I haven't updated in a while, sorry for that guys. I've just been working in the last two weeks. I'm free this whole week so I'm looking forward to updating lots, well fingers crossed anyways. I have also started a new fan about brucas haha who else..?? Well I hope you like this chapter and plz review, even suggestions on how to improve my writing would be greatly appreciated. Cheerios.. )
Chapter 3
What does she have that I Don't?
So my plan was to make Lucas Scott fall in love with me. I know it sounds absurd but a girl can only try right? Well it's not working to say the least.
Our project wasn't just a thing I could play with, I always get above ninety percent for my grades so there was no way I could fail. I worked hard for everything in my life. My grades, my position as head cheerleader class president. Some may believe that I'm fake but for those who really know who I am, they know I'm a passionate person. Yes, I am popular, but I'm a good person too. I never had a good friend that is until Haley came along.
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"How is that project coming along" I take my eyes off the book of love quotes I borrowed from the school library. As Haley takes a seat on the bench, I notice Lucas sitting down with Peyton. He is watching her draw, a gift that she uses daily. I always see Lucas at the school exhibition promoting her artwork, at her house, with her family at the park every Sunday and it suddenly hit me. Lucas Scott is deeply in love with her, his life revolves around her. What makes her everything that I can never be?
He looks at her like she's so amazing. I want him to look at me like that.
"It's coming along well, I have found about ten quotes to support my view on love, I've finished my oral and I've written about 2 thousand words on my essay" I state.
"I swear, you surprise me like crazy. You party, you cheer, you're hot and you're smart. I don't know who wouldn't want some of what you've got! Haha! On a serious not, what is your view on love?"
"Love is love, even if it's one sided" I don't bother trying to explain because I already know it's the truth. I haven't told her about my feelings for Luke but I'm sure she'll figure it out one day.
"One sided love, or loving someone who doesn't know, it's the practically the same thing, don't you think Haley bums?"
"I don't know Brooke, I don't think you can actually act out love without the other person knowing"
"That's what Lucas said, but sometimes people can't just tell someone they love them. What if the person they love, loves someone else? Love is just a feeling towards someone else, not a signed contract that they need to abide by" I peer at Lucas again; maybe I should take Haley's advice and let him know. I just don't want to get rejected, that's all.
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I know its quite short. But I'm stuck… gimme some ideas peoples… it would be great!! Plz review and let me know what you think!!!! Cheers…
