Sorry, I didn't update yesterday! I'm so sorry, but I just finished that holiday club that I was doing and I was so tired, that when I got home I fell asleep! I was just too tired to update.
He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. Aww, not again!" Lilly said, throwing the stupid flower onto the ground and sat back onto her skateboard. She put her chin on her hands and started to move her board from side to side, staring at the stem she just threw onto the road.
"Lilly, are you on look out for us or something?" Jackson asked as he came outside, his car keys in his hands.
"No, I'm just sitting here." She said, not looking at him. A car drove by and squished the stem. That's another one.
"Well then, can I join you?" Jackson asked. Lilly just nodded and he sat down on the curb next to her. Lilly picked up another flower that lay next to her and continued what she was doing.
He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me… wait a second…
"What are you doing?" Jackson asked as Lilly sighed in frustration.
"Trying to figure out if the guy I like likes me." Lilly said, throwing the flower on the ground again.
"Who is this guy? And isn't this… more kindergarten?" Jackson asked, looking at the stem that now lay at his feet.
"Ha, yeah, probably is. And as for the guy? I don't know who he is, there's three guys I like."
"Ooh, who would've guessed you were a player?" Jackson teased her. Lilly playfully slapped him on the arm and he pretended as if it hurt.
"I'm not a player if I don't go out with all three guys." Lilly said and picked up another flower.
"And you're doing that to figure out which guy you want to go out with first?" Jackson asked. Lilly didn't answer him, just kept picking the leaves off the flower. She sighed again, he doesn't love her. "Ok, so he's not the one for you."
"I guess not, it happens with all of them except the one guy, I always end up with he loves me, which can't be true because I could never go out with him, let alone tell him how I felt." Lilly said, picking up the rest of the flowers and throwing them onto the road.
"And what is it about him that you can't be with him?" Jackson asked.
"He's a junior, I'm a freshman, he probably thinks I'm a little kid." Lilly said.
"Yeah." Jackson said and got up. "How about I give you a ride home or would you rather go by yourself?"
"Yeah, I'll go with you." Lilly said, getting off her skateboard and picking it up. She followed Jackson to his car and got in the passenger's seat, resting her skateboard on her lap.
"This guy you like, do I know him?" Jackson asked as he reversed out of the driveway.
"Uh… yeah, sort of." Lilly said, looking out of the window.
"Oh." Jackson said, putting his sunglasses on. Lilly turned to look at him, he sounded disappointed because of something. Was it something I said?
"Jackson, you ok?" Lilly asked.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" He asked.
"I don't know…" Lilly said. They sat in silence for the drive to the Truscott's residence. "Uh, thanks Jackson."
"Lilly, wait." Jackson said, as Lilly was about to get out of the car door. Lilly turned to look at him. "Uh, that guy you like, he's lucky if you ever tell him how you feel."
"Jackson…" Lilly said, but he turned away from her, waiting for her to get out of the car. You're the guy; you're the guy I like!
And because she knew Jackson probably wouldn't listen to her, Lilly did the only thing she could think of. She got back into the car and faced Jackson, who turned to ask her what she was doing but she kissed him.
Jackson kissed her back straight away, he always liked Lilly. She was different to all the girls he always chased after and there were similarities between the two of them.
The kiss ended shortly and Lilly took off Jackson's sunglasses so she could look him in the eyes. "You're the guy I like."
"I could tell." He said and kissed her again.
Uh...hm... I'm not so happy with all my kisses, am I? This one was ok, I just don't like the ending. Why do my ending have to be so bad? But besides that, I liked it. Like to hear your comments though! Sneak Peak:
I can't tell him. Lilly bit her lower lip. Why was she asking everyone that question? The only person who mattered to answer that was Jackson, because she liked him, as in more then a friend. I know, weird isn't it? Lilly didn't know when she fell for Jackson, just that it happened suddenly.
"I don't know, I just got thinking about who I trust and I trust you Jackson." She said, smiling a bit.
Based on the song, Here in Your Arms. Now, I'm asking for ideas again, because I'm slowly running out. I still got a couple of kisses that I have to write still, but I want to know, how many kisses do you want? 20? 25? 30? 50??? I'm aiming for 30, maybe a bit more, but I just want to hear what you guys think.
