I went after her.
I grabbed her fast.
She was crying.
Damn the half breed.
"Woman," I said firmly.
"Let me go."
"No," I said, her blood would not be on my hands.
"Let me go" she pulled away.
I pulled her close, her chest now touching mine.
"Do you not want me to protect you?"
"Yes," she said laying her head on my chest.
Why I let her do that I don't know.
Why I said that I don't know.
This Sesshomaru has no one to protect!
"Why did you care for me?" she asked.
I looked down; she looked up.
"Because I can."
I don't why but after I said those word she was up on her tiptoes placing her lips to mine.
She was so warm.
Her lips were so soft.
I kissed her back; I don't know why.
Damn that half breed.
Why has he not coming for her? It matters not, not at this moment. I'm kissing her.
That's right,t she loves me. How can she love me? Why am I still kissing her?
She broke the kiss, her hands now around my neck, my hands holding her waist.
"Love me?" she asked
I could not.
"Only my mate," I told her, she was not my mate, I had no mate.
"Love me." she said again.
"only my mate," I told her again.
"You have no mate," she said.
"I know," I told her.
"Why not," she asked like it was her right to know.
"I have found no one I wish to protect, no one I wish to care for..-
She cut me off.
"You protected me."
"Yes," I said not know where she was going with this.
"You cared for me."
"Yes" Again not knowing where she was going with this.
"Did you not want to?" she asked.
"I did," I told her; it was the truth.
She kissed me again, and again I kissed back replaying her words in my head.
I had wanted to protect her; I wanted to care for her, I did do those things.
I just told her I had no mate because I found no one I wanted to do protect, no one to care for.
...No one to love
She broke the kiss.
"Love me" she begged.
I found myself wanting to; I found myself wanting her.
Damn that half breed.