Author's note: Okay, here's my next chapter finally, sorry to keep y'all waiting, I want to cover all the X-Men girls before I write the second part of each one, if you have any ideas for pairings that you like to share, I'd like it, but I'm not promising one way or another, and also if I've missed your fave girl in the group, my bad, so tell me cause there's so many of them.

Disclaimer: I do not own the X-Men now or ever probably,

Tabitha stared out the window just watching the rain fall. Her head pounded from trying to remember everything. All she knew was one minute, she'd been dancing with some of the Brotherhood boys and the next she was waking up naked and alone, a used condom on the bed next to her. She'd barely been able to walk because of the pain, but at least she wasn't pregnant, the test had proved that. Now if only she could remember who had stolen her virgnity.

Raven stole another glance at that house. Charles's house. She watched at her little girl threw a book against the wall, tears forming in her yellow eyes. Again she wished she could be the mother Kurt and Rogue deserved, but now they both hated her. They will never forgive me she thought turning back into an orange cat and slinking out of site.

Amara looked over at her sleeping roommate, her blonde hair tassled, but still beautiful. Carefully she took a step towards Tabby's bed. She wondered briefly if this was a good idea, what would everyone say if they found out? Leaning over she kissed Tabitha lightly on the cheek. Tabitha's skin was so warm against Amara's lips, she had to pull away quickly before she went too far.

Rahne looked up from what she'd been doing. She was still mostly wolf, frisbee in her mouth. What she saw made her drop her toy, looking ashamed of herself.

"Hey there pup," he said softly reaching towards her and gently petting her hair. At first she snarled, growling a little, not human enough to form actual words.

"Shh, it's okay pup It's not wrong, we're not doing anything wrong, are we?" he asked running his hand down her back causing Rahne to shiver and become fully human again. He smiled looking her in the eyes, she looked back trembling as he leaned in and kissed her on the lips passionately.

Jubilation ran the knife lightly across her wrist, tears mixing with the freshly released blood. He had been right, she couldn't handle it. Even though she'd broken up with him, she was more hurt than he was. He had just wanted too much, and now here she was, causing herself pain so she couldn't feel her broken heart.

Wanda laughed as she felt his hands on her back. It had been his idea to come to the playground, and she wasn't regretting it.

"Higher," she called smiling as he pushed her swing higher. This must be what it feels like to be in love she thought happily.