-smacks head against keyboard- I (smack).Am (smack). So (smack). Sorry (smack)!! I LOST the -beep- book I had written this in!! -cries- But I hash found it nows!!

(panics and smashes her head against the keyboard) I failed miserably. (sob) The lemon sucked ass (except for Tiff's part of the writing of course, because she is a freaking LEMON MASTER anyhow...) and...just...damn it to hell. Anyhow, here's the next chapy The end is almost here (jumps for joy) I'm SO excited!


--Bella's POV--

I woke slowly, dreamily. Edward was gone, I snorted, big surprise. I sat up, sighing, could he not spend one night with me? I looked around.

"Morning baby," I heard him say softly next to my ear. He planted a kiss softly on my neck and I sighed, sinking into his welcoming arms.

"Morning," I whispered, and he gave a small chuckle.

"How are you?"

I smiled up at him and blushed cherry-red, "Great! And yourself?" I looked into his eyes and I didn't need him to say anything to know that he was as ecstatic as I was.

"I'm fantastic..." Edward's velvet voice rang out like music to my ears, it wrapped itself around my brain and deprived it of oxygen as I stared into his beautiful face.

"Bella."

"Hmm..?"

"You forgot to breathe again..." He laughed and held me close, I looked into his eyes: behind the happiness, they looked troubled.

"What's wrong?"I asked him.

"Nothing, we have a plane to catch though." Edward got up abruptly and started packing things quickly. So that's what was bothering him. Alaska and everything that came along with it.

Shit. Fear suddenly gripped me, "So soon?" My voice sounded like I was constipated.

"Yeah," He said curtly, "Ready?" I slowly nodded, got up to my feet and got dressed. I could feel his eyes burning a hole in my back. It only took a few moments to get to the airport-the way Edward drives- before we got out of the car I gave him a weak smile. I leaned over, softly touching my lips to his and felt my heart flutter like a hummingbird.

I pulled back, smiling from ear to ear, and opened my door. We got on the plane with no problems, and most of the trip was spent in constant silence; except when the hostesses crowded around Edward in turns, purring at him, asking him if he needed anything, basically trying to shove their obviously fake breasts up his nose. No doubt they had all loosened a button before coming in fro the hunt.

So this was going great so far.

The hostesses were getting annoying. I asked Edward to go get me some paper towels from the bathroom and while he was gone and one of the slut-hostesses came I told her to kindly shove a stick up her behind, kiss off, and die slowly. Next time they came around, I didn't get a drink, afraid they might have slipped something in there.

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We got off the plane and went to a house in the middle of nowhere. It was cold. I was standing next to Edward, chilling me even more. The house looked almost exactly like our family's house, and so did the inside. Edward led me upstairs and into a room that seemed to be ours, he dropped our suitcases on the ground and looked at me with his golden eyes. "Bella, are you sure you want to do this?"

"Y-yes." I was quaking in my shoes as he took my hand and led me to the bed, "but first..." I leaned forward and kissed him softly, his eyes widening slowly. Edward asked for entrance with no hesitation, and started sliding my shirt up. I felt his cool hands running all over my body, as his kisses again traveled down my jawline and up, and sometimes just gliding his lips across my neck. He went between my breasts and back up, close to my collar bone. He put his hand over my heart, and all of a sudden I felt pressure on my neck as he bit me.

"Oh!" my eyes widened as all the heat in my body disappeared in a flash and it all became cold. I lay there rigidly, staring into space.

"Bella?"Edward looked at me, his eyes full of horror, "Honey are yo-" A horrible screeching noise cut him off. The sound hurt my ears! Where was it coming from? Edward grasped my shoulders.

"Bella!"

And then I realized the horrible sound was coming from me...it was me screaming. I grasped at my throat with my hands, it burned and so did the rest of my body. I screamed in pain, it felt like fire was spreading throughout my entire being and burning everything in its path. "Edward!" I wailed out in misery, "Make it stop! It hurts!" Tears ran down my face and I pulled at my hair as the fire burned lower.

"B-Bella?" Edward grasped my shoulders, his touch only made the pain worse.

--EDWARD'S POV--

Oh God.

She's in pain. Damn it all to hell. I knew this was going to happen, if only she would listen! But NO, she's too stubborn! Fuck.

A piercing scream.

"Bella honey are yo-" I was interrupted by her shrieking. Did it go wrong? I grabbed her shoulders. "Bella!" She was grasping her throat, gasping and writhing in pure misery.

"Edward make it stop!! It hurts!!" tears were streaming down her face and she clawed at her neck. If only I could make it all stop! Why did she make me do this?! Bella pulled at her hair as if she thought it would make the pain go away.

"B-Bella?" I stammered...there wasn't anything I could do.

BACK TO BELLA'S POV ( yes THAT quickly)

I pushed away from Edward, hard. His touch sent flames all around my shoulders. My blood was going up in temperature, I could feel it rising, I swear I was around 118F now. It felt like someone was holding a lighter over my whole body. My shoulders were still flaring from his touch, and I could see my veins going from blue to red to blue again, slowly crawling up my arms in black blood. It felt like my limbs were being cut off with a fork, and my skin was being peeled back with bare hands. I was still writhing in pain on the bed, my head spinning, I couldn't see straight. Even my slow movements flared pain in rushing pricks all over. Slowly I got my body to still, easing the pain slightly, even so it was still unbearable.

I grit my teeth, and when Edward came forward to put his arm around me I shrieked away. He looked hurt, I could see it in his eyes, even so I couldn't stand the burning pain in my skin.

"God damned mother fucking..." I could hear Edward let out a stream of profanities.

"Oh my God, Edward." I heard Alice say. She was here?

"A-Alice..."I croaked out and then screamed in pain when the fire burned my lungs. Alice was at my side immediately, her face was pained, "I saw, honey, I saw. It's going to pass."

It was going to pass? To pass? Damn it! The hell it would!

"Aaaah! Alice! Edward!" The fire attacked me more than ever and my body lurched forward with pain, I shook with intensity.

"Bella!" Edward roared.

And the last I felt before falling unconscious was Edward cradling me against his chest.

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I hope you liked it you guys. This is the next to last chapter!! Chapter five is almost here! And some spoilers: yes Bella does get pregnant even though vampires can't have kids. Wow, that was a run-on sentence. But whatever. I know vampires can't have kids, but in this story (ehem MY story) they can and will because I can make the characters do whatever the hell I want them to do . Buh Byes.

Maria-chan