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CH. 9. Blush
RePOV
The hairs on the back of my neck stood as Jay watched me from the door with hungry eyes. I was blushing so heard my head start to hurt.
"R-r-r-r-r-r-" that was al he could say. Not that I had words either.
"I-I-I-I" mental slap, Renesme.
"I'll just… c-c-ome in lat-t-er" he said, his golden eyes going to a honey color and then to black.
I shook my head and reached out for him, I took his hand and pulled him down for a kiss. He winced and his hands curled into my curls as I pressed to him and put my hands to his upper arms. I creased my brows and he broke the kiss.
"What is it?" he hissed.
"Do you have something stuck in the pocket on your jeans?! It's stupidly uncomfortable and hard!".
He blushed so hard that I taught he wasn't breathing. I gasped.
"Oh" I realized. He pushed me away and ran out of the room. I sat down
JayPOV
I was blushing so hard as I buried my face in the pillow. Edward came in the room and I tensed. Focusing my thoughts on a dream I had. He sat down besides me and stroked my hair slightly.
"Are you okay? I saw you running the hall".
"I'm fine. Just a bit… dizzy" I turned to him.
"You looked flushed. Do you want me to get Bella?".
"No" I turned belly side up "Hey, Dad?".
"Hmm?" he stroked my bangs.
"How does it feel to be in love?".
"Why?" he looked very curious.
"I just see everyone here in love and I don't know how it feels" I said, part of the truth.
"Well… You get butterflies when you see that person" I feel that "You would give your life for them" Yeah "You hate everyone that wants to take that person away from you" I hated Jacob. Everything that Edward had said, was all I felt.
I just hoped for great mercy.
BPOV
I sat down pressing Jay close to me in the kitchen, when Renesme came in. She blushed and sat down in a chair. I raised my eyebrow.
"I feel dizzy" she said. This girl was getting on my nerves. Jake probably had something to do with this. I stroked Jay's hair absently and kissed his forehead.
"My baby boy" I smiled. He smiled and snuggled closer into my belly, closing his eyes.
"Oh, Ma"
"Don't like to be spoiled?" I raised my brow.
He smiled and I knew he did like to. I took him in my arms and nuzzled my nose against his and he laughed. His breath smelling like strawberries. I heard Renesme growl. I pulled away and grimaced.
"You know you're my baby girl, Nessie".
"Calling me by a name you hate won't do better, Mamma" she snickered and smiled.
"Jealous?" asked Jay as he looked at her upside down.
She stuck her tongue out at him "Shut up".
JkPOV
I lay down pressing Nessie close. My Nessie. I loved her with my life. What would I ever do without her? Kill anyone who would come in my way.
RePOV
I snuggled closer into Jake's chest. How could I ever let him go? I loved him so much. I kissed his jaw lovingly and he bent down and kissed me. God. I loved him. But I also loved Jason.
I was torn between two people. Just like my mother was once. But she knew who she loved the most. I had no idea.
