EPOV

The plane touched down in Seattle with a lurch. I pushed open the luggage door and jumped out even before the plane was completly stopped. Wouldn't the airport staff be in for an interesting surprise when going to get everyone's bags. The luggage door would be open, and there would be a dent that was shoulder-shaped where I pushed it open.

Also, someone's suitcase was pretty much ruined. I had to hold on to something to loosen my nerves. I was going to see Bella, and she was in the hospital because of me.

Yes, somehow, it became all my fault. Really, if I hadn't left in the beggining, she wouldn't have jumped off a cliff. I made her try to commit suicide! I started to run towards Forks, my thoughts a jumbled mess.

She had probably moved on, a nagging voice in my head said. True, she may of moved on. If she had, I would go back to my pathetic existence of beforehand. Except...except if she had moved onto that vile Mike Newton. Oh, how he disgusted me. Always thinking such retched things about Bella. Always picturing her in his mind, generally clad in inappropriate outfits. I shuddered at the thought.

Though, I did think-thought about Bella alot more than he did (it had better not be does). I also pictured her in my mind...but never on the same scale as that creep.

Oh my...I am comparing myself to Mike.

I could try to act all right with it if Bella a moved on to Mike. I could try, but I would almost positively fail desperately. Mike would simply disappear one day, such as so many other frail humans had in the past.

I started to laugh as images of me killing Mike appeared in my head. I looked back up and had to swerve to avoid hitting a tree.

I slowed down and then stopped when my phone rung.

"Hello Alice," I answered it.

"Eeeeehhh!!!" She screamed in my ear. Although it wasn't as loud as is could of been, it was still painful.

"I saw it Edward! You're coming home!" She must of meant Forks. Anywhere Bella was was home to me.

More important things came to mind. "Alice, how is she? Is she all right? It's all my fault and I pratically made he-" Alice cut me off.

"Oh, I'm not going to tell you how she is Edward," She giggled, like a high schooler keeping a secret. "If I tell you, you might not come."

Ok. So that either meant that Bella was perfectly fine...or that she was dea...No. I wouldn't think like that. Bella was just...in a coma or something. Wait. A coma isn't good. Crap.

"Alice! Tell me how Bella is now. Or, I swear, I'm going right back and not coming home." I tried to sound stern, but she knew me too well.

"You little lier, Edward. You and I both know far too well that whether I tell you or not you're still going to come. You love Bella far, far too much, to come all this way and not see her."

"Fine Alice, you caught me." I gave in. I did love Bella that much. And even if I told myself not to go see her, I wouldn't comply. My legs would move of there own accord to go see Bella. Our-well, at least my relationship with her was that strong.

"Edward, take a quick stop at Bella's will you? You should see her room. I'll see you when you get here." She hung up the phone.

Arggh. Alice unfuriated me. Perhaps because she knows me so well. Probably as well as I know myself.

I was nearing Forks. And Forks Hospital.

I listened to what Alice asked of me, for once. Bella must in pretty good condition for Alice to tell my not to rush straight to the hospital.

I was nearing Bella's house.

I ran in silence without any thoughts.

I climbed up the side of Bella's house and in an instance, I was in her room.

It was so different, but so the same. Everything was in the same place but little things were missing. There were no books lying around, and no CDs. No pictures on the wall. It was nothing like it had been last I was there. I went to the loose floorboard and pried it up. The pictures of us, the tickets to Jacksonville and her CD with her lullaby on it were all still lying exactly how I left them, five terrible monthes ago. A layer of dust from the uneventful monthes was the only difference.

I took every reminder of me from it's hiding spot, blew off the dust, and set everything on her bed.

I turned back to the window and paused.

The worst smell ever filled my nose.

Werewolf.

I couldn't do anything about it now. I had to go see Bella. I climbed out the window. and jumped down. As soon as I landed another figure shot down beside me. Jacob Black.

Jacob Black was a werewolf?

He had to be, he smelled like one of those disgusting creatures.

"What are you doing here, bloodsucker? How could you come here after what you did to Bella?" Jacob screamed at me. And then he lunged.

I dodged out of the way easily, and then had Jacob pinned to the tree next to Bella's window.

"Dog, you are breaking the treaty right now, do you not realise that?" I glared at him.

Jacob struggled a little less.

"Good. Now get back to La Push or I can kill you in coherencce with the treaty."

Jacob whipped around when I let him go and ran off into the forest with final words, "You don't deserve her, leech."

Oh, how did I know that I didn't deserve the angelic Bella. She is so perfect, and I am such a monster.

Once again, before I could comprehend my actions, I was off running again. I was standing in front of the hospital in no time flat.

I was standing in the underbush of a tree when I heard Alice's thoughts.

Eeeeeeehhhhh!!!!! The lovebird's are going to be together again! Oh, I'm so excited!

I half-smiled. At least Alice knew what was going on. I sure didn't.

A gust of wind blew my way, and Bella's beautiful freesia scent filled my nose.