I cant believe that I am in a "real" realationship.I would have never thought that I'd see this day. I know that sounds a little harsh but it is so true.
I have wanted the "right guy" for some time. I never thought that this time was going to come. The day that I find the one that I cant spend my life without.
Thankfully I get my turn at be happy.
The past couple of days have been a rollorcoster.It has had all of its up and down. But Im kinda glad that we have had all of our arguements. Not just today but in the past to. I mean if we never had all of the little quarrels we might not have had our shot at being together. Im actually happy right now. I dont't want to put negativity into it.
I have to say that Im happy for Noah. He,now gets to be happy without being afraid. That is just so wonderful.I cant tell who is more happier me or him.But I think that it is pretty close when it comes to that.I mean we both are incridably happy. Part of this happiness is Maddie's responsibitly. If it wasnt for her we would still probably hiding this from her.
This day,I will always remeber. Expecially this morning.
When we walked out of the restraunt I would have never thought he would have took my hand and just guide me to where our next destination was.I know that Noah has a thing against public displays of affection.So I was so shocked that he did it.Noah stopped and turned to look at me.
"Are you ok?" I asked him.
"Yeah." He reasured me.
"Why did you stop?" I asked.
"I..um.. I want to do something." He told me.
"Really? What might that be?" I questioned.
"Kiss you."
"Here?"
He kodded.
"Right now?"
He knodded agian. Once again I was shocked.
"Yeah. I want this whole town to know that I love you."
"Are you sure? You aren't just doing this to maake me happy?" I said as I looked into his eyes.
"NO!I want everyone to see that I am in love with you. I want everyone to see that Im not afraid to be with you no matter how they feel about us. So what do you say?" He asked me.
I step towards him.
"Ok. As long as you want to."
Noah step forward filling the gap between us.He leaned towards me.Befoe we could kiss I looked around. Thien I looked back to him and then we kissed.
We were standing in the same place kissing for about two minutes.I could feel people burning wholes through me. We seperated.When we did I saw the last
person that I thought I would see,Colonel Mayer.
"Noah.Um. You might want to..um.. turn around." I said.
"Why?" He asked.
I close my eyes as I did I told him.
"Your father is right behind you."
"What?" His smile turned into a frown.
" Your father I think her saw us kiss."
"Oh..uh..Do you think that I should go talk to him?I mean hw might've not saw anything."
He said with his voice cracking.
"Do you want to do that?" I asked him.