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Olivia's eyes slowly fluttered and the bright light caused them to ache. "Liv" Elliot called again his hands resting on her shoulder helping her to turn.
"Hmm?" she responded weakly as she opened her eyes again, this time it wasn't the light that cause her to flinch or sudden fear to over shadow her; it was the well built naked man was kneeling in front of her with an unreadable expression on his face.
"Olivia wake up! What happened?" he almost shouted shaking her aching body.
"Nothing happened" Olivia responded moistening her lips.
"What do you mean nothing happened take a look around!" he yelled this time as he noticed the bruises on her skin in the most delicate places. Elliot groaned and threw the sheet to cover her, yelling at her naked wasn't doing much good to his anatomy. But he regretted a moment later when he was the blood! His eyes roamed her body now and there it was pooled on her thighs that ran to the white sheet, his stomach churned and he empty the contents of his stomach, his head spinning violently. "Olivia! Did I do that?" Elliot heard himself ask.
Tears were in her eyes and running softly down her cheeks. "El, it's not your fault you were drugged" she tried to explain while dragging the sheet to cover her body from his piercing gaze.
"What do you mean I was drugged? I want to know what happened." He said his body dropping to the bed he felt weak.
"The party he drugged you and then…" a soft sob escaped her lips as she tried to explain.
"Did I rape you?" he asked softly taking her hands in his only to have her flinch and pull away. "No!" Elliot screamed from somewhere deep within himself when he realized that this was his work the bruises the blood everything her reaction; he raped his partner!
"No, El, you didn't rape me I gave myself to you freely" Olivia said trying to fix the damage she just created.
"Dammit Olivia be honest!" he said dragging back the sheet and looking at the dark mark and the blood that was now dried to her skin.
"No you didn't rape me!" Olivia yelled "You couldn't Elliot the drug causes you to act that way" she said with tears streaming down her face and she was unable to stop them.
Elliot breathed loudly and stormed off into the bathroom to run her a bath. Elliot returned and without a word he picked her up and brought her with him then deposited her into the warm water. "Liv, I'm so sorry, but were you thinking look at you what if I had killed?" he question as he applied soap to her sponge and started to bathe her.
"I can bathe myself" Olivia grumbled taking the sponge and staring at him.
"Why did you do it?" Elliot asked letting go the sponge and keeping her gaze
"Cause if I didn't if would be a someone else or you wouldn't make it" Olivia said still staring at him wishing he would leave her alone.
"Who else?" Elliot asked looking down he saw blood pooling in the water. "Were you a virgin?"
Olivia froze, her eyes following his gaze to the diluted blood at her ankles.
"No, but it has been along time" she said, closing the shower door.
Elliot swallowed hard as he stood beside her, and waited for the team to meet them, they hadn't spoken in two days, she was jumpy especially around him, and it was eating him away. He didn't care if it was consensual or not he just didn't feel like a man any more and all those things that the rapist had throw back at him landed in his face. "Take away the gun, and the badge and you are just like me a rapist!"