What could I have said? No, that I wasn't happy for them. What kind of person would I be if I said that I wasn't? I know that I have the right to be mad at them but I don't think ,personally that I should be. I know they deserve to be happy and they deserve to be together but being mad at them is not right. I mean why should I be mad at them for falling in love? All I cant believe is that I was too blind to see it. I never thought for once that they could possibly have something going on. I mean I was suspicious but it never crossed my mind that they were falling in love right in front of my eyes. Some of the excuses that they threw my way were so stupid. I cant believe that I just didn't figure it out from them. But they say that people are blind when they don't want to think about what they don't want to see or even hear.
Who wouldn't fall for Luke? He has all of the traits to die for. I know if he wasn't gay I would go for him. But he is gay and loves Noah. I have a feeling even if I didn't respect their choice that they would still be together. Still be in love with each other. They have been wanting this for a long time so I don't think that they would let anyone come in between their love. Not even the people that don't want to see them together. But a lot of people love both Noah and Luke and will be happy for them. Not a ton people wont be happy for them but I cant name one person that won't, Colonel Mayer. Telling Colonel Mayer will be hard for him. But I know with Luke and I next to him he will be able to tell him when ever he wishes.
Being a friend is the best thing I can give them both .I want them to feel like they can trust me. I want to be the kind of friend that they tell everything to. Even things that they don't or cant tell anyone. I want them to be honest to me . I hope that they realize that I am there for them. Noah needs everyone he can get to support him in what he decided. He almost has everyone in this whole town behind him so that is a great thing.
The waiter comes and places a plate in front of me. I smile at him and he leaves.
"So Christmas is coming up. Are you guys doing anything special?"
Luke looks at Noah. He smiles.
"I was actually going to ask Noah if he could spend Christmas with me and my family. Well unless he would want to spend it with his father."
Luke said putting his hand on top of Noah's.
"Are you serious?" Noah asked him.
"Noah I think he means it." I said.
"I do mean it. I want us to spend our first holiday as a couple together. I already asked my dad if you could and he said he had no problems with it," Luke said.
"I would love to spend Christmas with you. You know that I wouldn't choose my father over you. I rather be with you then him." Noah said and then kissing him.
"What are you doing for Christmas Maddie? " Luke asked me.
"Well Henry and Vienna asked me to spend it with them. So that's what I'm going to do." I told them.
"cool." Luke said.
"I know it's not the ideal thing in the world but it's something to do." I said taking the last bite of my burger.
"Did you want to come over too? I'm sure my dad wouldn't mind." Luke said sitting up in the chair.
"No. I promised them that I would spend it with them. But thanks for offering."
"You know it's no problem." Luke said brushing my hand with his.
I smiled at him.
He asked me if I would spend Christmas with him too. I wish that I didn't promise Henry but I did. But I would have loved spending Christmas day with Luke and Noah. Even though I'd feel like a third wheel