My dearest appoligies im sooo sorry ive decided that this is the one im going to contenue right now the others will have to wait sorry. i didnt get to move and im sorry loyal readers to have you wait so long. well enough rambling.
the rest of the storie is in Edwars pov and sorry for mistakes gramar and punuation and such.i dont own annything
I thought this over in my head a hundred times and and still couldnt get it right. well dip shit stay. emmetts voice rang threw my head as i walked threw the door.
i had to leave. i would wait until the child was older and come back. i always had to control my strengh and i could verry well hurt our child.
befor i knew it i was running to bellas house to tell her i will be back when the time was right. from out side her sent was strong and told me she just got out of the shower. i gracefully jumped up in the tree and in to her window.
i looked around greif hitting me hard in the gut. would this be the last time i would been in this room. my felling were scatterd i was happy i have a child sad about what i have to do angry because i knew we needed protection and i acted like an animal. numb...im about to lose my heart again. i hope she will forgive me again and have a normal life maby jacob could care for her.
"bella we need to talk" i placed my hand on her shoulder. she turned and looked at my eyes. she knew what was comming.
"look edward your not goint to hurt anyone" her voice and eyes pleaded.
"no i cant i will come back for you just when the child is older, i cant stand the idea of me hurting it" regret burning my throught more than the burn of hunger.
"you wont" she jumped out of bed wearing one of my shirts."please dont leave me" she droped down on her knees."not again" she wisperd. it pained me more than any thing in the world.
"good bye bella my love" i said taking my leave out the window and ran home her sobs the last thing i heard come from her beauitiefull lips.
i know these are verry short but its not ment to be a verry long story. i accept annything flames comments messages ect. make me happy: