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Bella's POV

My legs were shaking, I was so nervous. I walked slowly forward. I looked Edward up and down. He looked amazing. As per usual. I felt that longing to run and hug him, kiss him, and just be there in his arms. I almost did, but I knew the action would never be returned nor welcomed. So I just hooked my thumbs into my front belt loops and watched my beautiful children hug their amazing father, wising I could join their hug.

"Hey ,Mom" Cassidy yelled at me, poking her head out of the Edward and Parker sandwich she was currently enveloped in. "Why don't you come and join? The hug I mean."

I thought I saw longing in Edward's emerald eyes, as the wind picked up his beautiful bronze hair and whipped it around in the wind. I wanted to attack him right there. I froze for a moment, and then I slowly walked forward. I wrapped my arms around Edward's shoulders and Parkers little body, Cassidy in the middle, snuggling closer to me. It was so warm. And it was amazing to have Edward that close again. I felt his arm tighten around my waist. His lips brushed against my ear as he whispered "I've missed you Bella."

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"Yah, so then he's all 'I've missed you Bella' in my ear." I told Alice over the phone as I chopped up green and red peppers. Steak Fajita's were my comfort food for the night. "How am I supposed to resist jumping him when he's whispering sweet nothing's into my ear right in front of our kids?"

I threw the peppers into a strainer and turned on the water faucet, holding the strainer right under the icy water. I turned off the water and popped two wet red peppers in my mouth before throwing them into to Wok with the steak and onions.

"Bella, you don't have to resist him." she said to me, I heard the beep notifying her that her car doors were locked. "Look I just got here. Is the door unlocked?"

"Yep, see you in a sec." I replied and pressed the little red phone on my cell, hanging up. I grabbed the hard plastic spearing fork and stirred the peppers, onions, and steak around. I sat on the stool under the island's bar and took a big swig of my red Wine. I heard the click of Alice's Stiletto's before I saw her. Seeing her tiny little pixie self round the corner, and sit her Coach purse, and a mysterious plate, on the granite counter top of my marvelous kitchen spread a wave of ease throughout my body. She walked to me without a word and held me in a hug.

"Oh, Bella, you'll be fine." She reassured me, "I'm always here for you girl. And look what I brought…" she danced over to the mystery plate, took off the foil and I saw….

"No way! Edward's brownies!! You know my weakness. But I don't understand," I said as I hopped off the stool and snatched the plate out of her hand, "If we're trying to get Edward to fall in love with me again, why do you insist on making me fat?"

She rolled her eyes as I picked up one of the moist brownies and popped it into my mouth. Glorious.

"He'd still love you if you were fat, Bella." She told me, sarcasm and seriousness coating her voice, "He'd love you no matter what."

"Ahh Ahh Ahh." I tsked, "That's where your wrong, my sweet."

I walked to the stove, all the while shoving brownies in my mouth, to check on the fajitas.

(A/N: I know one girl's gonna love me for this!!)

Meanwhile…..

Edward's POV

The kid's all hopped into the car. I couldn't concentrate on the road, or my kids talking to me and telling me about recent happenings. The only thing that was on my mind was how damn good Bella looked. I mean, she was always beautiful, beautiful since the day I met her. But…wow. She looked like she was right out of a…sex add or something. Yes, I was defiantly thinking about that particular activity. Ok were almost home, get a grip of yourself, Edward. Or you little kids are going to notice that Daddy is suddenly going camping in his pants. (A/N: Tent in the pants…camping…tents…never mind.)

I pulled into the apartment building. That was one thing Bella got in the divorce. If she wouldn't believe me that it was all a mistake, then I'd give her everything. The kids, the mansion, the cars, everything. I loved her more than all those things, though the kids came in a close second, and at that time I needed her to see that. She still hasn't gotten that I'm as madly in love with her as I was the first day I bumped into her at the mall….

.:Flashback:.

"Come on, it think they went in here!" Emmett squealed, well as much as guy can squeal. We were currently trying to find our sister and her Mystery Friend. Word on the street was she was hot. Very hot. So that meant I needed to meet her ASAP. What? I'm a teenager with hormones.

We came upon Fredrick's Hollywood (A/N: I think it's called something else, but whatev.). Whoever invented this place deserved my worship. It was like sex heaven. Underwear everywhere. It would have been nice, though, if the thongs weren't just sitting there, but on a girl. Little did I know I would soon get my wish.

"Alice!" I heard a very attractive voice sneer from nearby dressing room. "I can't wear this! I could be wearing nothing considering how much this covers!"

Naturally my ears peaked up on their own…along with something else.

"Don't be silly, Bella." I heard Alice's tiny voice answer. I turned to my brother mouthed 'Alice' and pointed to the curtain.He nodded and we slumped in chairs to wait for her. Bella…what a beautiful name. Well, duh.

"Can you just get something else?" Bella asked. No! No! I shouted in my mind. If it covers nothing its sooooooooo much better! I heard Alice sigh.

"Fine, but you have to keep an open mind." The curtain was pushed aside to show my sister. She looked up and saw me. She gasped. Alice quickly shoved the curtain closed. She ran over to where I and Emmet were lounging in…shoe chairs? What the fuck?

"What are you-" Her sneering was cut off by the curtain rustling behind her. She whipped around just in time to see…the hottest girl fall out in a corset and a thong.

I have to say I was probably rock solid at that moment. She just slowly tilted her little brunette head up to stare me strait in the eyes.

"I'm Edward." I said staring her strait in the eyes. She blushed.

"Bella."

.:End of Flashback:.

"Dad! Daddy!" I heard Parker yell at me. "Daddy, can I have a grilled cheese? Pleassssssssse!"

I was always a pushover.

"Sure buddy." I turned to the fridge in my little kitchen. "What kind of cheese? Provolone? Munster? American?"

"MUNSTER!!" Parker cheered. Munster it is. It was very quick whipping up the little grilled cheese for him. I slid it onto a plate and grabbed a butter knife out of the drawer. I cut the sandwich in half and cut the crust off.

"But Daddy..." I heard Parker whisper to me, "That's not the way Mommy makes it."

It broke my heart. God…I miss her so much.

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