Chapter 2
Toms eyes opened slowly and the first thing he saw was Judes beautiful face right in front of him. They were both lying on their sides facing each other, one of his hands on her waist. He smiled at the content expression on her face as his hand traveled from her waist upwards barely touching her body. He stopped at her face and lovingly stroked her cheek.
He smiled one more time before he slowly got out of the bed trying not to wake her, he stood up and walked towards the bathroom not bothering to look for his boxers. He closed the door behind him and then looked towards the shower and then to the tub. Deciding for the shower he rubbed his neck before walking into it closing the door behind him.
He turned the shower on and Tom sighed as he felt the hot water ran down his back. He put his hands against the wall and hung his head just letting the water drop down on him. Just thinking about his baby and wheter he would be a good father or not. His dad wasn´t what you call a role model. He cheated on Toms mother and drank to much, he always hit them and when Toms mother died on cancer he wasn´t there Tom was, he was there in her last minutes and that led to not seeing or speaking with his father for the last twelve years, he´ll never forgive his father for not being there when his mom needed him the most.
When Jude first told him she was pregnant he didn´t know what to think. He was happy of course but inside him there was a lot of fear, fear of turning out like his father, fear of hurting Jude and fear of hurting his child but all this fear vanished when he looked into Judes eyes and he saw fear in them too. But her fear was different, she feared his reaction wheter he would leave her or not. And then the only thing he could do was to hold her to tell her that he loved her and that little baby growing inside of her, that he would never leave her.
He was still scared, there was still a doubt that he would be a good father but he would never tell Jude that.
Tom almost jumped as he felt two hands on his back, he turned around and smiled as he saw Jude standing there naked, the water running down her body. She wrapped her arms around his neck and stared into his eyes.
"What´s wrong?" She wisphered.
"Nothing..."
"Liar...I´ve been watching you now for ten minutes and you didn´t even know I was there." Tom smiled and kissed her softly before he answered.
"Just thinking about some things"
"Things like?"
"Things like you, me in the shower having sex." He smirked before he lifted her off the ground and she wrapped her legs around his waist.
He turned around so that her back was pressed against the wall and kissed her softly.
That was short I know but I had to work til late in the night and I was suprised that I could write so much without falling asleep. Anyway I hope you like it and please review.