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Chapter 2 – Finding Out.
I sat on the floor in the bathroom, leaning against the bath.
I had my eyes closed, praying that I was wrong. I can't do it. I'm only 18! What would Charlie think? Or Renee?!
Yet at the same time I wished it could happen. I wished it could be possible. Something that would tie me to Edward forever. Something that would be only ours.
I opened my eyes and breathed a deep, heavy sigh. I slowly, almost warily, reached over and picked the pregnancy test up from the floor.
POSITIVE
I gasped my hand flying to my mouth in shock. I could feel moisture brimming up in my eyes.
No! Not yet! Not now! Im not ready! I can't do this. Im not cut out to be a mom! This isn't even possible!
The tears leaked over streamed down my cheeks. I began to sob into my knees. I was glad Edward wasn't here to see me like this.
Oh God! Edward! I was suddenly terrified of what would happen when I told him. How do I tell him? What will he think? Would he be angry? Sad? Scared? Would he leave? My chest tightened at this thought and I found it harder to breath.
No. Edward would never do anything like that to me again. I began to feel angry at myself for even thinking it. Edward loves me. He loves me. I repeated in my head.
Some part of my mind realized that Alice would be here soon, and Charlie not long after, but I couldn't bring myself to get up and dry my eyes.
I heard the soft click of the front door and seconds later the bathroom door was flung open.
"Bella! Congratulations! Im so-" She stopped suddenly when she saw me, a sobbing mess on the floor.
"Bella?" Alice whispered kneeling down beside me. "I thought you would be happy. Bella, please, it's going to be ok. I promise." She pulled me into her arms and held me while I cried, huge, hopeless, gulping sobs.
When I was done she helped me into my room and sat me on the bed.
"Im sorry." I whispered.
"Oh Bella. Don't apologize. I shouldn't have barged in like that. Of course you're going to be upset." She said, her golden eyes big and sincere
"Are you ok? Do you want me to call Edward?" she asked worried
"No!" I half-yelled. Then I softened my tone. "No Alice, please. Im not ready yet. Promise me you won't tell him yet!" I begged, clutching her arm frantically.
"It's ok Bella." She assured me, hugging me gently. "You can tell him when you're ready…but he needs to know." She added softly.
"Im scared." I whimpered. "Im scared of what he will think."
Alice laughed quietly.
"Bella, Edward loves you. He will always love you. He will be so happy."
"You can't know that." I contradicted, but im sure she had already seen his reaction.
"Charlie's home." Alice said, ignoring my pessimism.
I began to panic. "Alice, the test!" I said trying to get up.
"Just try and sleep Bella. I'll sort it out. Don't worry anymore." She said pushing me down gently. I nodded and closed my eyes. I felt the covers being lifted on me. Alice patted my hand gently, and then disappeared.
I heard the front door click for the second time this evening. Charlie shuffled in, calling to me.
"Bells?"
"Hey Charlie." Alice said softly.
"Oh Alice, I didn't see you there. How are you hon? Charlie asked
"Im fine. Bella wasn't feeling well so I came over to make sure she was ok."
"Oh! How is she? Is she alright?" He asked, worry colouring his tone.
"Yes, she'll be fine. She just needs to rest. She's sleeping now." Alice assured him.
I faintly heard Charlie asking if Alice wanted to stay, but I didn't hear her reply as I gratefully drifted into unconsciousness.
Well guys and gals, that's chapter 2.Hope you liked it. I know nothing really happened but still. How do you think Edward will take the news? Read and Review people, read and review! Love you guys!