A/N: Ok so heres the next chapter. I decided to add a bit of smut, got to love it. This is mostly a filler chapter. I don't have time to do a personal response to the reviews you guys gave me and I am deeply sorry for that. I have to get to bed so I can get up on time to get to school. I hate school.

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Rediscovering Love

Chapter 6- Reliving the Past

Jessica's POV

I was so tired. It wasn't funny anymore. At first it was because I tripped over everything and I'm not kidding. I tripped over the top stair for Christ sake. That was actually funny as hell. I tripped over Annabell in Tyler's room and then I tripped over his legs as he and Amber were sitting on the floor. Amber, sweet as she was, held back her laughter while Ty wasn't so nice about it. He's still picking up popcorn with a laughing Amber doing nothing.

So here I was on a Sunday night, curled up under my blanket, hoping sleep would take me soon. Bella was sleeping soundly and had been since eight. It was now ten. I shut my eyes and listened for her screams but none came. Hopefully tonight would be peaceful but with her having an ear infection I couldn't be sure.

Sleep took me over in a heart beat.

"Hello?" A very shy me questioned. I was eleven years old and scared out of my mind holding the hand of my mother who was just going to leave me with strangers.

"Hello." A boy around my age spoke. He had a smile on his face and his hair was messed up. It made me smile. That and the fact that his blue eyes were sweet and kind.

"Is your father home?" My mother asked the boy. I had yet to learn his name. But I figured he was my older half brother by two days.

"Yes. I'll go get him." He opened the door wider to let me and my mother in. I smiled as we crossed the thresh hold into the large and sprawling house. All I knew about the Simms was that they were rich, they had been in Ipswich since the colonel was settled, and it was my last name as stated on my birth certificate.

I was led to the living room and I hopped on to the couch trying to to gap at the sheer size of the room. Sure my mom was pretty much loaded but she liked to live simply by living in a three bed, two bath Victorian out in San Francisco. I love my house there but this one was wow.

"Hi Marleen its so good to see you." I turned my head when I heard my mother's name spoken out loud. A man in his late thirties walked in. A women of the same age if not a little younger followed behind him looking lost. "This is Karen." He introduced the stunning brunette. The boy was following his mother.

"Hi Karen. I'm Marleen and this as you both know is Jessica." My mother smiled down at me. I grinned, happy that my mother was happy but sad that she was letting me go. "I thank you for taking her. I mean she needed to have both a father as well as a mother." I saw a tear in her eye.

"It's ok Marly. She's in good hands." My father said. I liked the sound of it. Father. I finally had one. He walked around Karen and pushed the boy who had greeted us at the door. "This is my son Tyler. Tyler this is your half sister Jessica."

I smiled shyly. "Hi." I said again. He smiled.

"What to go watch TV?" He asked.

"Sure." I squealed. He bolted and I followed. I laughed running through the house.

I woke, rolling over and sighing. I didn't know what woke me but I knew it wasn't Bella. I looked to my clock. 12:34 a.m. Damn it was still early. I snuggled deeper into my pillow and let sleep take me back over hoping that the dreams of the past would just leave me alone for once.

I was fourteen, just by three days, and I bored. I sat with my feet hanging into the pool. Tyler and his friends, our friends, were floating around the living room playing poker. Real or not, all I know was that I didn't want to be in there with a bunch of boys.

So here I sat sitting on the edge of the pool in a blue and black bikini. My feet kicked the calm water as I sighed. By hands laid on the concrete and the sun bit at my skin. I could feel it burning me and I smiled. I always loved the sun no matter how much I complained about the heat. You got the sun in winter but you couldn't expose your skin in freezing cold conditions.

"Need company?" I heard a smooth voice beside me. I smiled knowing who it was already. I had developed a crush on this person in the last few months. I turned to smile to the brown haired, brown eyed God I called Caleb.

"Lose all your money to my brother and the perv?" I asked. Pogue and Caleb always worked together because they were the oldest and had the same views. I floated between them.

"No I just got bored with Reid and Ty bitching and fighting." Caleb sat beside me and slipped his feet into the pool. "So what do you think of these new founded powers?" He asked with a laugh.

"Fun but deadly. I don't use much." I said. And just to be hypocritical I let my eyes flash and the ball I had been messing with earlier came back to me by way of air. Caleb laughed.

"Nice. So what are you doing this weekend?" He asked me nudging me shoulder. I nudged him back thinking of an answer.

"I don't know. I was going to hang with you guys but I know Reid is going to go do what ever it is Reid does at the dorms." Did I mention that we were officially freshmen. I, along with Caleb, were not living on campus but staying home with our families.

"Oh you really don't want to know that." He laughed kicking at the water. I laughed right along with him. "I was thinking that maybe we could see a movie or something." He suggested.

"A movie? Sounds nice. What do the others think about it?" I asked running my hand absently through my hair.

"No I mean you an me." He said sheepishly. I blushed.

"I'd love to Caleb." I said and leaned into nudge him again. I heard him laugh and knew what was coming next. I was shoved into the pool and I latched on to his arm at the last second. He came flying in with me. I came sputtering to the surface pushing my hair out of my face. "Your dead Danvers." I said swimming to the edge of the pool and leaning on it.

"Oh but if I'm dead we can't go on our date." He pointed out.

"Good point. I'll just kill you after." I said with a laugh. I saw him come at me and I squealed and tried to swim away but he was by far faster then me. He caught me and dunked me. I couldn't have been happier.

This time I know what woke me. I was crying. That had been the best day of my life. Well one of them anyway. He had asked me out and then we played in the pool like the kids we were. Tyler, Reid, and Pogue came out to see what the noise was and I dragged them in with the help of Caleb. It had been so funny seeing the look on my brother's face when he came up from the water. He was pissed but happy at the same time.

That was a moment I was happy reliving because everyone was happy in it. I knew what dream was coming next if I fell back asleep. It was only two a.m and I needed my sleep if I planned to actually be to my classes on time. I sighed and stuffed my head under my pillow.

"So whats up with you?" I asked Caleb as he shut my bedroom door. My body was on fire but I was not going to let him know that. I squirmed silently as I stood there looking at my boyfriend. He did not know what he was doing to me.

The next thing I knew his lips were attacking mine. I felt the heat and passion and flames. Fireworks were there as well and I wasn't complaining. I had never seen this side of Caleb. This was almost pure need and want. I wondered if his body was pushing him to do this or he really was in control. I groaned in my head but let a soft moan come from my mouth.

He ran his tongue over my bottom lip and I felt the kiss soften like the ones I knew. I let him in and our tongues began the battle they knew so well. It felt like it had been years since he had kissed me when in reality it had only been a few hours since his lips were on mine. God I was falling even harder for him then I thought.

I felt his hands grab at my thighs and life me higher as his lips traveled from mine to my neck. He knew my spots and he was using them to his advantage. I was now backed against the shut door with my hands around his neck, his hands on my ass and moans coming from my mouth. I was in pure heaven.

My breath now came in soft pants. His hands kneaded my rear end and this cause me to gasp. He was being quite demanding and I wanted to meet every demand he had with on of my own. His lips made their was back to mine and I smiled as he kissed me once and leaned his forehead against mine. "Sorry about that." He said. His breathing was just a heavy as mine. It felt good and I was going to smack him for apologizing when he didn't have to.

"Stop saying sorry. If I didn't want you doing something I would say so or push you away. I didn't do either. So shut up and kiss me." I said pulling his head back towards mine. No one was home and for that I thanked God for.

He pulled me off the wall and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried us to the bed. He laid me down and laid on top of me, bracing his weight on his hands so as not to hurt me. I felt my body light fire again. It was deep burning I had never felt before. Contrary to my step mothers belief I was a virgin. But she didn't think so, so I was now on birth control. Funny how that was perfect for right now.

He ground against me and I gasped from the feel of it. I had never been touched like this ever even by him. This was the first time the both of us were bold enough to get this far. His hand slipped under the hem of my shirt and his hand hit my heated skin. The feeling sent shock waves coursing through my body.

My shirt was off in record seconds, our lips only breaking so that the shirt could come over my head. Caleb's shirt joined mine in a matter or moments and my barely dressed chest was against his as he kissed me soft and tender but the passion was still there.

My bra got in the way of his wandering hands and after a few minutes of fighting with the hooks it joined the shirts on the ground. My skirt and panties, along with his pants and boxers were the only clothing left on our bodies.

His hands fondled my breasts bring short strangled cries from my lips. After minutes of that his hand traveled under my skirt pulling at the edges of my panties. I lifted my lower half so he could pull them down and then fully off. They hit the floor. "I'm so not doing it with my skirt on Caleb." I panted as his fingers traced their way up my inner thigh.

Finally him hand hit my apex causing me to gasp and forget everything that I had had on my mind. It was only him and me and no one else. He chuckled and his hand left me and I felt the tug of my shirt being pulled down. I looked at him and he was only half naked as I sat fully exposed for the first time in my life in front of a guy. "Your to dressed." I pouted. My heart was trip-hammering in my chest.

He sat back on his knees and his hands went to the fly of his jeans. My eyes widened slowly as I realized what we were about to do. But I wasn't going to stop now. It was to late to turn back because if we did, the next time would be explosive.

I heard the zipper of his pants being pulled down. I took a deep breath and tried not to squirm again. But I could feel heat gather in me and I knew I was wet. Trust me I had read romance novels and I had dreamt of this moment since he asked me out. I knew what was going to happen.

His pants hit the floor and without me noticing so had his boxers. I gasped when I saw him. He was perfect in every way and for this moment he was mine. There was no fingering now rubbing as foreplay. Just soft kisses and gentle touches until we were comfortable. I was already turned on enough to not need any of that kind of stuff.

I felt him at my entrance and took a deep breath holding onto him as he pushed slowly in. I had heard horror stories about how sex hurts the first time but I only felt a small twinge of pain that brought a small tear to my eye but after that all I could feel was him and how are bodies were connected.

He began to move and the pace was slow and sweet. We shared kisses and moans and soft laughs when I became to loud. Though no one was home, not even Tyler. I felt tightness gather in my stomach and within seconds of feeling that I came. Caleb followed soon after. He kissed me softly as he pulled out and rolled over. He pulled me closer to his body and I sighed. This was the best place to be.

I woke sweating and panting. My panties were wet and I hissed. I swore I could feel his hands grazing my body softly. Every inch of my skin was on fire. I hated when this happened. I pushed my blanket off of me and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. The movement brought friction between my legs and with that I groaned. I even felt sore like I had had sex the other day. It was annoying. I stood shedding my clothing and headed for my bathroom. It was five a.m. and there was no use trying to go back to bed now when school started at seven thirty. I knew I would never get any more sleep anyways.

I turned the water on cold like I always did when I had this dream or another one like it. The feeling of waking up like this used to keep me going but once I found out about Sarah the dreams just felt like a burden, one I didn't want to have.

I stepped into the cool water and wondered if I could just take the day off. If I saw Caleb I knew that was going to be it for my normal train of thought and my mind would never return from the gutter it would be buried in. But I would only be putting off the what would happen tomorrow if I did that. So there was no use.

Bella was not up so I had time to myself in the shower. I let the cold water slick back my hair and beat on my burning face. Maybe I had a fever or something. Yeah right. I knew why I was burning up and it had something to do with the brown haired, brown eyes man I fell head over heels for. I wished he would just get out of my mind.

Like that was ever going to happen anytime soon. I shook my head and water splattered every where. I used the raspberry shampoo and smiled. My favorite scent mixed into the shower but died down quickly. If I had been taking a hot shower the scent would have lingered longer. Like it would have with my soap as well.

I knew I had been in the shower long enough when my skin began to wrinkle. To much water would do that to you. Thats why I wasn't a swimmer. I don't know how the boys did it but they kept their skin perfect. No, bad Jess no thought of the boys.

I sighed as I stepped from the stall. I found one towel and cursed. I wrung my hair out in the sink and dried off with the towel. I walked from the bath room stark naked. No one ever came in my room this early. I read the clock. "You know what fuck it." I said laying down and curling under my blanket. I was hot all over and it wasn't from my dreams anymore. I didn't know what it was but I think I was sick. This was not going to be good. When I got sick I really got sick. The last time was I got majorly sick I had to miss two weeks of school and that was when I was sixteen before I got pregnant. I was so screwed. I picked up my cell phone and dialed the number of the one person I knew would help me.

"Hello?" His smooth sleepy voice came over the line.

"Caleb?" I questioned. Stupid right?

"Jess are you and Bella ok?" I heard him wake up more or less. His voice coated with concern.

"Bella is fine. But I'm not. I think I'm coming down with something. You have the advanced classes right?" I asked shacking. And when I got sick it came on fast. This was most likely the flu. I had been feeling crappy earlier but I wasn't going to say anything.

"Yeah. Do you know your teacher?" He asked. I heard the rustle of sheets and blankets.

"No. I'll give Ty my schedule to give to you. Could you get my work? I don't know when I'll be back. I'm going to drag myself to the doctor later today." I whispered.

"Yeah. Do you need me to come by after school?" Its like he totally forgot about Sarah. That was cool I guess.

"No just give the work to Ty and he'll get it to me. I have to let my mom know so that she can take care of Bella. I don't need her getting what ever I have though I might have gotten it from her." I said.

"Ok well you need to tell Tyler and your mother. I'll let you go. Get some rest and don't do anything." He ordered. I rolled my eyes and shivered more.

"Thanks Caleb." I said.

"Your welcome. Bye."

"Bye." I said and hung up. I curled tighter and dialed Tyler's number. I was not going to move and put on clothing.

"Jess why are you calling me when your room is right down the hall?" He answered and I heard music playing. He must have just gotten up.

"I need you to come to my room and get my schedule for Caleb. I'm not going to school and he's going to get my work." I said and hung up. Tyler came moments later. "Schedule is in my purse outside pocket." I watched as he pulled the paper out of the bag. "Thanks Ty."

"Get some sleep you look like shit. Get yourself to the doctor also and don't go near Bella." He said.

"I know. Can you let mom know?" I asked.

"Yeah." He said and left. I sighed and closed my eyes. I was freezing now. I hated how I got sick.

Aw dreams of sex and romance. What girl hasn't had those. LOL. Um as I stated this is more of a filler chapter. But its important because its going to help build the relationship back up between Caleb and Jessica. And girl drama will ensue as well as more sexual moment(Full and partial scenes) So goody for that. Please Review. You will get a personal response in the next chapter!