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(A/N) There's a hurricane passing by Puerto Rico. So lights MAY go out and I might not be able to post until around Sunday. SRRY! But to my little amount of fans. I just care that you like the story. It's not running around Bella/Edward for a while, now it's on Jay and Renesme. But It's jump on between them. This may be just a bit intense but there is nothing. Don't worry. Nothing will come up later... Unless u want to... You just ask, Okay? For any recommendations and I'll see if I can add them. I'll probably do!

CH. 8 A Fight and One Hundred Water Droplets

JayPOV

I lay against the window frame. Thinking. Should I leave? I had kissed her. Not a good idea… If our parents found out. Oh, I was getting it. Jacob was going to make me pay.

I growled.

"I'm not intimidated by you" I said under my breath.

"Who are you talking to?" asked Bella.

"Nothing" I looked up at her, like if I hadn't just kissed her daughter less than two hours ago. She smiled and kissed my forehead and made my hair even messier.

"I love you".

"Me two, Ma". She blushed. She left for the kitchen and I smelled her cooking.

I lay down under my bed. I just felt like it. It was clean anyways.

"Hi" a shy voice said as I felt warmth under the bed as someone crawled in and lay some five inches away from me. Too painfully far.

"Hey".

"What are you doing here?" I could know she was blushing. I smelled blood. Lots of it. Yumm…

"Just laying down. I like it under here".

"Because you won't have to face me?".

I looked at her brown eyes and saw hurt. I closed the space between us as I grabbed her hips and pulled her to me. The door was closed and locked.

"Why would you say that?".

"I haven't seen you… since…. You know".

"Just two hours" I reminded her.

"You never go off like that" she pointed out.

"Now I do".

"Can you do it again?" she whispered so low even I had problems hearing.

"Do what?" but I knew just what she meant.

She looked up at me and bit her lips. I pulled up her shin up covered her sweet warm mouth with mine. Her hands slid up to my hair and I sighed.

Forty five minutes and it wasn't over. Well not the kiss. That was over a long time ago. But… That.

The cry of a child. I knew it was in my memory. My brother… I stood up and ran. It was real. I stopped after along time before a house. A mother was feeding her child.

My mother. No. Bella was mother. This was just he woman who brought me to this world. She meant nothing to me. She gave me in.

I kicked the wall of the European house and ran back to Europe.

"Hunting?". I turned to the familiar voice. Emmett.

"Nah. Just looking around".

"Right…".

I ran for the knob but someone opened it before me and greeted me with a huge hug. Renesme.

"I was worried!" she sobbed. Why was she going all sentimental over me?

"What is it?" I asked as I pulled her away.

She looked around and kissed my cheek "I taught they caught you".

"Nah. Those people are jerks-" she put her hand over my mouth.

"Never say that. They have bugs" she looked around nervously. I rolled my eyes and ruffled her bangs. She followed me as I went into the kitchen.

"It's true! They have bugs" she hissed. I turned around.

"What makes you think such a thing like that, Renesme?".

She bowed her head and shook her head. She started singing under her breath "I've seen love die… way too many times…When it deserved to be alive". I went to her and raised my eyebrow.

"What?".

"Nothing" she turned around but I grabbed her wrist, she still looked away at the floor.

"Why are you so sad lately?".

She looked up at me, her bangs all over her face, tears in her eyes "Because I feel guilty. Poor Jake" she started sobbing. I growled and let her go. My breath was coming in pants.

"After all I do for you! You regret it! For him! That filthy mutt!".

"Don't insult him!" she screamed at me.

"Then leave me alone! I can't believe you do this to me! After all that I did for you! After all I suffered thanks to her!".

She looked up at me, shaking her head "No! That's not what I meant!".

"Leave me alone!" I said, tears falling down my cheeks in pain as I remembered Victoria's torture. I ran out the door and sat down after a while besides a lake, my face buried in my hands. Could I do it? Have human blood for revenge?

No.

I smiled at the kids as they ran around the park. One little shy girl came up to me.

"Do you want to play?" she had her hands behind her back, swinging her body from side to side.

"Play what?" I smiled.

"Hide and seek? My sister and brother are playing two!". I nodded and fixed my cap, burying my hands in the pockets of my jacket as I followed her.

"Guys! This is my new friend! His name is… uhh…" she looked up at me with her black eyes.

"Jay" I smiled. Her small hand took mine and introduced.

"Jay this is my brother, Rick, this is my sister, Daisy". I looked at her and Daisy blushed.

I ran with the little girl, Jamie, hooked on my back, away from Rick, when someone called me. I stopped to find Emmett, Jasper and Dad on a side of the park. Fuming. I put the little girl down.

"I guess I have to go, Jamie".

"Why?" she pouted. Such a cute six year old. She looked so much like the woman who conceived me.

"My father is here".

"Will I see you?".

"I'll try to come" I kissed her forehead and hugged her, she smiled and ran off. I went to Edward.

"Yes?".

"Why did you wander off. It's dangerous!" said Edward.

I looked at Jamie, who waved and I smiled. I turned to Edward "She seems fairly safe to me".

"We need to go".

BPOV

I sat down with Renesme sleeping in my arms. She started shifting and talking in her sleep.

"Jay… Jay I'm so sorry…".

Sorry? For what?".

"I never should have reminded you of her…" she sighed and a tear fell down from her closed eyes "Forgive me..".

Victoria. I sighed and pressed Nessie close.

EdPOV

I walked with Jay next to me. He seemed so bothered. But his mind was not on it. Damn Jay. Think about it…

JayPOV

I walked in the house to find Bella sitting in the couch. She looked as she had been dry sobbing. I ran to her and hugged her.

"I'm sorry. I should have told you. I don't know what's going on" I said into her shoulder, she nodded, hugging me close. She pulled me away gently and kissed my forehead.

"It's okay… Go to Renesme while we hunt. She's very upset".

I went upstairs to find Renesme hugging Jake close while he soothed her. I hid behind the wall and listened.

"I love you" he said.

"Me two" she whispered. I growled.

BPOV

I sat down in Edward's lap between the rocks. He stroked my hair.

"Do you think she's okay? She seemed very upset" I whispered to Edward while his fingers brushed my cheek.

"She's just going through hard changes" he whispered into my hair and kissed me. He sighed and rubbed his nose along my forehead. I just wished there was something… Something we could do.

RePOV

Jake left to hunt and I buried my face into my huge teddy bear's chest. I had brought up so many memories to Jay. I couldn't believe it. But if he just knew.

JayPOV

I walked by Renesme's room into mine but she called me, I turned to her, my expression blank.

"What is it Renesme Carlie?".

"Don't treat me like this" she pleaded.

"I don't know what you are talking about. I'm going".

"I'm sorry". I lost it.

"Sorry?! After you bring that up like it doesn't hurt?! I wanted that time to be with someone I loved! Then you say you're sorry! You go off after our fight and say Jacob you love him?! And you're sorry Renesme Cullen?!" I growled. Renesme Carlie Cullen, was going to be the death of me.

"I was guilty! Jake imprinted on me!".

"You said last time you wanted to break the bond".

"I never said it. I just told you how to break it".

"Fine. Be his. Give him puppy-vampire-human freaks! I could give you children! Better than he could!".

"Stop it! We are all freaks!" she screamed, covering her ears while she sobbed. I showed her my neck.

"You see that scar?! That brought me to this damned life! It's mark it's stuck on my skin forever! That vampire mark!".

"It's not a damned life".

"For me it is".

"I love you" she said.

"I don't". Big lie. I couldn't live without her already.

She bit her lip and a big tear fell down her cheek, her lower lip trembled.

"Say it to my face. The whole thing" she said as she stood before me.

"I don't" It hurt so much.

"Say it! I don't want 'I don'ts".

"I don't!".

"Say it!" she screamed but I took her by her shoulders and kissed her. She gasped. Her arms slid up my neck to curl at my hair. I grabbed her hip and pressed her close. I pulled away to kiss down her jaw.

"Say it" she whispered.

"Never". I nibbled on her earlobe and felt her shudder. I pulled away "But I'll never admit I love you otherwise".

"What?" she asked, breathless.

"Not until I know this is true".

EdPOV

I stroked Bella's hair gently as Sam and Ray played with Emmett and Jasper.

"Jazzy? Where's Sam?!" called Alice from the kitchen.

"She's not playing videogames!" lied Jasper as he and Sam played against Emmett and Ray. Alice came running, mad.

"She's a girl!".

"Oh, Mamma".

"No! You'll wind up like Bella, using sweatpants and big shirts like before!".

"But I want to be like aunt Bella! She's pretty!".

Bella blushed.

JayPOV

I walked around the house and went into the bathroom. Then paralyzed. Renesme gasped at me, looking at me from my toes to head. Like I did to her but in a slower, hungrier and counting-all-drops-falling-down-your-body, gaze. She had a towel around her body from her chest to mid-thigh. We both blushed so hard.

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