I thought about my decision. Was it right. Was it wrong. Who knows but at least it was mine. As I got in my car I thought about everything.
My everything.
Gone.
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I had arrived I was just sitting there. Thinking. Wondering. Hopeing that i would look up and he would be their with that same crooked smile.
But I was liening. And they were lieing. It was all lies. Everything.
I stepped more near the edge the cold seeping through my body. One more step was all it took to fall. To be...
gone..
diisapered...
forever...
One more step is what I took.
And then I was falling.
All the memories of him and me flooding back and for a moment it was shere bliss.
And then it hit me I was dieing not falling.
My whole being gone.
I did not want to die.
Then I hit.
I smacked the water hard. I went down but I fought.
I pushed through the water I fought.
The oxygen slowly slipping.
Then I burst through the air.
Then I blacked out.