CHAPTER 4
THE BREAK UP
Written with a pen
from the depths of my heart
i want to tell you how much i miss you
but i don't know where to start.
From the moment i left your arms
my heart began to break
the thought of leaving you behind
was just to much for me to take.
When i shut my eyes for one last kiss
you held my hands and braved a smile
you told me it is going to be hard
but only for a while.
I turned to walk away
and you began to cry
seeing those tears in your cute little eyes
was enough to make me want to die.
I got in the car and we began to drive
at that moment i knew it was true
that leaving you behind
was the hardest thing I've had to do.
While i sit in in tears
pouring out my heart and soul
i just want you to know
i miss you so much
your the one that makes me whole.
Right now. I'm walking down the streets. It's been a year since sasuke left. And we never communicate ever since that kiss. Everybody seems to be moving on with their lives. But I seem to be stuck. I can't get over yesterday. Ever since I read that letter, I kept thinking of sasuke. Every thing about him seemed to enter my mind everyday. Every saturday, I take a walk by myself. Somehow wishing to see him again. There's this something. I don't know what it is. It's like I'm so confuse sometimes. I think it's something I must realize deep within me. Each and every time I pass by his house, I felt alone and empty. I just stand there every time. He said that he loves me in his letter. I don't know how to react. But I know that I miss him so much. I wish he was still here with me. I want to see him smile again. That smile that only I could see. That smile that only I could receive. I miss my Suke.
Ring! Ring! ( cellphone rings )
hello? sakura answers.
..
..
sakura... a familiar voice spoke.
gasp ...is this you...suke? she quickly respond.
i miss you... he says.
SASUKE...!! she cries
...
come back... please come back to me...
i... i love you... suke...
(Sits up) SUKE!
( Sakura wakes up from her dream with tears in her eyes )
... she was speechless ...
..
that's it...she whispered.
..
all this time I was looking for an answer.. i love him...
SCHOOL
Sakura : Sai... I want to... Break up...
Sai : What? What's gotten in to you?
Sakura : I love him Sai.
Sai : You love who?
Sakura : I love Sasuke.
Sai : laughs You can't be serious..!
Sakura : I said I want to break up. She firmly repeated.
...
Sai : You're such a drama queen.
Sakura : Say whatever you want but were done after this.
Sai : I knew that bastard was a bad influence for you.
she slapped him hard
Sakura : Never ever dare say that again. He's a million times better than you are. He was right. You never deserved someone like me.
Sai : Is that all you ca- cut off
Sakura : Shut up. I'm not finish. I'm sick of you. You never even cared about me. I know everything you've been up to! whenever I'm gone you never stop flirting with girls. And I know that you and that bitch Karin are also together. I was a fool to have let you in my life. You never even loved me. she frowned I HATE YOU!! I lost him... I HATE YOU! were through!
Sai was left clueless and DUMPED. ( a/n : hahaha! yehey! )
Naurot!! sakura screamed while finding him. She ran and ran until finally, he spotted him going home and going out of the school gate. Naruto! she screamed again. He looked and saw sakura calling him. When she finally caught up with him, she catched her breathe for a few seconds while naruto waits for her to speak.
Sakura : I broke up with Sai naruto.
Naruto : THAT'S GREAT!!... i mean... what happened?? ( pretending to be concern with the situation)
Sakura : I LOVE SUKE!
Naruto : THAT'S EVEN BETTER!
Sakura : i know! isn.t it great?
Naruto : YEAH! so did you tell him already?
Sakura : ( frowns )
Naruto : was it something I said?
Sakura : we haven't really talk since he left.
Naruto : do you want me to call him up?
Sakura : Can you just give me their address?
Naruto : sure.. why the address?
Sakura : I'll send him a letter.
Naruto : why not just e-mail him?
Sakura : he doesn't read e-mails naruto.
Naruto : really?! ( so that's why!! )
Sakura : trust me.
Naruto : ok. i'll text you the address later.
Sakura : thank you naruto! see you tomorrow! ( smiles )
Naruto : no problem! hehe.
5 : 00 PM
Sasuke : I'm home! he greeted.
Mikoto : Sasuke honey, how was your day?
Sasuke : We finished band practice early and I'm free the whole day.
Mikoto : That's great! Only the two of us will be eating supper here tonight.
Sasuke : why? where did dad and itachi go?
Mikoto : in a meeting. is that alright with you?
Sasuke : of course mom. I'm glad I get to spend a dinner date with you.
Mikoto : ( laughs ) You're always so sweet honey.
Sasuke : ( smiles ) .. (a/n : he's so cute when he smiles !!)
Mikoto : Don't you miss your friends back in japan?
Sasuke : You mean Naruto? surprisingly, I do sometimes. ( he drank some water )
Mikoto : how about your girlfriend? ( he almost choked with her mother's question )
Sasuke : She's not my girlfriend mom!
Mikoto : how about those pictures of her I saw in your computer dear? She's very beautiful if I may say.
Sasuke : MOM!!
... Silence followed ...
".."
Mikoto : Why did you leave her if you love her sasuke? she asked in a very serious tone. They never really discussed this ever since sasuke returned to them. She knows what the two have been through though. She is aware that Sasuke had feelings for her ever since then too. Even if Sasuke never told her. Naruto sometimes sends Sasuke's mother an e-mail on what's happening after Sasuke left so she's still very updated while sasuke is very unaware of it.
Sasuke : I didn't leave her mom... I just let her go...
... Silence ruled again ...
".."
Mikoto : I'm so sorry honey. she knew that it pained him but she has to find out what he feels now.
Sasuke : It's alright... I'll be in my room if you need me mom.. he said and stood up his seat then gave her mom a kiss in the cheek and went up his room.
Sakura : Alright. I can make this letter!!... and she let her fingers and heart to the magic.
Dear Sasuke,
I decided to make you a letter. It's been awhile huh? How are you? My life has been
different when you left, to tell you honestly. I miss you sasuke. How's your life there? I wish you didn't
leave. I regret that I ever said those words to you that day. Ever since I read your letter to me, I felt
really empty. What I did was really very painful. It made my life hell. I broke up with Sai sasuke. He
never really loved me and he never really cared. I never really understood why I let him enter my life.
I'm so sorry. I know you can't forgive me, but I'm hoping that one day you could. Is it too late for an
apology? You see I'm so lost. I'm also so confuse. But you know what Sasuke, I realized something.
Something I didn't realize before and something I would've realized. Believe me or not Sasuke...
I love you. You may not love me anymore... but I'm ready to wait. No matter how long. You don't have
to reply to my letter. Please come back, Sasuke.
Love,
Sakura
Sakura : Is this enough? How about I send some thing along with it? Like a key chain? or MY favorite stuffed animal? THAT'S IT! i'll send him my favorite stuffed animal and a new picture of me! alright! I should pick up mr. piggy from dry clean tomorrow!
Sakura! Wake up! I picked up your stuffed animal along with your clothes awhile ago from dry clean! Come down and eat breakfast!
Sakura : alright mom! I'll be down in a minute.
...she went down after 15 minutes...
Sakura : mom.. can you help me send a package and a letter later?
Who are you sending it too? she asked.
Sakura : to Sasuke.
Sasuke you mean? How is he now? I could sense even before that he likes you! He is a FINE guy sweetie! her mom explained.
Sakura : i know mom. help me out ok? i'll meet up with naruto after.
Alright alright sakura.
Sakura : THANKS MOM!
Now I understand
This feeling deep inside
It's love I feel for you
The one I should hold on to
When the sun shines,
A letter you'll receive
My overwhelming feelings
You will not be deceive
You may not love me anymore
But you're the man I will live for
I'll wait for you and love you
Everything I say is true
END OF CHAPTER 4
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