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(A/N) I'm back and with an intense chapter. This is my thing. INTense. But not in THAT way. So no worries. Thanks to my little amount of fans. Luv ya :D This is the chapter everyone wanted. SO BE SURE TO READ EVERYTHING! Please tell me what you think about this one.

CH. 7 Shared Kiss

RePOV

I couldn't believe what Jay had just said.

"Jay!" I screamed, I hugged Jake.

Jake pushed me aside, shaking his head "You must be mistaking-".

"They just said werewolves are the new Volturi's spy!" he growled. I could see tears of frustration in his eyes. One streamed down his cheek and he bowed his head.

"I'm not one of them" said Jake "Sam is…".

I almost screamed. Sam… Jay went running out the room and I looked up at Jake. I kissed him and said "I'll go check on him" I ran out.

Jay lied in a bed, his face buried in a pillow. I walked to him and I whispered "Jay?".

He just murmured something into the pillow.

"What is it?" I walked to him and sat besides him, stroking his hair.

"Leave me alone".

I leaned down until my hair brushed his back "Jay. Look at me please".

BPOV

I woke up from daydreaming to the sound of a loud cough. No one coughed here except for Jake and Renesme. It was not any of them. Then I remembered. Jay. I ran out of my room and into Jay's. He laid in his bed, Carlisle hovering over him. I run to him.

"Is he okay?!" I panicked. I moved to Jay and he looked up at me and coughed.

"I'm just sick, don't worry".

"You have a fever! It's so high!".

"He can't die" said Carlisle "He's half vampire. But since he's still human his body still isn't immune to sicknesses. But yes to terminal ones".

I hugged Jay in relief. He sneezed and Renesme came in, a look of concern. She stood besides me and asked softly "Is he going to be okay?".

"Yes" he said hoarsely and smiled gently, but then coughed.

We went out to the forest and Jay sneezed loudly and then cursed.

"I hate being sick!".

"We all do" said Jake.

JayPOV

Why didn't Jacob just shut up! I growled. He kept nagging over everything. Over my Renesme.

Did I just say that?

Yes I did. I liked her… Maybe it was just part of not being around girls for a while.

Yeah right. Not even I believed that.

Renesme walked to my side and yawned "Pick me up. I'm tired".

"Why doesn't Jake pick you up" I tried not to growl at the name.

"Because he's tired. You're me brother! Come on!" she jumped and I caught her in my arms. We stiffened when we heard noises.

"Somewhere around here…".

Werewolf Spies.

I pressed Renesme close to my body and she threw her arms around my waist. I looked around and saw Jacob had disappeared. Great. Renesme buried her face in my chest.

"I'm scared".

"Shh". People came out.

"Are you Renesme and Jason Cullen?".

I nodded and immediately regretted it. The wolf nodded "Get 'em".

Renesme screamed and I took her hand. I started running as fast as I could. I pulled her up to my back and she held on tight. It was time to use it. That power I had discarded far away form me since Victoria took advantage of… Me. I turned around and gripped the air around me and threw it back so hard that all of the wolves howled.

I controlled the air around me.

I ran into the house and let Renesme go. No one was home. I sat down in the couch and buried my face in my hands. A silent tear came down my cheek in frustration at the memory:

"Jay. Come on. Make it more romantic. The air around us?" I shook my head violently but she gripped my hair and pulled "You never deny me! It's either me or nobody!" She ripped down my jeans, leaving me completely naked.

She tortured me that night. Physically and mentally. She had made me take her, she said she didn't accept no one innocent in her group. By the end of the night I was in the corner of the room and then I stood up. Hovering over her.

"Just leave me alone!".

She slapped me "Shut up. You're nothing but an experiment. You mean nothing! I took your innocence now because you can't take it all seriously! Nothing! Ever! Nobody" she screamed. It went on for the rest of that month.

Renesme hugged me close after I told her.

"She raped you?!".

I nodded "There's no way a woman can do that to a man" I said later on to her chest. Her soft chest which had given me so much comfort every time I cried. She would hate me now so much. I was marked. Dirty. Used.

"Jay, take me seriously. Oh God… She's so evil. My poor Jason" she pressed me closer.

RePOV

I watched Jay sleep soundly in my arms as I cleaned his face. Mom and Dad came in. I held both of their hands and 'showed' them everything. They gasped and I nodded painfully. Pressing Jay closer to me as if he was a teddy bear. My poor Jay. Used by Victoria. I hated her. How could she do this to my Jay. To the boy who slept soundly in my arms like I did in his every time he held me. My parents left.

JayPOV

I woke up to see Renesme touching my cheek. She smiled.

"Better?".

"Now that I got that off. Thanks for telling Mom and Dad. I couldn't tell them".

"Anything for my- for you, Jay". What did she want to say? She was driving me crazy.

"You're the best". She blushed.

"You are the best of all! In the whole world!" she stretched her hands wide and I smiled.

I was so glad of what I heard. I let out a deep breath and pressed Renesme close, looking at her mouth. I bent down gently, my hair brushing her forehead as I cradled her in my arms. She looked up at me with her big brown eyes her hands in gentle fists on her chest. I touched her cheek gently and to her nose. She giggled.

"You sure know how to ruin a moment" I grinned and she blushed deeply. She smiled gently, dimples appearing. I bent down until the tip of my nose touched hers and I held her hand against my chest. She opened her mouth gently and pulled up, until my mouth was two centimeters away from hers. I couldn't hold back. I pressed my lips against hers and she sighed happily. I slid my hands up to her hair and gently rubbed my tongue across her lower lip and she opened up.

I lost all taste I had in my mouth besides hers. Because every time I imagined her kissing me it would come back to Victoria. I hated that woman. I pressed Renesme close. My hand went down gently to her back as we lied entwined in the couch and in the white thin sheets around us. I pressed her closer and she curled her fingers in my messy hair. I smiled and I pulled away gently. I needed to see her face.

"Should I have?" I whispered. She nodded, her hand in my chest, her nails scraping gently.

"I love you" she said.

"What about Jake?".

"He hasn't imprinted".

"What?" I was utterly confused.

"I don't want him to do that…But the only way to break the bond of I love someone else and they fight". She bowed her head.

I had her. My Renesme. Screw Jacob. She was mine. Even if I had to fight for her.

"I will fight".