Chapter 8

Tommy walked into the house and walked upstairs looking for Jude. He walked into the bathroom and saw Jude standing in the shower. He quickly undressed and then stepped into the shower with her. Jude gasped as she felt him wrap his arms around her.

She turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck. They stared at each other before Tommy leaned down to kiss her softly. Tommy broke away from the kiss and got down on his knees. Jude looked down at him and he smiled as he pushed her against the wall carefully the hot water still falling down on them.

He spread her legs a little and ran his hand down over her breast then he stroked her belly a few times before he pushed one finger into her. Jude gasped and arched against him. He pulled out of her then added a second finger and pushed in again.

He looked up at her and knew he made the right decision, he would rather loose his contract than Jude. Jude screamed as she came and he got up again.

Jude and Tommy sat at the table eating when Jude asked.

"So when are you going back into the studio for a new album..."

Tom stared at her not knowing how to tell her what happened.

"I won´t!"

"What?"

"I won´t make a new album."

"Why not?" Jude asked suprised.

"I don´t want to...I mean we have enough money so..."

"Tom you love to make music...we don´t need the money but I know that you love to sing."

"Look I don´t want to record a new album ok?" And with that he grabbed his plate and stood up, walking into the kitchen. Jude stared after him and sighed.

The next morning Tom stood in the soundbooth singing his last song while Kwest stared at him with sad eyes.

Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
cause inside I realize
that I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight

Kwest smiled sadly at him before he said.

"Great man!"

"Could you give it to Darius when it´s finished?"

Kwest nodded and with that Tommy walked out of the studio and out of Gmajor maybe forever.

I know it´s been a while I´m sorry. Hope you like it and please review.