, I heard Nicole's voice say 'So he took the "Its not you, its me" line. Pathetic'. I whipped my head around and growled, yet I turned back to the screen.

I watched more and more of myself and Bella. When I said I didn't want her I winced. I remembered this memory like it was yesterday. I didn't need this reminiscing session.

All of a sudden, I felt more pain, abandonment. I realized that I was now feeling my feeling and Bella's feelings. Then I looked at her eyes as she said 'You…don't…want me?' So much hope was in her eyes. The last strand of hope. She was wishing this was all a dream.

Then I said the one word that killed her and me.

"No."

Her eyes lost all life. They no longer held the spirit, the Bella, I knew. They were empty. Her beautiful brown eyes that once held so much depth now were like all the others. Shallow, empty, and holding no feeling. Then she closed the deal.

"Well, that changes things."

At that, I couldn't take anymore. I was released from the spell that was cast on me, and I fell. I fell, sobbing. I wished I could fall forever…

What I heard when I stopped crying was Emmett's voice. "What do you mean, 'You saw Iz'? In Edward's memory's? No way."

Then I stood up. "That wasn't Iz. That was Be-Bella." I stuttered and winced.

Then Iz asked, "You mean Nicole's Bella, from school? How do you know her? I didn't even see you talk to her." Oh. Does she have it all wrong. That girl wouldn't have even been named Bella if my Bella didn't exist. Even if only for the short time that she lived…

"No, not that Bella." -wince- "Angela Cheyney named her daughter Bella after my Bella." I paused. "Well, she isn't mine anymore." I muttered. I lost the right to call her mine when I killed her soul.

"What do you mean? And Nicole, how did you see me?" Iz seemed overwhelmed.

Silence.

"It was you, when you were human. I saw you when you were human, or did you forget I kidnapped you for your mother?" Nicole was mocking Iz.

Iz looked so confused, then suddenly, her eyes rolled into the back of her head and she fell unconscious.

Everyone was in a state of panic except for Nicole. Nicole was calmly laying Iz on the ground. "She's fine."

I figured that since Iz was unconscious, I could take a peek at Nicole's mind to figure out what was happening. I normally don't pry, but I needed to know what was going on.

But even with Iz unconscious, the block still held. Damn.

All of us were crowded around Iz when she woke up. She looked past us and right at Nicole.

I turned around and saw Nicole was pretending to file her nails. "So, you decided not to tell them that I was fine?" Iz said.

"I did tell them, but they refused to listen. If you are asking if I told them why you were out cold, then no. I didn't. I thought you would be so kind to explain." she said smartly.

I looked back at Iz and found everyone else was staring too. When she noticed this, her eyes widened and she explained. "Fainting is something I do often. Though that is only recently. It is probably because of the memories etched into this town for me…" she trailed off, looking distant.

I think I would remember her…when was she here? "Have you been here before? I don't remember you."

Iz came back down to earth as she answered Alice's question. "Well, not as Rose. I was here, but I don't know when, except that I was human…" there she goes again…

What?! She is Rose? MY Rose? Emmett looked at Rosalie quizzically. "Who is Rose? You mean Rosalie? You are Rose?"

She smirked. "No, my friend Rose. This," she waved her hand over her body, "is not me. I am Iz and this is Rose." Everyone's minds were a big question mark.

She smiled and answered our quizzical looks. "I didn't tell you all my powers. I can blend into anything, like a chameleon, except I don't just change colors, I can change my face or my body shape, to blend in, fit in with a crowd. I can also tell your emotions by your eyes. Normal people can read certain emotions in someone's face if they know them or the person is really easy to read. But I can see any emotion in anyone, no matter what. Even if there is no strong emotion, there is always at least one."

I think I finally was getting it. "Then what does Iz look like?"

She looked around uncertainly. Then she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. I watched closely as her hair turned a beautiful brunette, her skin turned snow white and her body gained curves. She opened her eyes, and they were golden.

I gasped. It was Bella. My Bella.

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I know, I know. I cut it off again. But come on. That's 3 chapters! I will finish Edward's POV if you want me too. But only if people ask me to. Otherwise, tell me what questions the Cullen's should ask Bella.

The Lyrics Today are:

Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty

So if you know what song it is tell me!! Thank you to these people for reviewing when I was extremely busy:

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Thank you all!! I would love more feedback, any at all. I know I need to get the hang of writing again, so forgive me for my OOC-ness on this, or anything else. Also, it is 10:45 at night, and I STILL have homework for Drawing Class that is due tomorrow. So I gotta go!

-Edwardjustproposed