Disclaimer: Ya'll noe dee drill!… Dun't really want to repeat it.
Note: This story is wat I think. I noe it's not like wat happened in the series but like I said: It's wat I think and don't give me the "nuh-uh tats not wat happen thang or any of that kind of you noe wats." Some events in dee story will be somewat similar so… PLEASE NO FLAMES: ) and I don't remember all of the events so ya.
Also! I'm not a total smarty-pants in English. So don't question or comment on my writing and/or grammar. I only got a B for this course but my writing is the craps!
Oh! And sorry for updating so freakin slow. I had a lot of stuff in my head and with the combo of college. U noe wat I mean.
REVIEWERS:
Curly-Mick: Thank you! I've thought of this idea for a while now! TEE-HEE!
lalala: I will keep writing! Thank you!
destini: WHOA! WTH was that?! I'm not sure if you meant it in a bad way or what but I found that kinda pissing. And DUH! I have to finish it! What's the point of posting a story if I don't finish it? Such a rhetorical question.
HolyKnight5: DUDE! You made me LMAO like hell! I kept laughing like there was no tomorrow. Yes, I do remember Gundam Wing when Quatre went psycho. That was hilarious! I have to say that you're prediction of what might happen is pretty damn good. I was just thinking of doing that too. I love your idea! I think I'm going to borrow it! ) Thanks for your review! I hope to read more from you! … NICE ONES! )
Steph: Thank you! And don't worry, I will update as fast as I can. Tee-Hee!
AK-110: Well, sorry to break it to ya, but Kira and Athrun will never get killed by Shinn. And I apparently hate Shinn to the bone. Never liked him since the show started. And HELL YA! HAIL ZAFT and ORB!
cagalliyulathha: I don't know if she is dead or not. I hope she doesn't die either! Athrun would never be able to live with himself.
Jade Valentine: I like dat name: Jade. It sounds sooo cool! I feel sorry for Cags too. If only people just learn not to be so selfish of themselves. HELL! Children can lead a country better than the oldies! I will update asap! I know! Shinn IS a bitch. LMAO! Thanks for your review!
snd: What rumors? There was a rumor that Cagalli was dead? Say it ain't so! Thanks for reviewing!
fanficsfan11: HEHEHE! Everyone wonders what would happen if Cags was gone. Hmmm... I'm wondering what everyone would do too! Maybe the war would finally end or not. Seemingly that a young girl sacrificed her own life just to stop a pointless war... OOHHH!!! Who doesn't fav AxC?!?!?! They're the best of all couples! Thank you for reviewing!
Krakefer: Don't make her survive and it wouldn't be possible? Iono man, Mwu survived being exploded and i'm still wondering how the hell he survived in space seeing his helmet floating after the explosion.
midnightgale: Hmmm... i think what you said is sooo right. But who knows! Maybe Kira would be a freaking killing machine. Hell i would if someone kills someone close to me. Thank you for reviewing!
sweetsimplicity: OOOOh!!! Thank you for telling me dat!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL MY REVIEWERS! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU GUYZ AGAIN!
Anywayz…I'll shut up now and let you read : )
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Inner Beauty of DestructionChapter Four
"CAGALLI!!!!" screamed the crew of the Archangel.
"No…. CAGALLI!" cried Lacus as she fell to her knees.
"Everyone fall back and retreat! Prepare the medics! Miriallia contact the Freedom and get him back here!" ordered Captain Ramius.
"Hai!" cried Miriallia as she quickly tried to contact Kira. Knowing Kira, he probably won't even listen, but she tried anyways.
"Freedom! Fall back and retreat!"
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…Up in the sky….
"CAGALLI!" cried Athrun. "No… this can't be… she can't be dead! CAGALLI!!!!" he screamed as he flew towards Shinn and Kira.
"I… I..I killed the Princess…" spoke Shinn who's in a state of shock. "I d.. didn't mean too. She… I… I was… "
"CAGALLI!!!!!" screamed Kira. "YOU KILLED MY SISTER!!!! YOU BASTARD!!!!" Kira took out his beam saber and went straight to Shinn.
"KIRA!" Athrun cried. "Don't do it!"
"YOU KILLED HER!!!!! YOU KILLED MY SISTER!!! RGHHHHAHHH!!!!"
While Shinn was out of it, the Impulse's sensors went up and knocked Shinn's state of shock. Shinn saw that Kira was coming right at him with his beam saber and dodged him just missing his cockpit. The Impulse's sensors alarmed again detecting an extreme power source coming straight towards him. Kira had apparently shot everything he had straight at Shinn. Shinn tried to avoid all the beams but wasn't fast enough and Kira just shot all his beams right at him destroying every part of the Impulse except the cockpit.
Realizing that he was about to be killed by the rampaging Kira, he tapped into the intercom and tried to get Kira's attention and it worked!
"Freedom! Don't do this!"
"What?! Don't do this?! DON"T DO THIS?!!! YOU KILLED MY SISTER AND EVERY LAST HOPE OF PEACE! THIS WAR WILL NEVER END NOW! YOU DESERVE TO DIE!!!!!"
Shinn was taken back by his words. He just realized that he had said the same thing back to him. "YOU DESERVE TO DIE" He remembered that he had said the same thing to him. And now, his own words backfired against him. He was going to pay for the death of Cagalli and the only chance they once had with peace. Shinn now regrets what he had done.
While still floating in the air, Kira took his chance to kill Shinn. He went in full strength and force to give the final blow to his sister's murderer, until…
"KIRA STOP THIS!!!"
"Athrun…. ATHRUN!"
"Kira! Killing Shinn isn't right! I know you! You promised yourself and everyone else that you wouldn't kill anymore!"
"THAT WAS BEFORE HE KILLED CAGALLI! OR DID YOU FORGET ABOUT HER ALREADY ATHRUN?!"
"Kira…."
"She loved you… She loved you sooo much and waited for you! She cried endlessly and never once slept peacefully without worrying over you! And what did she get in return from you?! NOTHING BUT BETRAYAL! You let that bastard kill my only sister and you're not even once shedding a tear!"
"NO! That's not it! You don't know what I'm going through right now Kira. My heart is completely shattered! I'm feeling worst than what you're feeling! I know what it feels like cause I lost my mother-"
"IT"S NOT ABOUT YOUR GOD DAMN MOTHER!"
Athrun was taken back. Kira would never say that about his mother, ever. Athrun was about to speak but Kira interrupted him.
"IT'S ABOUT CAGALLI! SHE LOVED YOU GOD DAMNIT! DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT SHE LOVES YOU AND YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT YOUR DEAD MOTHER?! YOU DON'T GOD DAMN GIVE A FLYING SHIT ABOUT MY SISTER DO YOU! ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS CHAIRMAN THIS AND CHAIRMAN THAT. YOU NEVERED BELIEVED IN ANYONE BUT YOURSELF! AND TO THINK THAT MY ONLY SISTER FELL IN LOVE FOR MY BEST FRIEND."
"SHUT UP!"
This time it was Kira's turn to be taken back.
"I don't want to hear it anymore. I love Cagalli with every atom in my body. I loved her since the day we met on that island! We were supposed to protect each other. She had always protected me and I couldn't do it for her and now she's dead. I didn't want this to happen but it did happened! WHY?! Cause I was too stupid to notice that she needed me the most to be there for her. She trusted me in everything and was the only one who believed in me. I was too pathetic, too weak to even stop her arranged marriage. I refused to listen to her words cause I was too selfish. Cagalli's gone and it's my fault!"
"What's the point of saying all of this now? You had sooo many chances to say this and now it's too late. IT IS YOUR FAULT ATHRUN! I thought you were smart to realize something so small, but I guess you're not. Hell! You were on the wrong side from the last war, and now you're on the wrong side again! How many wars does it have to take for you to find an answer?!"
Athrun was once again taken back.
"Chairman Dullindal made you fall for his tricks. He completely manipulated you and you felt for it. He used Lacus' image to his advantage to manipulate all of ZAFT and even you! You of all people clearly knew that that impostor was a fake. Did it not cross your mind on how it would affect Lacus' image and status? Or were you too intrigued by her appearance? LACUS WAS BEING ASSASSINATED GOD DAMNIT! You believed someone you didn't know and not your own friends! You were even probably cheating on Cagalli with her!"
"I didn't cheat on Cagalli! Meer was just filling in for Lacus cause Lacus hasn't been seen or heard of since the last war."
"BULLSHIT! You knew that anyone filling in for Lacus would jeopardize the peace. Yet you still let her go on with what she was doing. That impostor was doing what the Chairman was telling her to do! She is NOT Lacus and will never be Lacus. He took advantage over your abilities and sweet-talked you. Why can't you understand that the Chairman is up to something?! TELL ME!"
Athrun opened his mouth but just closed it back without saying anything. All of what Kira's saying seems to be all logically right. Athrun, absorbing all the words Kira said to him, finally realized that there was something suspicious with the Chairman. Why did he suddenly make him a member of FAITH?
Still hanging in the air, Shinn realized that Kira and Athrun were in a heated argument so he took the chance to flee back to the Minerva with his backup booster installed on the back of his cockpit. With a little change in the program, Shinn got the booster to work and began to descend to the Minerva. He was going to make it and be safe from the rampaging Kira. He was only a couple feet away until…
"Where you do think you're going?"
"WHAT?!"
The cockpit was grabbed and suddenly thrown into the ocean.
"Think you could get away from me that easily huh? Hehehe, nice try."
Athrun's concentration was interrupted when he heard something hit the ocean really hard. He turned to see that Freedom had somehow got to where Shinn used to be and noticed that Shinn was no longer there. That is when Athrun thought that Kira had actually done it.
"KIRA!"
"Hehehe…."
Freedom flew towards the sinking cockpit and was about to give his final blow until…
"KIRA PLEASE DON"T DO IT!"
Kira went to a complete stop and turned to where he heard the voice.
"Lacus?"
"Kira please don't do it! Cagalli wouldn't have wanted this! Please stop and come back!"
Kira stood and thought for a while. He would do anything for Lacus so he stopped and went to Athrun and came face to face with him.
"Your friend got lucky this time, but the next time we meet, I'll kill him for sure including you. I'll be waiting," said Kira in the most venomous voice. With that, Kira flew away from Athrun but didn't return to the Archangel. Instead he took a deep dive straight into the ocean.
Knowing already that Kira wasn't going to kill Shinn yet, Athrun flew to Shinn, grabbed the cockpit and returned to Minerva. He quickly dropped Shinn off and flew back to where Kira was going.
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"Where the hell is Kira going?!"
"Captain! It seems that Kira is going to where Cagalli is," said Miriallia who was still shedding tears.
"What the hell are you up to Kira?"
"Kira, please come back to me," Lacus spoke who's also still in tears.
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"Shinn's on board Captain!"
"Get the medics!"
"Yes Maa'm!"
…where Shinn is….
"Hurry and open the cockpit!"
The crew quickly opened the cockpit and Shinn just fell out unconscious.
"MEDICS!"
"Already here sir!"
Shinn was placed on the stretcher and was immediately taken to the ER.
"SHINN!" yelled Lunamaria running towards the stretcher but only disappearing behind the white doors.
"He'll be okay Luna. I know so," said Rey calmingly not showing any kinds of emotions at all.
"But-"
"He'll make it. Shinn never lets anything bring him down."
"I hope you're right Rey."
Lunamaria walked into the waiting room while Rey just stood his place.
"You did really well, Shinn. The Chairman would be pleased," whispered Rey with a smirk on his face.
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… back to where Kira and Athrun are…
Kira was searching for Cagalli's destroyed mobile suit. Hoping to find her body so he could give her a proper burial.
Passing huge rocks and other destroyed mobile suits; he finally came to the once live Strike Rouge.
"Cagalli… At least let me give you a proper funeral." As Kira began to turn and lift several heavy metals and rocks when his system detected that he wasn't alone. He locked on to the unidentified object and scanned what it was. It was the Savior.
"What are you doing here?! Haven't you done enough!"
"Kira, I want to find Cagalli so I could give her a proper funeral."
"I'M GIVING HER A PROPER FUNERAL!"
"Please, Kira. At least let me do something right for once."
Kira thought for a while and finally decided to let Athrun help him.
"Fine, but don't think that I changed my mind about you."
"I know."
Now Kira and Athrun are both searching for Cagalli's body. They went through many metals and dug through under the sand as well, but they can't seem to find her body. They both decided to split up and look for her in other places thinking that maybe her body was carried away somewhere.
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… At the Archangel…
"What are they doing Captain?"
"I don't know. But it seems like they're-"
"They're looking for Cagalli."
Everyone on the bridge turned their heads to stare at Lacus, her eyes not moving away from the screen.
"Oh. I see."
"They want to give her a proper burial," spoke Lacus as her tears were still flowing from her eyes.
The crew all just turned back to the screen. Watching Kira and Athrun searching endlessly for Cagalli's body.
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Kira and Athrun had been searching for hours and still, with no luck, hadn't found Cagalli's body. They were both coming to the fact that maybe her body had perished along with the explosion.
"Kira…… stop."
"No! She has to be here!"
"Kira, she's not here."
"Shut up! What do you know!" he yelled still searching endlessly.
"KIRA!" shouted Athrun and Kira turned around. "Kira, Cagalli's not here. She's probably… she… she…." Unable to finish what he's saying as he let his tears fall and gripped his handles hard.
Kira finally realized that he couldn't find Cagalli's body. Hearing Athrun crying, Kira realized that it's not actually Athrun's fault. All what Kira said about Athrun was part true but not all of it. He soon realized that he had let his anger take over him just like before in the last war. Athrun's cry made Kira see that he did love her. Thinking about all the things that had just happened, Kira finally went back to his old self.
"Athrun… lets go back."
Athrun jolted his head up hearing what Kira had just said. "What?"
"I said lets go back. Cagalli did probably… you know. I think we should go back and think about what to do to stop the war. It's what Cagalli would've wanted."
"But Kira-"
"I SAID GO BACK!… Go back to the Minerva and try to figure out what to do"
"Kira…. All right. But I've been thinking about what you've said."
Kira moved his head back to the screen upon hearing Athrun speak. "What?"
"I've thought about what you've said earlier and I finally understand. I think you're right about Chairman Dullandal. I will go back and try to find out more information on what he's planning to do. I'll contact you immediately when I find something."
"I'm glad to hear this," said Kira and was about to return back when Athrun spoke again.
"Kira… I didn't cheat on Cagalli with Meer or anyone else. I would NEVER do that to her. I love Cagalli and I always will. I'll take revenge upon her death. I can at least do that for her."
"Athrun…," Kira spoke and took a deep breath, "don't kill anyone."
"What?"
" I said don't kill anyone. Cagalli wouldn't want that."
"But Kira you said you were going to kill Shi-"
"I know what I said! And I'm still pondering about it. I'll let you know if I will do it or not when we meet again. But for now, you're both safe. Don't do anything stupid that would get you caught. Got it!" Kira spoke and took off leaving Athrun where he was.
"Kira…… I promise you and Cagalli, I will find justice for this. Cagalli, I'm sorry. Please watch over me and the Archangel."
With all that said, both the Savior and Freedom flew back to their ships. Each who thought of one thing:
Athrun and Kira:
"Cagalli, I will put an end to this war!"
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A/N: OHHHH!!!!! That was sooooo intense!!! The next chapter would be even more intense! So watch out! PLEASE REVIEW PPL! You're comments gives me adrenaline and motivation. PLEASE NO FLAMES!