Chapter 6
Tommy stared at John and the first thing he thought was ….why...why did he hurt her, me all the time... John looked into Tommys eyes and saw the different emotions, he saw hate, pain, fear and the last thing he saw, he would´ve never thought he would see it from his son, was love.
"Why did you do it?" Tom asked almost in a wispher. John sighed and looked down at his coffee.
"I was angry...angry at you, at your mother, angry at myself."
"Why what did mom ever do, what did I ever do?"
"Nothing...you just had your dreams and you did everything to reach them."
"That´s why you hate me, hated mom?." John shook his head and said.
"I don´t hate you...I never did, I love you!"
"No?" Tom asked in a wispher.
John shook his head and Tom said.
"I´m scared..."
"Of what?!"
"Becoming a father...what if I´m not good at it...what if I hurt them."
"Them?"
"Jude and my baby?!"
"I couldn´t handle it!"
John leaned forward and stared into Toms eyes.
"Thomas Andrew Quincy you listen to me now...do you love Jude?"
"More than anything!"
"Do you regret marrying her!"
"Never..."
"You love her and you love that baby, that´s all that matters."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah? Why are you doubting it?"
"Because probably every women I´ve ever been with and that´s a lot believe me would think otherwise."
John laughed and said.
"You really are my son!"
Tom smiled softly and looked down.
Jude was lookin through her DVD´s as she heard the door open. She looked up and saw Tommy walking into the living room. She looked into his eyes and saw that he cried. She stood up and walked over to him.
"Hey baby what´s wrong?" She hugged him and he wisphered into her ear.
"I´ve got to explain some things to you!" Jude broke away and stared into his eyes.
The next hour was spent explaining about his past, his father, his mother, why he was acting so strange and why he´s so scared to become a father.
Tom was in the soundbooth while Kwest and Darius sat at the soundboard listening to him singing his new song.
How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be allright
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And know everything will be allright
And know everything is allright
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything would be allright
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And know everything will be allright
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And know everything will be allright
And know everything is allright
Everything is allright
Everything is allright
Tommy finished and Kwest and Darius cheered before Darius spoke into the speaker.
"Ladies and Gentlemen Tom Quincys newest album "Forgetting all I´m lacking" is now complete."
Toms album is finished and he finally talked with his father, what´s going to happen. A tour, a baby on the way and a new album can Tommy withstand the pressure from outside? Please Review! I´ll write the next chapter as soon as possible.