A/N: Ok, this chapter is longer than my other two; it took me about an hour in total to finish it. There is mention of Uchihacest, not anything huge yet but a few memories coming back to the surface. And finally there are other characters mixed in with it, can you guess who?

Disclaimer: Ok I own my thoughts and Sasuke's thoughts, I don't own names and to tell you the truth, I'm getting tired of doing this disclaimer thing.

Why Does Itachi Want Sasuke's Body?

Training went as Sasuke had suspected. Badly. Once again, Naruto kicked Sasuke's ass. After training, Kakashi took him aside.

"What is wrong with you lately? Naruto has beaten you twice this week. This has never happened before." Kakashi stated the obvious, peeking out from behind his latest romance novel. "Either Naruto has gotten stronger. Or, something is making you not be up to par at all. And seeing how Naruto sits on his ass all day, eating raman. I think that it is highly unlikely that Naruto is stronger than you. So, why is he beating you?" He raised an eyebrow.

No reason Kakashi-Sensei, I've just had a lot on my mind lately." Sasuke replied, with a dispassionate attitude. He certainly wasn't going to tell his Sensei why he wasn't getting enough sleep lately.

Kakashi looked down at his young student. It was obvious that something was bothering him… but, what? He thought a minute, and then remembered what was coming up in the next couple of days. "So that's why Sasuke's on edge." He thought. Remembering what had happened 7 years ago.

Sasuke noticed the knowing look on his Sensei's face and scowled. He should have known that Kakashi would figure it out. He had also lost people close to him on that day.

"It's the anniversary isn't it Sasuke? In a couple of days, it will be 7 years since Itachi killed your clan. That's what you've been losing sleep over isn't it?" Kakashi asked, even though he already knew the answer.

"Yes Sensei. I… I keep seeing… Oh, never mind." Sasuke stopped. The anniversary was only part of what was keeping him awake. He kept seeing his brother kill his family. Aunts, uncles, cousins, Mother, Father… Everyone that he held dear. And then, the horrible things that Itachi had done to his body.

"Why didn't he just kill me?!" Sasuke asked himself. Then, a deeper, darker part of him replied, "Because he wanted you. He wanted to break your spirit, your body. So that he could use you later. When he came back. And look at yourself Sasuke. He has completed his goal. You would let Itachi touch you again. You would welcome his hands on you. Touching you, stroking you where a big brother shouldn't stroke or touch his little brother. You want him inside of you! Don't deny it Sasuke! You are impure! You want your older brother! You are the one who welcomes it! You—"

"STOP IT!" Sasuke screamed out loud. Kakashi looked at him, not knowing what to say.

"Are you—?" Kakashi reached out to touch Sasuke's arm.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" He screamed at his Sensei and ran as fast as hi could back to the safety of his room. Where no one could hurt him and where he could be alone. Where he could think… about Itachi.

As soon as he got home, he stripped naked and huddled in bed. Once again, his thoughts attacked him. "You let him touch you. You practically begged for Itachi to put his throbbing penis up your ass. You cried out. At first it was in pain. You were 7, and Itachi was to big. But, after a couple of thrusts, you were crying out in pleasure. You wanted more from him. You wanted to beg, to get on your hands and knees and plead for him to go back inside you. To come inside—"

"No! No, that's not true! I wasn't begging! It hurt and I wanted him to stop. Hi is my nii-san, he shouldn't have touched me in that way. No, I trusted him… Until I noticed that Mother and Father were dead." Sasuke clutched his head, trying to fight back all of the thoughts that attacked his mind. That were polluting his brain. That were hurting him.

One side of him felt guilt. Guilt for letting Itachi do those things. But the other side knew the truth. The thruth that it wasn't Sasuke's fault, nothing that he had done had made Itachi do those things; Itachi had made up his own mind. It was the why that this side of Sasuke was having trouble with. Why did Itachi kill their clan? Why did Itachi violate him?

There was a knock at the door and as Sasuke made himself cover up with a blanket and get up to answer it, he didn't know that one day soon he would have an answer to both of those questions. Not necessarily the right answers, but he would have a clue as to why Itachi did what he did.

A/N: There we go, longer than my last. Its kind of hard to do the first couple of chapters really long but now that I've gotten into it, my chapters are going to be longer. - I hope that you liked this chapter