Chapter 13
The next morning Tommy lay in his bathtub relaxing. He sighed as he felt his muscles loose the tension they gathered the last few weeks.
As he lay there he thought about what he told Jude the night before. He was still weary of becoming a father and he was still scared shitless of hurting Jude but choosing Jude over his carreer that wasn´t something he would ever regret. The moment Darius gave him the ultimatum Tom knew what he was gonna choose.
It wasn´t like they needed the money, they had enough money they didn´t have to work for the rest of their lives. And it sure as hell wasn´t like Tommy needed a label to make music. He still make music maybe not in front of thousands of people but he could still make it. And to be honest with everything that happened since he became famous. Marrying Portia to Angies death to quitting Boyz Attack to becoming a solo artist maybe it was time to quit. And with that Tommy opened his eyes, he knew it was time to say goodbye to his past and the only way to do it was to finally say goodbye to Angie and Sarah and stop thinking what could have been. Nobody could ever take their place in his heart but they weren´t the owner anymore, they weren´t the owner for the last ten years.
Tommy walked out of the bathroom and smirked as he saw Jude still sleeping peacefully, she was lying on her back and her legs and arms were stretched out. He stared at her for a few minutes before he walked out of the bedroom.
Tommy walked downstair and was about to walk into the living room as he smelled pancakes, he walked into the kitchen and laughed as he saw Chaz standing at kitchen counter eating pancakes.
"Some things will never change!"
Chaz looked up and smirked before he asked.
"Want some?"
Tom walked over to him and took a fork before he sat down beside him and started to eat.
"God I missed you pancakes"
Chaz laughed and said.
"Well I miss you hangover remedy"
Tom smirked and took another bite.
"I wrote a new song!"
Chaz stared at him and asked.
"You want to record it?"
Tom nodded and said.
"Thanks for telling Jude"
Chaz stared at him before he asked.
"What are you..."
"About the ultimatum!"
Chazs eyes got wide and he stared at Tommy shocked.
"I´m so sorry ...I thought she knew"
"I knew"
"Yeah?"
Tommy nodded and said.
"Yeah"
Chaz sat in the soundbooth of Tommys homestudio listening to Tommy singing.
When Tommy was finished Chaz said.
"Hey Tom I think you and Jude should visit someone."
And with that Tommy looked up.
Another chapter I hope it makes up for the waiting. In the next chapter Jude will discover a painful secret of Tommys past and you´ll find out why Tommy is so scared to become a dad and I can tell you it isn´t only because of his father. Please review.