Note: First of all; thanks for all the reviews about last chapter. I wasn't having enough time to answer each review personally, but I did appreciate them and your criticism. Second; I know I thought this chapter would be up a little sooner than it is now, but I was having a little delay with the writing... It's still a short chapter, but this was all I felt like that was necessary to say. So, this chapter is a little different from the rest of the chapters. I decided to do it this way though, so let me know if you liked it! I'm not planning to do another chapter like this though, but I would really appreciate your reviews, as usual! Enjoy it!
Dad,
You don't have an idea of how long it took me to write that first word. I don't know if you already talked to Sam, but there's happened so much in the last couple of weeks. If you've talked to Sam, you probably know most of the things I'm writing down right now. If you don't, you should read along. You know I've never been the woman how came running to her dad when something was wrong or something complicated was going on in her life, and I'm still not. Well, maybe I did sometimes... I'm not sure. But this is something you've got to know though. Not because I want to, but because you're my dad. And you have the right to know what's been going on. To start... The wedding's not going to happen. It's called off. And now you're probably wondering why. I tell you why... I fell in love with someone else. I met him again at my highschool reunion, a while ago. I'm positive it's not a spur of the moment or anything. I really love him. He lives in New York, and he's an advocate. I told Sam today and I know it was very sudden for him. It just didn't know what to do and... Well, I just went away as fast as I could. But I decided you had the right to know it as well. Not only because you're my dad; also because you're my boss at work. I decided to stop working at the Newport Group. I decided to go live in New York with him, see if I'm able to fit in there. I'm sure I will. I have an idea of what you're thinking of me right now. It's not very positive, I'm sure about that. You've got to realize though that I'm trying to make the best decision for everyone. For Sam; what is the point of living with someone when you don't love him? And for myself... I want to be happy. And I'll be happy when I'm with Sandy. That's his name, Sandy. But you're probably not interested in that. What I want to say; I'm not planning to just move away and never let you hear something about me. But I want you to call me when you think you're able to handle that without being angry with me. Or Sandy. Because if you are, I'm not exactly interested in a phone call from you. I don't want you, or anyone else to judge me about what I've done. None of you know how I feel and what I want. So just let me. Let me be me and let me handle my own problems. I do love you, dad. I hope to hear something of you soon...
Love, Kirsten.
Note: So, it's short, I told you. But did you like it.. Hate it? Let me know, all criticism is welcome as well ;).