7:53

I sighed and rolled over again to face the wall. I'd been lying there on my bed practically the whole day. I had no idea what to do with myself.

"Ugh, such a fucking boring day," but then again, it wouldn't be boring at all in exactly . . . I rolled over once more to quickly glance at my alarm clock.

7:54

One hour and six minutes. I glared. Goddamn alarm clock, make time move faster!

Knock, knock!

"Hey, Sora! Open up!" Hello Tidus.

"Ya, man, we heard you got invited to Cloud's party tonight!" Hello to you too Wakka. I'm going to take it that, you guys are going as well?

"Hah yeah, yeah! We just came by to make sure you haven't died or been put into a permanent state of comatose from the shock of being invited!" His obnoxious laughter filtered in through the door. Fuck you Tidus. You're such a great friend. I mean that.

"Hey!! That was uncalled for you bastard!" I yelled back at the blonde who was probably doubled over with laughter by now. He never fails to crack himself up at his own jokes.

I opened the door to let them in. No sooner did I do that than I was tackled by a hyper yellow blur known as Selphie.

"Eep, eh it's good to see you too Selphie, but erm . . . you think you could stop crushing my body? I" cough "kind of need to breathe you know." She giggled and released me from her death grip.

"Oh Sora! This is so exciting don't you think? We've all been invited to Cloud Strife's party! Ah, just imagine all the fun we're going to have!" her eyes were shining and they seemed to radiate happiness. Then to add a final touch, she giggled again, the only difference this time was that it was that horrible, utterly fan-girl kind of giggle. But it was Selphie and there was nothing anyone could do about that. I couldn't help but smile at her dreamy, wistful expression.

I guess she had stopped her fantasizing because she was looking straight at me with a funny expression on her face.

". . ."

The other two caught her expression too and took a few steps backwards.

"What, Selph? Stop giving me that weird look." I quirked an eyebrow at her. She was looking me up and down, clucking her tongue every now and then. She finally focused her gaze on my face and boy did her look scare the shit outta me. I took a step back. She was glaring at me in a funny way, and I cringed under her scrutinizing gaze. It was really freaking me out I mean what the fuck is she doing?! I shuddered a bit. I probably didn't even want to know what she was thinking. Heh. After a few seconds of uncomfortable silence, the pressure of her look began to irritate me.

"Selphie, goddamnit! What do you want! Stop staring at me!" Tidus and Wakka who had both been staring wide-eyed at Selphie, now snickered at my outburst. My eyebrow began to twitch.

"Tsk, tsk Sora. Are you really going to wear that to the party?" Selphie eyed me with suspicion. So this is what all that glaring was for? My fucking outfit?! Jesus Christ.

". . . I don't need your help dressing myself if that's what you're getting at."

"Oh but, I think you do need my help Sora! See, even Tidus and Wakka think so" She cocked her thumb in their direction and smiled sweetly. Tidus was on the verge of tears from laughing so much while Wakka simply shook his head at me, a smirk tugging at his lips. I scowled at them and flicked them the middle finger. I quickly refocused my attention on Selphie. So this is the real reason they came over. Figures they'd only come over to torture me.

"Don't" burst of laughter "worry Sora!" snicker "I'm sh-sure" fit of giggles "that we can help you" laughter "out!" I'm really going to kill you one day Tidus, you better watch it. Annoying little . . .

"Common Sora!" and before I could come up with a decent way to brutally murder Tidus, Selphie dragged me off to my room and began to raid my closet.

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"There!" She beamed, positively glowing from contained excitement. "It's perfect!" And for once in my life I had to agree.

Although my hair was fixed in the same spiky mess that it always was, the outfit was far from anything I would have picked out.

I wore my usual kind of black cargo pants that hung loosely from my hips, matched with a red t-shirt fitted snugly against my slight build. Leather bracelets adorned my wrists. An assortment of belts with a crown-linked chain was wrapped around my waist. Feet secure in a pair of black kicks. And rather than sporting the conventional black nail polish, my nails were now disguised in a brilliant crimson varnish. Selphie just had to add her own special touch to it.

"Oh wait, wait!" She focused her attention on Tidus and Wakka who were sitting quietly on my bed. "Could you give me that necklace over there on the desk . . ." Wakka reached over and picked up my silver crown necklace.

"Ya mean this thing? You're actually going to have him wear this Selph?" He quirked an eyebrow.

"Mmhm!" She nodded vigorously, swiftly extending a hand to take the ornament. Once received, she quickly fastened the chain around my neck. The outfit was complete.

"Hey Tidus . . . Sora looks kind of like a girl in that outfit ya?" I heard Wakka whisper to Tidus. My eyebrow twitched.

"Haha yeah, a pretty ugly one too!" Kiss my ass Tidus. I would have kicked him or at least thrown something at the little bitch but Selphie beat me to it. Haha I almost felt bad for the poor bastard. She pretty much rammed into him, knocking the wind out of his lungs. He toppled right over the side of my bed. That was so fucking great! I couldn't help the laugh that escaped my lips.

"Don't say that! Sora looks gorgeous!" She huffed. Why thank you Selphie. Sometimes I really loved that girl even though she was more than a little psychotic.

"Oww . . . okay okayyy. He looks very . . . pretty." cough "Can we just go to the party already? Geez."

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"And we're only . . ." He checked his watch "Half an hour late. Nice going Wakka" Tidus rolled his eyes. "That can't even be considered fashionably late."

"I'm sorry ya." He looked sheepishly at the blonde.

"Hey, I'm just kidding man, chill out." He grinned back. Gag me with a fork. I can't help but think that there's a little something going on between those two. I shuddered at the thought. Nope they weren't gay in the least. Not at all. But that didn't mean I couldn't pick on the two love birds for it.

"Stop your flirting and lets get inside!" Selphie giggled at that. Ugh, fan-girls. Anyway, that should definitely get a rise out of them! The looks on their faces were priceless.

"Hey you suck. I'm not the one getting all pissy over so—mrmph!" Selphie clamped her hand over his mouth before he could finish.

"Omigodddd! Howlongareyouguysgoingtoargueelikethat? Lets go!"

"Well he started it . . ." He scowled at me. Haha dumbass.

We stopped arguing and started, in single file, towards the front door to Cloud's house—no, mansion.

I couldn't help it when my jaw went slack, with me standing right, smack in the middle of the front walk. My mouth open, closed, then opened again—gaping at the sight before me. Since I was walking in front, the others we forced to stop too and they all but dragged me into the house 'cause I was too shocked to move.

Yep, this just confirmed all my suspicions—he's definitely loaded.

The place was practically filled to the brim with people and hell, if I knew even 10 of them, it'd be a shock. Shit, I don't think even Cloud knows all the people currently partying at his house.

"Ready guys?" Selphie beamed and quickly nodded to Wakka, Tidus, and me. She turned the door knob and before it had even been fully opened, the four of us were assaulted by an onslaught of sensations—intoxicating sensations. The vibrations from the beyond loud music pulsed through my body like the blood through my veins filling my body with the heavy techno beat. I gaped.

How sinfully intoxicating.

I was put into a daze, the overwhelming smells of smoke, alcohol, and sex filling my senses. As we walked through the house I couldn't help feeling somewhat lighter, like nothing could go wrong . . . but that was probably due to the potently sweet smell of pot lingering in the air. Then from across the crowded room, I spotted a glimpse of brilliant silver hair. Riku . . . I—Suddenly a hand entered my line of sight and I became aware of Tidus waving his arm rapidly in front of my face.

"Dude, you okay? You were all spaced out there for a second."

"I just—it was nothing. Sorry about that." I grinned sheepishly, bringing my hand up to rub the back of my neck.

I looked back towards where I last saw the silver haired god. But he was gone. Fucking hell Tidus.

"Hey guys! I'llseeyoualllaterrrrrrr!" Bye Selphie "I'mgonnatrytofindKairi . . . she said she'd be here tonight too." Wait, what? Slow down.

Kairi's at the party? Kairi? Fuck, are you serious? Kairi? As in my ex-girlfriend, back-stabbing, bitch Kairi? Shit, I had a bad feeling about this. Already my head throbbed with the beginnings of a migraine.

Eventually I refocused my attention on what was left of the gang, only to realize that the little twerp had vanished.

"Wakka where's Tidus?" Wakka looked at me and pointed over my shoulder.

"Um, he's—"

"Right behind you!" He grinned. "Drink up you two!"

I looked down to examine the open bottle of beer Tidus had just thrust into my hand. "And there's plenty more where that came from so no need to thank me." He finished seeming quite proud of himself. Oh god I just love bursting people's bubbles.

"Tidus . . . the fucking bottle is already open."

"Yeah, and your point is?"

"You're not seriously expecting me to drink this shit are you? For all I know you could have slipped some sort of date-rape drug in it! Omigawd!" I gasped in mock seriousness. Wakka laughed.

"Goddamnit Sora. Just drink your fucking beer!" Immature, I know. But even if it means being a jack-ass, how can I resist, if he's going to give me that kind of priceless reaction? See, look'it him being all huffy. Haha. I love it.

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An hour, and several bottles of beer later . . . I wasn't feeling too hot and I was bored out of my fucking mind. Seriously. Everything was bright and heavy. Too bright. Way too heavy. I couldn't really see straight and the room looked sort of hazy, but that could have just been because of all the smoke. There was nothing to do and I was starting to get a migraine from the blaring music. I couldn't talk to Tidus as he was currently sprawled out over the floor. He was, of course, unconscious, having gotten himself as shit-faced-drunk as ever. I had no fucking clue as to the whereabouts of Wakka or Selphie, both had wandered off somewhere during the course of the night.

But you know at the moment, I couldn't care less whether or not any of those three were present. All I could think of in my bored and slightly dazed state was Riku. RikuRikuRikuRikuRiku. That hot piece of ass. Just thinking him and his devilish smirk made me horny. Fuck, where was the sexy bastard?

After a few attempts to stand and a last swig of my Smirnoff Ice (yea, a girly drink, what're you gonna do about it?), I got up from the couch and stumbled through the throng of people, occasionally tripping over a poor kid passed out on the floor (by accident) or knocking into a couple or two who were preoccupied with sucking each others' faces (of course it was an accident! I swear!). I only truly realized what a massive place Cloud's house was when I began my search for the silver-haired bishie. There were doors left and right, all presumably leading into a bedroom, closet, or bathroom of sorts; most of the doors were closed. So in my fuzzy state of mind, I figured, hell I might as well open them all! I was positive that Riku had to be somewhere close . . .

Okay first door! I tried to be as quiet as possible so as not to be noticed incase there were other people inside. Andddd . . . nothing. Err . . . alright great! Lets try another door!

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By the time I had gotten to the sixth door with still no signs of Riku, I was pretty irked. With the exception of the first the fifth, all the doors had revealed fairly erm, lets just say awkward, situations . . . which I will not get into; though I will tell you that I was pelted by a bar of soap and two shoes. Not very pleasant.

Thoroughly depressed that I still hadn't found Riku, I fetched myself a six-pack of beer cans and began to chug them down. Hell, if I was drunk before . . . that was nothing to what I was feeling now . . . My head was spinning—in fact the whole goddamn room was spinning. I felt pretty shitty . . . and nauseous. I stood up and immediately fell back down.

After a few more fruitless attempts, I was finally able to stand up, and I stumbled around trying to find a bathroom. Fuck, why did this house have to be so goddamn massive? It seemed like with every step I took the whole fucking place got a little bigger! The first door I opened exposed two girls in a rather compromising position . . . then my vision was obscured because one of them chucked a bra in my face. Damn dykes. I threw the bra to the ground and immediately, some sex-starved bastard picked it up and started sniffing it. Sniffing it! I mean what the fuck?! My eye twitched. Please someone shoot me if I ever get to be like that. Please.

Feeling slightly disgusted, I turned around and continued my search more frantically, as a fresh wave of nausea overwhelmed my senses. Luckily, the second door I tried revealed a rather large, ornate bathroom.

While making my way to the toilet, holding my stomach, I heard a loud sob coming from inside one of the closets in the bathroom. What the hell? Why was there someone in the bathroom closet of all places? Confused, I staggered over to the door and opened it to see . . . Selphie?

"S-Sora?" She sniffled, before breaking out into full-blown tears. She was sitting in the corner of the closet with her knees pulled tightly to her chest looking absolutely broken.

"Selph? Er—what's wrong? What're you doing in here?" I was rather confused and had to struggle to focus on what she was saying in-between blubbers. The whole situation was awkward . . . I had never dealt with girls crying before . . . and plus, this was happy-go-lucky Selphie we're talking about . . . if she was crying, something pretty devastating must have happened to her.

"How could" sniffle "he d-do this to me? I mean, I r-really liked him" sob "I th-thought he was really s-sweet and hot . . ."

So all this was about a fucking guy? Poor Selphie, I mean everyone here was pretty wasted . . . she probably walked in on this guy doing shit with some random whore.

"I mean, I don't even have a ch—" hiccough! "—chance!" She wailed.

I sat down next to her and put my arm around her. That's when I noticed that the closet was littered with empty beer bottles. Damn, Selphie must have had it pretty bad to be drinking this much because of one jerk.

"Aw, pull yourself togetherSelph, sseriously. Who . . . who the hell is this guy anyway?"

"C-Cloud," She bawled loudly after choking out his name. My eyes widened.

"Cloud? As in Cloud Strife?"

She nodded her head vigorously with tears streaming down her face. I looked away. "I s-saw him m-making out with—"

Suddenly I heard a loud, retching sound and turned around just in time to see Selphie hurl into a small wastebasket that was in the closet. She looked dazed for a moment and then passed out. Shit, Selph. Agh. Not pleasant.

The rancid stench of bile caused my own nausea, which had temporarily left me while I was attempting to comfort Selphie, to return in full force. Freaking he—! I ran over to the toilet and puked violently, which caused the toilet water to splash up in my face. Wow, hey, that did not just happen. I got up and took a look at myself in the mirror. Goddamnit, I looked like a wreck and my makeup was quite the sight to see. Grabbing a towel, I wiped my face off. The makeup stained the towel . . . Ah well, sorry Cloud . . . then again I'm sure you could just go out and buy another one with the amount of money you have.

I felt a little sorry for Selphie, but I was sure that the alcohol had caused her to become slightly more emotional than usual . . . heh, I wouldn't be surprised if Cloud was taking part in a gangbang, the horny bishie.

I quickly re-applied some of my makeup then walked out of the bathroom, leaving Selphie passed out in the closet. My mind returned to its object of obsession. Riku. Mmmm, he was just too damn sexy for his own good! Haha, this is the first time that I didn't care about walking around in public with a huge bulge in my pants! I was probably too drunk to care. Or too horny. Or maybe a bit of both.

In any case, I couldn't stop thinking about my silver-haired sex god. So naturally, I resumed my search for him. But suddenly . . . another wave of nausea passed over me. Shit. I ran back into the bathroom but this time headed for the sink which happened to be closer to the door.

While washing my mouth out after puking, I studied my grotesque looking reflection in the mirror. My eyes were slightly bloodshot—I'm not sure if that was caused by vomiting or drinking or even inhaling all that smoke, but it made me look like shit. I glanced around to see if there was a cupboard that might have some eye drops in it.

I didn't see a cupboard, but what I did see was a door that I hadn't noticed before. It wasn't closed properly, and from the quarter-inch gap in the door I could see that it led to a bedroom. Maybe Riku was in there! My heart began to race as I edged quietly towards the door, and proceeded to crack it open a little more to check who was in there. It wasn't Riku.

It was Cloud—and Leon. Doing . . . my face flushed. Ohh man. Shit shit shit I felt a serious nosebleed coming on here. Before my very eyes stood Leon and Cloud . . . well no, Leon was standing and Cloud was kneeling. This was probably what Selphie was trying to tell me before she unceremoniously passed out.

My cock was about ready to burst right through my pants because of the sight before me. Cloud was currently working on unbuckling Leon's many belts, and although he was fairly quick about it as it appeared as the spiky-haired blond had done it a million times, it was long and tedious process; my patience, not to mention Leon's, was wearing thin. F-you Leon for wearing so many goddamn belts!

As the last buckle was unfastened Leon let out a low grunt of frustration. Cloud looked up at him through his bangs and smirked.

"Patience is a virtue you know," he sang, winking at the sexually frustrated brunet standing before him.

"Well fuck virtue," grunted Leon as Cloud proceeded to yank off Leon's tight leather pants that fell in a heap around his ankles.

My breath hitched as Cloud took the disgruntled brunet into his mouth, licking his thick cock from base to head in one fluid stroke. Oh, God. O-o-oh, God! I could have creamed myself right then and there. Ya know, porn is great and everything, but nothing fucking compares to this type of face-to-face scopophilia. I couldn't even begin to describe the wonderful way Cloud worked Leon's cock. Oh, no, I could not.

And the brunet bastard came. Right into his lover's mouth, forcing him to swallow all. And Cloud . . . oh he was gorgeous. No gagging, no complaining. He took it and (this almost killed me) simply looked up at Leon between his blond locks with hazy, lust-filled eyes and gave him one final swirl of the tongue to the head of Leon's post-orgasm, hypersensitive dick. Suddenly, Leon grabbed a fist full of Cloud's golden locks and forced him to stand before swiftly capturing those pink lips with his own. How sinfully sweet. I bet the bastard could even taste a bit of himself in that kiss.

They'd begun to move—to the bed I presumed, but then I could no longer see the two sexy, drool-worthy poster boys. They were no longer in plain sight. Well fuck. Being the shitty little voyeur that I was (and still am), I shifted my feet a little and inched closer to the widening gap in the opened door to get a better look at what was going on in the other room. Ya know. To maybe get a glimpse (or two or three) of Leon and Cloud really fucking. Humping like rabbits as they say. Anyway, at that moment I realized in full what a clumsy-as-fuck idiot I am. Somehow I had managed to trip over my own feet and crash face first into the floor. Of course, my fall had also caused the door to fly open and bang into the adjacent wall, thus, announcing my arrival to the fucking bishies in an utterly graceless, impromptu fashion.

"Shit." Well what the hell else could I have said? I looked up and shuddered. My gaze was met by a pair of scowling stormy grey eyes and two very surprised crystal blue eyes. Cloud didn't seem all too mad about this, frankly after getting over the shock of witnessing a disoriented little brunet barge into the room just as he (Cloud) was about to be fucked out of his mind, he appeared to be rather amused by the whole situation. But Leon on the other hand . . .

"Eh heh, sorry guys . . . I uh . . . fuck, I didn't—I didn't mean to." If it was even possible his glare intensified. ". . . you know, I'm just going to leave . . . yeah." I started to crawl backward towards the bathroom. Wow . . . awkward. Yet, extremely hot in a creepy voyeur sort of way.

Leon was really going to kill me.

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A/N:
-Prepares for the onslaught of rotten tomatoes and fervent 'boo's' from her readers- Yes! After a two year slumber, Aoi is back! She has updated! -Watches as her readers freak out and froth at the mouth a bit- I can't even begin to apologize for my lack of updates. You must all be terribly annoyed and disappointed in me (but maybe that's just me giving myself a bit too much credit for your most likely nonexistent distress). Anyway. I hope you all enjoyed the chapter! I'm finally going to be a senior in high school, so I don't have much time to write—as in don't expect anything from me in the near future (sorry!). I have no excuse for not updating earlier . . . I suppose I could always say it was due to a "lack of inspiration," but that's bull shit. I hope you all don't hate me!

-Aoi

P.S. I would love you all dearly if you'd [1. Perhaps give me some feedback about the latest chapter (good or bad—bitching about my lateness is okay too). and [2. visit my dear friends Qian and Mausumi's fanfic page (their user name is QianMausumi surprise surprise). They are two great writers who have many ideas in store for future fics (I'm aware that they are currently working on two—an Avatar: The Last Airbender fic starring none-other-than the best pairing, ZukoSokkaZuko, and a KH fic with a lets just say different pairing of RikuTidus). So toodles! Thanks again for reading!