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A/N: Heh, sorry for the sudden randomness but the idea for this chapter kind of jumped out at me..so i HAD to write it! Lol, but don't worry we will get back onto the original plot...eventually...;D

Damnit I am so sorry I took so long with this! So many things came up all at once. I had to buy uniforms, and supplies, and shopping and blahh gomen-ne!!

ADULTS ONLY! MATURE MATURE MATURE MATURE! (Sorry panda-chan...:O)

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"Wa-Wait Hiyo. I don't think this is a good idea. What if it doesn't work?" Hiyo gave Lina a final nudge and a confident wink. "Don't worry Ms. Lina, it will. I promise." And with that the door was shut with finality.

Lina sighed and turned to face the empty hallway, looking down to give herself a twice over. She was only in her pajamas just as Hiyo had instructed her to be, and mentally gave herself a kick. These pajamas were thin and tighter then she remembered them being, which was what she supposed was the proper attire for such a mission. The deep velvet color made her skin look delicate and pale, while her eyes shone even in the dim light of her hotel room.

Sighing again, Lina padded softly down the hallway towards Xelloss's hotel room. Stopping just in front of it, she felt a strong feeling hum through her body. Anxiety was taking over and all she wanted to do was turn tail and run for what she thought to be her life. But what would she tell Hiyo? Taking a deep breath, she lifted her hands to unbutton the first two buttons of her pajama top.

Make yourself look seductive.

She shivered at Hiyo's confident instructions, and lifted her hand again this time to knock ever-so-slightly. Please be asleep. Please don't hear me. Please don't answer the door. She pleaded silently, hoping that mazoku were very heavy sleepers.

To her extreme displeasure, Xelloss did answer the door with his usual grin in place. He opened his mouth to greet her, but as if drawn there his head tilted downwards to her exposed v-shaped flesh, and his eyebrows rose. "Well good evening Lina-san, is there anything I can do for you?" He purred, his eyes opening to meet hers boldly.

Lina ignored him, and instead of answering only breezed past into his hotel room.

"Aren't you cold Lina-san? I worry about how careless you seem to be about the temperature drop." Xelloss chuckled and shut the door softly. "Xelloss do you have anything to drink?" She asked, hoping to relax her body with an easier tactic. He nodded and strolled to the tiny cabinet next to his bed.

Pulling out two glasses and a bottle of what she supposed to be very expensive wine out, he turned his back to her so that he could pour them their beverages.

Turning back to her he handed a glass to her, and took a delicate sip of his own just as she took hers. Tasting it, she smiled at Xelloss's good taste. He smiled at her over the brim of his glass and stepped just the tiniest bit closer.

Lina took a deep breath and raised her eyes to meet his. If there was ever a time to ask, then this was indeed the time. "Can I ask you something Xelloss?"

"I suppose."

"What emotions can you feel?"

Lina bit her lip nervously, and thanked the gods that Hiyo wasn't here right now. This was definitely not part of the plan, hell, it wasn't even her plan. She didn't know what kind of answer she'd get, and she didn't really know what would happen after she got the answer or even why she wanted to know at all.

Ever since Xelloss waltz back into her life things have gone from bad to worse to great and then all the way down to hell on earth. All of these mixed signals and heated conversations were driving her absolutely insane, and not mention it made her want to kick his ass.

It wasn't like she could make up excuses for him, or even herself. What she really wanted to tell herself was that it was all just a dream, just a really bad dream that she'd wake up from soon, really soon. Unfortunately that was not the case, if it was she wouldn't be standing here basically half naked with Xelloss staring her down.

"Why, Lina-san, that is a very dangerous question." Xelloss drawled, stepping forward to stand just a breath away. Dangerous? Hell yeah it was dangerous; everything with this damn priest was dangerous. Lina was never very keen with these things so the dawning of the situation at hand was a very slow one.

It would appear that the seducing was being reversed, and not exactly in the best of ways. The plan was to get him off guard, drug him, and then let him wake up as if nothing had ever happened. What was the best way to achieve this? Seduction. The point was to make him feel like he'd made her feel; used, forgotten, and most of all confused.

Lina jumped slightly as the butterfly touch of Xelloss hand on her upper arm shot through her senses. "Answer it anyway." She whispered, momentarily forgetting everything Hiyo had told her. Xelloss leaned down, pausing just above her lips. "You want to know Lina-san?" A soft kiss, one she could barely feel against her parted lips. He tasted of good wine and heated lust. His fingers brushed the hollow of her ear and led a fire igniting trail down her neck to the exposed skin just between her breasts.

"Yes." She breathed, feeling her body vibrate with excitement and anxiety. "I can feel..." Another kiss, one that lingered longer than the last, and then his lips were gone again. She resisted the urge to pull him back and instead reached her arm up to grip the crook of his arm for support. An unusual surge of passion shot through her and the glass in her opposite hand was dropped, crashing to the floor with an ignored shatter. Giving her a darkened look, his lips found her neck and trailed down to suck at her collar bone and then just below to the hollow between her breasts.

There was a mixture of annoyance and pleasure welling up inside her, and she found herself enjoying this more then she had counted on. A light went off at the back of her mind that shouted something was wrong, of course something was wrong. Her body was on fire, a fire that started to make her itch to be touched and caressed in a way that would make her scream.

Shouldn't she be pushing him away? No, there was an even better question. Did she want to push him away?

No.

Feeling one side of her shirt slip off her shoulder she shuddered as the night breeze from the window touched her delicate skin. She knew that she should walk away, just turn around and forget that he had ever touched her, but it was easier said then done...especially with lips sucking and gliding over her skin, tempting her to lose herself in the feeling of sin.

A strangled moan erupted from her as he slid the other side of her shirt slid down her arm to kiss his way up her bare breast, and she tangled her free hand into his silky hair. "Xelloss, what did you do?" She whispered, leaning her head back and taking deep breaths.

"Nothing really, but your next question should be what I put into your drink." She pulled back, preparing to bite his head off with a series of pre-thought insults, but she failed miserably as her legs wobbled and collapsed. Xelloss reached forward to catch her by the waist, not the lest bit surprised at her response.

"You drugged me!" Lina pushed at him as hard as she could, but was only rewarded with sore arms and a smug Xelloss. "Indeed I did Lina-san, and now your body will be useless against your heart's desires."

"My...heart's desires?"

"Yes Lina-san. This is what you wanted isn't it?" Her eyes widened as the realization of his question hit home, and it hit hard. This wasn't what she wanted, she didn't even really know what she wanted, but there wasn't any way to escape as far as she could tell.

"Xelloss...wait...stop!" He ignored her struggled pleas as his hands removed her top completely, revealing her bare chest. Lina was going to strangle Hiyo for convincing her not to wear anything under this damn shirt, if Xelloss ever let her leave that is.

Backing her up against his door, he grasped the back of her head with his hand firmly and let his lips connect with hers. The taste of good wine and oddly a hint of tea wafted through her senses as his tongue invaded her mouth. Her limbs felt weak and her body screamed for skin-on-skin contact with this man...who wasn't really a man at all. She had the worst of luck.

Lifting her pajama clad leg up to hoist around his hip, he skimmed his opposite hand up to palm her breast gently. The feel of his grin against her mouth as her hips bucked against him brought mixed emotions to the surface. "Let me go." She breathed, breaking away from his firm lip lock.

"Break away if you can Lina-san, if you can." He taunted, rubbing his thumb gently over her sensitive nipple and watching her every response.

"You're an ass." She hissed between clenched teeth, trying not to scream in ecstasy, and squeezed her eyes shut tight.

"It's a pleasure."

"I hate you."

"Indeed."

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because this is what you want."

"No...it isn't."

"Ahh, then why did you come here?"

Damn. He had her backed into a wall, literally. "Point taken." She murmured, her eyes flying open just as his hand slipped into her pajama bottoms. "Xelloss wait I-oh kami..." Lina bit her lip as his fingers invaded her opening swiftly, and lifted both hands to grab his shoulders.

Xelloss watched her face relax and tighten as his fingers stroked her, bringing her closer and closer to the edge. She could never tell what he was thinking when his eyes were open; it was like trying to look through tinted glass with shades on.

"You still haven't told me what emotions you can feel, damn it." She ground out, her breath hitching as he used a third finger to rub her clit with the delicasy of a lover. "Lina-san, you should know by now that I can feel everything." His head lowered to suck at her earlobe gently as another shudder spread through her heated body.

"Everything?"

"Everything." He confirmed, lifting her other leg up so that she was straddling his hips and being supported by the wall behind her. Her mind was spinning so fast she thought she'd faint right in his arms. She was so shaken that she barely felt herself being carried and laid down onto his bed.

He hovered over her, his hand still creating a series of sensations all through her body while she writhed under him. "Xell...oss, this isn't right...this can't be right."

Xelloss chuckled and increased his firm rhythm, pushing his fingers in and out, driving her up the wall with passion. "Who said it was right Lina-san?"

"But it has to be right."

"Not tonight it doesn't."

Lina blinked, the sharp sting to her heart stopping all other feelings in her body. This didn't matter to him at all Sensing her discomfort Xelloss stopped moving, staring down at her with curious eyes.

Biting back tears she felt a rush of energy shoot through her and she shoved him off, jumping off the bed in a half-naked fury. "You don't undertstand Xelloss!" She yelled, folding her arms over her chest furiously. "You really are an idiot, more so than ever before!"

Lina couldn't help but let one tear slide down her cheek as her pain turned into fury. "Damn it Xelloss this isn't about touching, or wine, or drugs, or the lance, and this isn't even about why I came here. It's about love Xelloss, love! I can't let you do anything you want to me just because you want to, and your damned right I want to as well but I just can't do it! I want my first time to be with someone who I love, and to be honest it doesn't even matter as much if he loves me or not, just as long as I know that it's worth it in the end. And you know what Xelloss? I DON'T love you! At all! I have no positive feeling towards you whatsoever, in fact if you were struck dead right this moment I wouldn't shed a tear!"

She choked out a sob before slamming the door shut, and running down the hallway in a half naked blur of tears.

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Damn this chapter SUCKED. lol, I rushed through the ending and I didn't really focus on the details too much...urgh i srewed this one up baad. I'll revise it later but for now just thank god I even found the time to write it!:O