Hello to all of the readers out there! Hope I pleased you all, despite where I left you last time. Such a shame to end it like that, but I felt it worked with the plot. Must remember Kitty has been locked away from others practically her entire life so doesn't know how to react, but also is hiding so much. Hopefully this chapter will have a happier note to it, now for the reviews.
Shadowkistune: I know, I adore romance as well! Thanks for putting me on your favourite list I appreciate it. So happy you like it so far!
Hutchy: Kitty is hiding things and doesn't want others to get hurt, plus has never experienced that sort of intimacy, so I think it a reasonable reaction. Thanks for the constant support, and more on her hidden truths will e revealed soon.
Secluded Sapphire: Can't reveal too much, but you are on the right track. Yes it's a shame for him, but as I said, things are happier this chapter, so hope it pleases you. Thanks a million for the support!
Blue Dragon99: Yes the relationship is changing and growing, more so this chapter. Hope you are enjoying my other story as well. What do you mean? You are a great writer, equal to anyone, including me, if not better than. Your work is not crap, and so what if you have only one story, it's quality, not quantity that matters. You are a fabulous author!
The Six of Hearts: I know the ending was dramatic, but it kept you interested. Suspense will come to its climax now, as well as some secrets coming out. Hope you like it, and thanks!
the1koolkitty: Don't cry, it will be better, don't be mad at me! Sweet loving in this chapter to make you feel better! Kitty is dealing with a lot, so it's normal and more on Drake later on too.
Freakster: Well, the idea of horror seemed good enough to bring them together, and hopefully conflict will be dealt with them both being so confused. The film was made up from different bits of other films, and I hope the mail reached you, as I did send it. Mail me if not! I can help out with what happened in Shaman King too!
Elusia: After that he won't be very confident in himself, but hopefully things can work out. Also, the movie may hold some significance that the worst is yet to come. Thanks a lot.
Una1: True, he is the perfect guy for a girl. Sure you will find yours someday. Anyway, glad you like it, and more on the recovery this chapter.
Hikashi Suzuki: I'm the same with horrors. Yes I thought the pairing was different, and Kitty is pretty cool, you have my inspirational reviewer to thank, mostly her descriptions. Thanks for the support.
Now here is the latest chapter, and review! Love SGCred xxx P.S. Should have mentions I don't own anything except a few OC's.
Chapter 5: Healing Evening Out
"Well, it could have been worse..."
"Worse?! How could it have been any worse that it already was? I made a total jackass of myself! How it could possibly be worse?!"
"Just feel lucky she didn't slap you..."
"Yami, you're not helping! She was probably too disgusted to think of hitting me. She couldn't run away fast enough!" he yelled, smothering his face in the pillow.
After the commotion of the kiss and Kitty locking herself in her room, Yugi was ready to strangle himself if his friend wouldn't. He had shown his feelings, and from her reaction she didn't approve, or so it seemed. Basically, Yami had heard the entire racket beforehand and in sensing the tension and emotional clash had decided to step in. He was now in the process of attempting to calm his younger half down, with little success due to the sate he was in. he too had shut himself in his quarters in the evening after the incident. The spirit sighed feeling sympathy for the boy, but could tell it was not distaste of the kiss to run from his lighter side as if doing the hundred-yard dash.
"Listen young one, didn't you say she kissed you back before leaving?" he asked; only getting a muffled reply from the face submerged in the bed sheets. Now that he had no energy to shout, the older teen decided to look at his darker half, trying to show how hopeless his case was.
"Look, what does it matter? The point is not only does she realise I like her 'that' way, but she also finds the idea repulsive. I bet she's scrubbing her mouth at the moment to remove any trace of my lips on hers."
"Come on, you're exaggerating. To be honest I think you're jumping to conclusions way too soon."
The young man merely averted his amethyst orbs away from his friends crimson gaze. His own captivating gems were now dull and bleak, surrounded by red veins and blotches due to him weeping a bit in frustration, anger and guilt of himself. He couldn't believe he was so stupid as to try that, even though it felt like he had no control over what he did as if drawn magnetically. There was the thought of going to her room to try and straighten things out, but thought the possible outcomes were not in his favour. In his mind, she would either slam the door in his face or shout pervert before slapping him hard. Not that he didn't believe he deserved it.
"Seem you're jumping the gun Yugi, expecting the worst."
"Yami, would you quit reading my thoughts?!"
"You're the one who left the link open. Besides, you two can't be like this if you have to work and live together. You'll have to say something sooner or later."
"Well..."
"You're both nearly adults, so act your age! Also, I sense she is probably feeling as miserable and confused as you are. I have a suspicion something was troubling her and it wasn't you. You merely triggered it..."
"What do you think it is?" he inquired now beginning to worry. He felt so selfish, if he was feeling so tormented, imagine what Kitty was going through.
"I'm not sure, but maybe you could find out."
The boy only nodded considering when to attempt to talk to his friend. At that moment, he heard a noise from downstairs, so peered out a crack of the door to investigate.
Checking the hallway was clear before leaving the sanctuary of her room, the girl tiptoed outside, halting at the top of the small staircase. Hazel orbs scanned and saw no one in the living room. Creeping into the lounge she prayed a creaking floorboard wouldn't give her away. Kitty released an exasperated breath now that she was in the clear. Hunting under the sofa cushions, she recovered her notebook. In a flash she had sped to the higher level of the house, believing she had gone unnoticed.
She didn't even care about making noise, now feeling safe. Thanking the gods she could express herself and release all pressure, by grabbing her fountain pen and beginning to write.
Diary/Autobiography of Kitty Carson
Friday 28th May 2004 10.20pm
Oh my God! I'm such an imbecile! I had to let that slip, not what am I going to do?!
Okay, to recap, I got freaked out by that stupid movie, a horror. Of course, I've mentioned before how I feel about them so you understand. Since I feel at times I was in one, I really fear the genre. Anyway, to the point, I persuaded Yugi I would be fine watching it, which I was until the very end. When that hand shot out of the grave I couldn't take it. Incidentally, I tumbled to the side of the sofa, knocking Yugi to the floor and then I fell on top of him...the embarrassment!
Well, when I collapsed onto his body, we tried to untangle ourselves but to no avail. But it didn't matter, as that moment I caught the glance of those amethyst eyes and I was powerless to look away. I assumed I was making things awkward but was frozen to the spot by those glimmering pools.
Then I was in utter shock...he kissed me!
I don't know what went through my head, all I knew he had leant up, locked his lips with mine and was now causing me to feel limp, at his mercy. The real surprise was that my body began responding rapidly and there was nothing I could do about it. Yes I kissed him back! And it felt...heavenly! He wasn't push or forceful, really sweet and gentle yet showed emotion genuinely in his actions. It was a comforting and protective manner that made me feel safe, it being so sincere. Most guys would have taken the advantage to shove their tongues down your throat, but the only movement he made was to run his fingers through my hair, making it even more wonderful!
Unfortunately, I ended up remembering a tiny thorn in my blooming rose of romance with Yugi; Drake. I knew I was in hope of leaving all connections to my past behind, but ever since the whole stalker thing, I feared what could happen. Call me pessimistic but I was worried. I couldn't bare it if Yugi got hurt because of my history and me.
That was when I did the most idiotic thing possible; pull away from the best kiss ever which I was getting from my secret crush!
Looking back, he seemed so confused. I wasn't shocked of horror of him, but myself. I showed how I feel about him, and now what will he think of me, probably fire me on the spot! Oh man, I'll have to talk to, there is no other way we can be around each other so much. Still I wonder how he'll react?
Was it my imagination or did he look...disappointed? Couldn't have been, like I have a chance. I guess the next time I see him I'll have a confession to make...
"Kitty? Can we talk? I understand if you're mad but please I think we should try and settle things..." the boy muttered on the other side of the door.
On hearing the noises he had decided to look out from his room, and saw something peculiar. He had spotted Kitty creeping downstairs, then rushing back up to return to her bedroom once more. In knowing she was still awake, he thought it to be the best time to confront her, before losing all confidence in the idea. Since he didn't hear her re-lock the door he could have just pushed it open, but thought against it. Barging in would only make matters worse, so he knocked, hoping she would give him permission to enter.
The girl just sat in the bed, book in her lap unsure of the situation. This was her chance, but was nervous about what would occur. Still, he didn't sound angry, pretty calm and reasonable tone of voice. It was now or never.
"Come in Yugi." she mumbled, hiding the journal under her mattress just as he walked in.
They both looked worn out and uncomfortable. Neither had suspected things would go this far, but now they stood, trying to contemplate what to say. Finally, both barely summoned the strength to look each other in the face. Biting his lip, the young man was first to speak.
"Look, I'm the one who went out on a limb, so I'll explain. I made the first move, but you have to believe me I wouldn't have if I thought...Kitty I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking..."
"No Yugi, I'm not upset with you." she muttered, halting his speech. Seeing the confusion and guilt in those amethyst pools only made her feel more shameful.
"What, I don't..."
"I was hateful, not because of what you did, but at my own reactions. My reason for pulling away had nothing to do with you. I don't know what went through mind, if it wasn't for me pushing you off the couch because of the movie none of this would have happened..."
Realising tears were trickling down her cheeks again, she turned away not wanting to show more vulnerability than she already had that night. The scene was tearing Yugi's heart to shreds, and was fighting with his conscious on what to do. He was so desperate to comfort her, despising the sight of seeing her so hurt, but he also felt torn. He feared he would only offend her more by being intimate; look at the problems it had already caused. Shaking slightly, he tossed pride to the side, as he sat next to her and eased his arm around her shoulders. He didn't want to startle her, but was surprised when she collapsed into his chest weeping. Noticing how serious it was, he held her close soothing the pain.
"That was an accident. I was the one who got out of hand by kissing you so suddenly. Actually I was worried that coming here to talk to you would have earned me a handprint on my face." he joked, hoping to lighten the tension. It worked, as she giggled a bit and dried her eyes.
"No I would've. It's just that...I was scared...of what you would think...Guess this shows we're 'more than friends' huh?"
"Suppose so, but at least this isn't one sided, there is something there for both of us, right?"
"Yeah, so what do we do about it?" she questioned, noticing a small smile forming on his face.
"Well, we could always...I mean if you want...try and go out..."
"On a date?"
She only received a tiny grin for an answer. Translating it as a yes, making her smile too and hug him. Both Kitty and Yugi were still shaking inside, be felt better. At least there was some hope in their attraction.
"Are you sure..."
"Yugi, for the last time, I'm sure! You look great she won't be able to resist." the spirit exasperated. He was getting hoarse from telling his younger half he looked perfect for his date.
They both stood next to the front door of the shop, Yami in transparent form, waiting for Kitty who was still changing. After the incident had been cleared up everything had gone smoothly for the pair. Now after a week of planning, they had set up to spend the evening together as a couple. This would help sort out emotional matters, s they both promised to be give honest opinions of the evening after they returned home. Everything was in order, apart from Yugi's nerves.
He had taken a while to get ready, giving Yami a migraine, which he didn't think possible since he was no longer of the living, with all his panicking. He was of course staying in the soul chamber for the night, as the young man still didn't like leaving the puzzle at home. After all the experiences he had, it was always better that someone was wearing it, otherwise someone might just snatch it.
The pharaoh sighed, having approved the boy's attire for the sixty-seventh time that night, and yes, he was counting. The young man still looked nervous though dressed to kill in black dress trousers, studded boots and loose silver belt. His navy dress shirt had the top buttons undone with no tie, making him more at ease, and a black jacket slung over his shoulder in case it got cold.
"Do you think she'll like where I take her, I wanted it to be special."
"I'm positive she will love it. Just relax, I'm sure it will be a great night for both of you. Also, try to keep your hands to yourself young one..."
"Yami!"
"I'm kidding! Take it easy, and don't get flustered now, because your date is about to make her entrance."
"Yugi, I'm coming down." Kitty called from upstairs.
"Good luck." the spirit smiled, giving a thumbs up before retreating to the puzzle chambers. The boy finally relaxed a bit, but on looking up, his jaw nearly dropped when he saw a figure walk towards him.
The girl blushed on seeing her companion for the night gawk so much. She had taken good time to look appropriate, and it seemed she did a good job from his reaction. Kitty was dressed in a black skirt, and strap sandals, showing off her nice legs, along with a silver top held up by spaghetti straps. She also had an ebony silk shawl draped over her elbows and around her back in case of a chill.
Tonight, she had twisted her auburn locks up at the back and used a silver-blue clasp to hold it. Some loose bangs fell on her face, while small spikes showed at the back of her head. Small tints of cosmetics were seen on her features, along with her topaz dew drop necklace and earrings making her more proper.
"Wow, you look so refined and elegant...I feel pretty scruffy just standing next to you." he commented shyly, hiding his flushed cheeks.
"No, I think you look so handsome, a real charmer."
"You think?"
"Well, I wouldn't be leaving the house if I thought I was going to be seen with someone looking messy." she joked, seeing him mock glare.
"Oh very funny. Maybe I shouldn't bother with your surprise I planned for tonight." he teased, grinning at noticing her pouting.
"No fair, come on Yugi..."
"I'm joking, no worries. Hope you like where we're going."
"Then tell me."
"It wouldn't be a surprise then would it?"
They both smiled as they walked outside and locked the door of the shop. Their taxi was waiting and as they drove off, both wondering what the result of the evening outing would be.
Soon, they were dropped of outside a pleasant Italian restaurant. It was quite popular, but Yugi had reserved a place for the night. They were seated at a quiet corner table for two in the candlelit room. Everything was illuminated magically by the bare glow, as the music played softly making the atmosphere very dreamy.
They had a peaceful meal, talking in between eating and drinking. Any passers by thought them to be in a serious relationship by how well they got along and swooned so much. Several waitresses and some of the kitchen staff whispering through the evening about the cute couple in the corner booth. Overhearing some of the mutterings made both older teens blush. Still throughout the dinner, Yugi couldn't help stealing glances at his friend smiling slightly. Perhaps the whole fiasco of the accidental kiss was a blessing in disguise. At least now he was going somewhere with his emotions, and there was hope between Kitty and himself.
After the meal, he took her for a stroll through the streets until they reached a far off area of the park. He wanted to show her something, but made her close her eyes so he could lead her without her seeing it first. She kept asking if she could open them, only said on phrase.
"Not yet, I don't want to spoil the surprise."
He lead her down the cobbled paths until he finally stopped and saying she could open her eyes she gasped at the sight before her, covering her mouth, hazel orbs wide. A beautiful garden was lit up by moonlight as stars shone in the deep midnight sky. Flowers covered the ground in a pastel carpet of colours. They all flourished, especially near a trickling stream flowing through the glade. Blossoms were in full bloom on the tress scattered and floating in the air by the light breeze. The whole atmosphere was sweet and romantic, causing Kitty to be in awe.
"I found this place by accident, and come here when I want to think since it's so tranquil." he explained. "I thought it would be nice to share it with you."
"It's beautiful." she commented.
'Just like you.' he thought to himself.
Gently Yugi lead her to sit under a tree, pulling her to his lap, but she didn't object. They huddled together, flowers raining down on them. Catching one of the delicate blossoms in his hand, he gave it to Kitty, placing it into her palm. Inhaling the sweet fragrance, she turned slightly scarlet then smiled softly. The sat close together quietly, merely watching the stars sparkle above them.
Some hours later they returned to the store and managed to go inside without making any noise. She was smiling happily to herself, but squealed on feeling they boy sweep her off her feet and spun her around. They were laughing hysterically being so upbeat, s the boy carried her upstairs, and only set her to her feet outside her bedroom door. Calming down they looked at each other seriously, the moment of truth.
"I had a great time tonight Kitty." Yugi said, hoping he wasn't turning too red.
"I had a lot of fun with you too. Thanks a lot." she replied, trying to think of what else to say, until the young man did so for her.
"So...does this mean, we'll be doing this again sometime?" he asked, but was interrupted with the girl wrapping her arms around his neck, blushing a bit.
Taking the hint, Yugi bent down and kissed her softly. This time there was nothing awkward about it as he wrapped his arms around her waist, melting into her embrace, as she made no intention of pulling away so abruptly now. On separating, Kitty smiled.
"I'll be counting on it, night Yugi." she whispered, giving him a final kiss before retreating to her room for the night.
While she sighed deeply leaning against the door, flower clasped over her heart, Yugi was too far off in dreaming thoughts and considering what to tell Yami the next morning.