A.N: I'm sorry that I didn't update sooner but I had writer's block.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything except for the plot, everything else is J.K Rowling's amazing ideas.
Chapter 2:
I couldn't listen any longer, but as I turned to leave I heard my name.
"Remus? Is that you?" she asked quietly. When I didn't answer she just turned away and asked, "Why won't he just show his feelings? He's just breaking my heart even more by ignoring his feelings for me, and he won't even acknowledge me when I'm around, unless it's an order meeting, and even then he just acts like we're mere acquaintances, why Remus, why do you do this to me?"
"I only do it to save you, I'm not safe to be around, just me being near you is dangerous," I quietly said.
"You aren't saving me you're breaking my heart Remus, just being alive isn't safe! What have we got to lose? I love you, you love me, just by refusing to admit it is hurting not just me and you, but everyone around us, they can tell how much pain you're in, and you aren't helping you're pain by refusing to acknowledge the love that is staring you right in the face and if you aren't going to notice it at all," by now silent tears are streaming down her face, and I can feel a pang of regret, " I can see the pain and regret in your eyes, so stop refusing me and let me love you with all of the pain and regret we both feel, and try to heal each other."
"I can't Tonks. No matter how much pain I put us both through, I can't risk hurting you anymore." I said.
"There is no possible way to hurt me any more I am being emotionally stabbed in the heart, and all you can say is that you can't hurt me anymore, well Remus, I'm sorry to say that no matter how hard you try not to hurt me, it is inevitable that you will hurt me so if you're done please leave."
As I left, silent body-wracking sobs came from her body, after an hour her sobs became shakes, and she just laid there shaking with sadness. She didn't even hear the footsteps or have time to scream when a cloaked man bound and gagged her. He took her away and she didn't even get to say good bye.
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As I walked away from Tonks I thought about her song, and decided that if I kept ignoring her, she would forget about me and find somebody worthy of her love. I reflected on what James or Sirius might have said, and they would have said if I wasn't going to love her than to at least vent my feelings out in some way, and as I reflected on what just happened with Tonks, I should vent all my feelings out in a song, but I should write my own and not just listen to one. 'Well, here it goes,' I thought.
The
dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely
waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
do do do do x 4
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I
worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best
fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to right
Out of
the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I
collide
do do do do x 4
I'm quiet, you know
You make
a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on
your mind
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars
refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm
close behind
do do do do x 8
Even the best fall down
sometime
Even the wrong words seem to right
Out of the doubt
that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x2
Finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 2
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 8
After I realized what I had done, I went looking for her, "Tonks! Tonks! Tonks! Where are you?" AS I went back to the spot where I had last seen her, I found a note the writing was too neat to be hers, so I read it to see what it said,
Dear Lupin,
If you would like to ever see your dear Tonks again, I suggest you give Harry Potter up to the Dark Lord immediately, or else you may not ever see her again, and you wouldn't want that would you? I expect a response of some kind just tell the falcon (it will arrive tomorrow) to give it to Master.
Hope You're unwell,
Master