Chapter 16

Tommy walked into the house and sighed as he heard Jude sobbing in the kitchen. The last few weeks were hard. Tom decided to open his own label thanks to Chaz and his father. It was the best idea ever. Tom knew that when the baby was there he would need some time. He didn´t want to leave Jude alone and he knew that no label would accept that. Jude should´ve given birth to their baby last week but it seems like their boy or girl didn´t want to come out and of course that stressed Jude who stressed Tommy.

Tommy walked into the kitchen and saw Jude staring out the window and crying. He walked over to her and kissed her head.

"What´s wrong?"

He knew he said the wrong thing when Jude glared at him.

"What´s wrong? I´m pregnant that´s wrong and it´s all your fault!"

Tom looked at her for a moment before he nodded and walked out. Jude had to bit back the tears as he saw the defeat in his eyes.

She knew the last few weeks were hard on him. With all the choices he had to make and her hormones it must´ve been the hardest weeks in his life.

Chaz stared at the ceiling as Darius slept peacefully beside him. He still couldn´t believe that he was doing this. A one night stand that would´ve been something he could´ve understood but a relationship with Darius of all people that was sureal. He didn´t tell anyone, not Tommy and sure as hell noone from Boyzattack. He didn´t tell Tom not because he thought Tom had a problem with him being gay. You could say a lot about Tom but he sure as hell wasn´t a homophob. He was more afraid of Tom having a problem with him dating Darius.

Darius stirred beside him and Chaz looked over.

"Hi..."

Chaz wisphered, Darius just looked at him before he pulled Chaz closer kissing his shoulder.

Tommy was about to walk into the living room as he heard Jude singing and playing the piano.

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
There's always cracks
Crack of sunlight
Crack in the mirror on your lips
It's the moment of a sunset Friday
When our conversations twist
It's the fifth day of ice on a new tattoo
But the ice should be on our heads
We only spun the web to catch ourselves
So we weren't left for dead

And I was never looking for approval from anyone but you
And though this journey is over I'll go back if you ask me to

I'm not dead just floating
Right between the ink of your tattoo
In the belly of the beast we turned into
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight

You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts
That others come and others go but you always come back
I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain
And just like the change of seasons
I know you'll be back again

I'm not dead just floating
Underneath the ink of my tattoo
I've tried to hide my scars from you
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight oh

I'm not dead just yet
I'm not dead I'm just floating
Doesn't matter where I'm going
I'll find you
I'm not scared at all
Underneath the cuts and bruises
Finally gained what no one loses
I'll find you
I will find you

I'm not dead just floating
I'm not scared just changing
You're my crack of sunlight yeah

Tom walked into the room and Jude looked up, he smiled at her and said.

"let´s go to bed!"

She nodded and stood up slowly.

Jude stared at Tommy as he slept. She loved how innocent he looked, like nothing bothered him even thought she knew that was not true. She winced as another pain hit her, she had this pain now the whole day and she was getting worried but didn´t want Tommy to worry so she kept her mouth shut.

She was about to fall asleep when the pain got worse and she suddenly felt the wetness between her legs.

"OH shit"

She turned to Tommy and shook him.

"Tom!"

He woke with a start and looked at her.

"What?"

"The baby is coming..."

One more chapter and this story is finished. I hope you liked it and I´m sorry for the long wait.