Whew! I finally got it up. there will be no yaoi here. This is a parental RoyxEd

I feel that this scene was rushed... R&R please!


Chapter 2: If Only They Knew…

The day after Ed and Roy spoke to each other, Roy brought Ed back to Central Headquarters. While there, Ed was questioned by all of Roy's subordinates…

"What happened to you, you didn't say a word for a whole week," asked Lt. Hawkeye.

"I was thinking… that's all," muttered Ed.

"What were you thinking about?" asked second Lt. Havoc.

"That's none of your business!" scoffed Ed coldly.

"Well! moody aren't we today, Fullmetal? Snapped Havoc.

"Leave Fullmetal alone you guys," Mustang interrupted, "Hasn't he gone through enough?"

The subordinates were all puzzled with the thought…

The Colonel is concerned for Fullmetal??? What's going on??

"Colonel, you don't have to stick up for me you know," said Ed "I can take care of myself."

Roy just stood there thinking…

Why won't Ed let me help? He is just too stubborn… All anyone wants to do is help him, but he refuses…

"Fullmetal, may I see you in my office?" Roy asked.

Ed got up and followed the Colonel.

"What's going on with you Roy? You've been acting strange around me," Ed asked, "Your not so arrogant anymore… You seem like you care…. Do you?"

Roy froze for a moment. "Yea, I am concerned for you… What is going to happen now.." He asked.

"I don't know… I…I can't keep going like this…" Ed started sobbing, tears starting to fall, "I don't know what will happen next…What is my purpose now!"

"Why don't you get some rest?" Roy said.

Ed nodded, and left for his quarters.

What is going on in his mind, what will he do?

Roy waved as Ed left his office.

Ed, back in his room, thought to himself…

I know Roy wouldn't approve, but I have no other choice… Live and suffer, or die and be happy…

Ed took a knife out of one of his cabinets, and walked to the other side of the room.

I don't deserve these limbs…

Ed sliced his upper right arm, blood gushed out from the wound. It was deep, probably too deep.

To many memories…too much pain…

He sliced again, this time it was his left leg. Blood was pooling around him, his mind was cloudy and he couldn't think he slowly went unconscious…

Roy, who had just locked up his office, was walking down the hallway…

I should go check on Fullmetal, I'm sure he won't mind.

He knocked on Ed's door and heard no response.

"Fullmetal?" he said, wondering if he was even in there, "Fullmetal! Open up! Your superior officer orders you to open this door immediately!"

Still no response…

Roy put on his glove and snapped lightly, breaking the door open.

"Fullmetal?"

He looked at the boy leaning against the wall, but then he noticed something was wrong.

"Blood!?" He said as he rushed over to the bleeding youth. "ED!"

The blonde opened his eyes for a second and whispered "Roy… Am I still wrong to want to be with my family?"

Ed closed his eyes and went unconscious again….


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