Tom and Jude Quincy Chapter 10, an instant star fanfic

Chapter 10

Tommy and Chaz sat on the couch in the living room just staring at each other before Chaz said.

" I can´t believe you did this!"

"I didn´t have a choice...I..."

"Of course you had!"

"I can´t leave her, I won´t!" Chaz was quiet for a few minutes before he nodded and said.

"Ok then let´s get started..." Tommy looked at him confused and asked.

"What??"

"You have a studio in the house right?"

Tom nodded and Chaz smiled.

"Great so we´ll record a song that will show Darius that he needs you but you don´t need him!"

Tom smiled and they stood up and walked into the basement were the studio was.

Tom and Chaz sat in the studio. Chaz stared at Tom while he wrote something down.

"And what have you got?" Chaz asked him.

Tom looked at him before he read what he wrote.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(Erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

"Ok good so we´ve got the chorus now we need the rest!"

Tom nodded and started to write again.

2 hours later

"I´ve got it"

Chaz shot up as he heard Tommy yell, he rubbed his eyes before he looked at his friend. He looked at his watch and sighed.

"Finally!"

"Funny!" Tom said.

"So I wanna hear it you know?!"

Tom nodded and started to sing.

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

Chaz looked impressed and said.

"Wow..."

Tom smiled and said.

"You think Darius will regret it?"

"Oh I´m sure he will"

Later Tommy walked into the bedroom smiling as he saw Jude sleeping peacefully. He just showed Chaz where he could sleep and now the only thing he wanted to do was to crawl into the bed and sleep. He quickly undressed so he was only in his boxers. He walked to his said of the bed and sighed. He sat down and stared at Jude. He saw a paper lying on the bed and picked it up.

If we walk away now
There's no turning around
Gotta say what I mean
While you're here with me
I'm not sure I'll find words
To cover the hurt
That I see in your eyes
But I gotta try

I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you

Can you search down inside
Let go of your pride?
If I forget trying to win
And just let you in
I didn't travel this far
To watch it all fall apart
So give me your hand
And take a chance

I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you

Riding with me as close as before
Whatever happens, I won't ask for more
Here in my heart from now 'til the end
Flame out or fly, we have to try again

I still

I know rocks turn to sand
And hearts can change hands
And you're not to blame
When the sky fills with rain
But if we stay or walk away
There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you

There's one thing that's true
I still love you
I still love you

A tear rolled down Tommys cheek and he smiled at Jude before he lay down and pulled her as close to him as possible his hand on her belly.

The songs in this chapter were "Somewhere I belong" by Linkin Park and "I still love you" by Alexz Johnson. I hope you liked it and please review.