Twilight through Alice's Eyes Chapter 7
A/N: Sorry there was no authors note at the bottom of the last chapter. I kind of forgot about it. Anyway thanks for reading it. I really hope that you liked the last chapter as well as this one.
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Chapter 7
APOV
"What do you think Alice meant when she said, 'Nothing, I didn't see anything.'?" Emmett really did care what happened even if he didn't show it. Even though everyone was downstairs I could still hear them perfectly fine.
"I don't know. There could be several things that she meant by it." Carlisle probably had some idea about it but he might not tell them. Actually, he probably knew that my vision was about Edward and just didn't want anyone to worry. "She could have meant that she saw absolutely nothing in her vision; that it was just blank."
"Is that even possible?"
"I'm not sure it could be just blank. Maybe she saw someone dying and that's why it went blank, if it went blank at all."
"I can't imagine what could have happened that would have made her act like that." Jasper always tried to stick up for me. I knew he was concerned about me by the way he was acting when he heard me scream.
"Maybe, it was about Edward." Rosalie; that surprised me. She actually knew me better than our other family. Rosalie, the one who seemed only thought about herself, knew me better than my own husband.
"Could be, but why would she say that she didn't see anything if it was about Edward?"
"Maybe, Edward was planning to kill himself. Maybe, she saw that and is so broken up that she can bear to even do anything."
"Edward wouldn't do that. He is too smart to do that."
"Yea, but we all though that he was too smart to actually leave us and he did that. Maybe, he isn't as smart as we make him out to be."
"Wait a minute, I hear something." There was the sound of an opening door after that. Here is where I figured my breakdown started. "Edward?"
"I'm back. I was being stupid. I should have tried to work things out before I left." It sounded like Edward but I knew that he was in Alaska. I saw him turn back around. I also knew that he would probably never say that. He never would have said that he was being stupid. There was no reason for me to hope that it was Edward.
"We thought that you were never coming back. The way you acted we were sure that you wouldn't." Esme's voice held so much motherly concern in it that I almost doubted that I heard it in my head; I didn't think that I could ever put that much emotion into something I imagined.
"That's what I thought to, and then I realized what I was doing to you guys by leaving you. I couldn't stand hurting you guys." That sounded way to loving and friendly for Edward. I was sure I was having hallucinations. Are hallucinations even possible for vampires like me? We don't dream, so how can we 'dream' that something is happening in a hallucination? Wonderful, I'm losing my mind and losing track of what vampires can and can't do.
"We're just glad your back, Edward."
"Me, too. Wait, where's Alice?" The Edward hallucination-if it were possible-sounded distressed when he realized that I wasn't there.
"Dude, you drove her crazy." My Emmett hallucination even agrees with me that I'm crazy.
"What do you mean that I drove her crazy?"
"All she's done since you left, other than go to school, was lay around, mainly in your room, and sulk about how you're gone. You are her 'favorite brother' after all." Emmett sounded jealous.
"Where is she?" My Edward hallucination was worried about me; how cute.
"She's up in her room, as far as we know, just laying on the couch, waiting for you I guess."
"I'm going to go get her." My Edward hallucination was coming to say hi; how reassuring.
I heard my door open; that I know I didn't imagine but I just figured that Jasper came in to check on me.
"Alice, I'm home." Edward walked into my room and went up to where I was lying on the couch.
"No, your not, you turned around and when back to Alaska. I saw it. I know you did." I wasn't even facing him. I couldn't handle turning around and not seeing him there. "I'm having a mental breakdown and you are just a figment of my imagination."
"No, Alice. I'm home for real. I'm not going anywhere." I felt a hand on my arm and was fairly certain that it was Jasper's so I didn't move. Just like my vision. Maybe it was just to tell me that I was having a mental breakdown.
"You're a hallucination. I know it. You would never say that you were acting stupid; you would say that you made a bad decision. I created you in my mind to fill the void where the real Edward was."
The hand turned me on my side and I sat there facing Edward. Our whole family was at the door staring in. Esme had a very worried look on her face. I saw Jasper standing next to Esme; that was when I started to guess that I wasn't having hallucinations and Edward was really there.
"Is it really you Edward?" I still sounded crazy and depressed, even to myself.
"It's really me, Alice. I came back because I felt guilty."
"But I had a vision, you were so close to us and then you turned back around to Alaska. I thought for sure that you went back."
"I turned around, that's true, but then I thought about it more and decided that I needed to be here, with my family and I came back home."
"Really?"
"Really, Alice." With that I practically jumped on him with joy. I was so happy that Edward was back. Then I hit him in the shoulder, hard enough to hurt even as a vampire.
"Ow, what was that for?" Edward grabbed his shoulder because it probably really did hurt badly.
"That's for leaving us. Now, since you're back, tomorrow you and I are going shopping."
A/N: So that was Alice's mental melt down. Yay, Edward came back. Anyway I'll try to write as much as possible today but I don't know if I can get as much done today as I did yesterday. Thanks for reading. Don't forget to review.