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Rated M( not suitable for very young ages. Parental guidance is recommended)

Summary:

Natsume Hyuuga, a handsome college students was always having a wet dream. In his dream, he was always having sex with a beautiful brown-haired hair with amber orbs who is named by Mikan Sakura. He seemed to be in love with the girl in his dream but he thought it was idiotic so he tried to deny it. One day, a new student came and much to his surprise the new student looks like the girl on his dream! The same brunette girl, amber orbs and the same name! What a coincidence? But much to his surprise, Mikan always ignore him. He doesn't know why. What will he do about this Mikan Sakura? Will he hunt her down? Or let her go?

Author's note: Natsume Hyuuga will be so much in love with Me here...I mean with Mikan!

Dedicate to my 100th reviwer: R3ig3N-H1m3

Author's note: Okay, first of all...I want to say sorry for the late update!! And I just wanted to ask if someone have a picture of an 15-year old Youichi? I really need it so badly! So please can you tell me what site did you got it!

Chapter 7:

Natsume stopped the car in front of Mikan's apartment. Their short trip is finally over. Honestly it was just a short trip but for Mikan and Natsume it seems that it took forever. The whole trip was engulfed with silence...a very awkward silence.

Mikan removed her seat belt and muttered a simple "Thank You" and "Bye". She was about to get out when Natsume grabbed her arm, stopping her. Natsume was looking intently at her while she didn't bother to looked at him.

"Hey, is something bothering you?" Natsume asked calmly but she can sense a different aura around him. She knows that he's angry.

"I told you, it's nothing" she answered back.

"If it's nothing then why are you giving me this silent treatment? It seems like I'm not around. Your not talking to me! Tell me, do you feel regret on what happened?" he asked her

"I don't have the right to feel regretted. That is my choice" she said, pulling her arm in his tight grip but he would not let go

"If you want, I'm willing to take the full responsibility on what happened" he said softly. That made Mikan looked at him. Mikan's eyes was wide. He knows she was shocked.

"Are you sick or something?" Mikan said after recovering to her shock.

"I'm serious Mikan. I can marry you now if you will just accept my proposal" Natsume said

"You don't know what you were saying, Natsume. It doesn't mean that something happened to us, you can say some nonsense things" she said, while she shook her head

"Of course I do. I'm not that tactless to do something drastic when I'm not sure" he said looking straight into her eyes. Sincerity can be seen in his crimson orbs.

"Then maybe you're really sick. Go home now. Have some rest. Bye" Mikan said jerked his hands that was holding her arms and then turned around and get out of the car.

Natsume rest his head on the wheel. He felt frustrated, sad and angry at the same time. He doesn't know what happened to Mikan. Earlier when they made love, he thought that Mikan had feelings for him. She wantonly responded on his touches and kisses. She even let out some moans of pleasure. It really made him confused. Is she acting? But why will she act? Did she want to take revenge on him? Revenge on what? Revenge on playing with girl's feelings? Probably. He lifted his head and hit the wheel in frustration.

"That's what you got from being a bastard and a playboy" he whispered to himself and then went off.

Mikan heard Natsume's car went off. Honestly, she doesn't feel any regret on what happened. It's her choice so she had no right to feel some regrets. She invited him to do it. She can even be called a seducer. She seduces him, she was certain with that. She doesn't know why she did that. She's really confused. Maybe she wants to make him happy? Probably. Maybe she wanted to show him her gratitude? Maybe...but she know it was more than that. What it is? She doesn't know. But she was sure on one thing; she had stepped on the line. Maybe Natsume was now celebrating his own victory. Maybe he thought that she is an easy-to-get girl. Natsume is a playboy yet she gave herself to him. He's just playing, she was sure with that. Maybe...

"He's just playing with you Mikan. You're such an idiot." she thought to herself before drifting to sleep.

Next day...dismissal...

Mikan was preparing to go home. She packed her things up. Suddenly, someone crept on her back...

"What are you doing here?" she said coldly

"I'm driving you home" Natsume said

"There's no need. I can manage" Mikan said and turn her heels to walked away but Natsume grabbed her.

"I said I'm driving you home. Stop being so stubborn" Natsume said with hardness. He grabbed Mikan's bag and dragged her to his car.

"Get in" Natsume commanded

"No" Mikan said hardly

"I said get in!" Natsume shouted that made the students look at them.

"I don't want to!" she shouted back, grabbing her bag. She was about to run away when Natsume hoisted her up and placed her on the passenger seat. He put the seat belt around her. Natsume went to the driver's seat and drive.

"What's the matter with you?" Mikan asked while they were in the middle of the trip.

"You should ask that to yourself. What's the matter with you? You've been avoiding me since last night! Tell me, what the problem is! Or else I gonna show you my bad side!" Natsume shouted angrily

"I told you! I don't have any problem! If you don't want to believe me then so be it!" Mikan said trying to open the car's door but it was locked.

She was trying to open the door when Natsume stopped the car; she didn't notice that they had reach her apartment. She leaned down to the driver's seat to reach for the door's button but Natsume grabbed her and kissed her lips passionately. He broke the kiss. His bangs covering his eyes.

"Please Mikan, Tell me...so that I can fixed it up. I can't...I can't take it when you're avoiding me. It feels like I was on a place which is covered only by black. I don't know what to do. So please..." Natsume said softly. Mikan's tears started to form in the corner of her eyes.

"You really want to know what's my problem is, Natsume?" Mikan said. Natsume looked up, he stared at her face. "You are my problem. I'm scared Natsume! I'm scared to be hurt! I've went through so many trials and I'm sick of it! I don't want to be hurt again! If you want to play with girls, I'm begging you...please not me!" she said tears started to fall on her eyes.

"Mikan-" Natsume was cut off by Mikan.

"Forget about what happened last night. It's just my way of showing gratitude" she said looking away

"No. I know it's more than that. If that's the way you showed your gratitude then why was I the first one to have you? It should be that gray-haired teen" he said. Mikan looked away.

"Why? Why can't you answer? Did I hit home?" Natsume asked

"I think you're just misunderstanding things Natsume. Youichi...he's different" Mikan said

"Different? How different? Do you love him?" he said. His bangs covering his eyes.

"You're misunderstanding things Natsume. Youichi is just a brother to me...from now..." Mikan said

"From now? What do you mean? And can you tell me how different he is" he said softly

"He doesn't play with girl's feelings. That's why he's different. Maybe if I would love someone it will be him" Mikan said

"What if I say I'm serious with you?"

"Then you must be crazy"

"Yeah, I maybe crazy...crazy for you" Natsume said. Mikan become silent...

"I may have been playing with girl's feeling but I'm serious. I have never been serious in my whole entire life..." he lifted his head, looking at her eyes straight. "I'm serious with you Mikan. I've always been" he continued. Her tears started to form in her eyes. She looked away.

"You don't know what you were-" Natsume cut off Mikan.

"Please, I know I have a bad reputation about girls. I know that you think of me as a playboy. Changing my girlfriend everyday, every hour, every minute and whatever. But you're different, so please think of my proposal last night. I want to marry you Mikan, not beccasue of what happen last night but because I want to. I promised to make you happy everyday. I'm not going to let you get hurt again so please think about it. I will be waiting for your answer and I'll be waiting for you to love me. Just give me a chance to prove it" he said caressing her cheeks.

"Natsume-" Mikan was cut off when Natsume lightly kissed her on the lips.

"Shhh...Go inside now. I know you're tired. Get some rest. I'll wait for you here until you went inside your house" he said. Mikan nodded. Natsume opened the car's door and Mikan went out of the car. Before Mikan went inside her apartment, she looked back at Natsume. Natsume was looking at her, as if escorting her to her apartment. Natsume smiled at her and she looked away. She walked inside her apartment.

Author's note: Do you like it? How was it? Okay, many reviewers asked me why Mikan is like that. Now, I gave you the answer. She thought Natsume was playing with her and she was scared to be hurt. And please leave a review Minna-san! Thank you!

How about a preview:

"I don't need a girl"

"Na-Natsume?"

"Where are you Mikan?"