Can it be that I don't wanna let go at all? I really don't know. What I know is that Hiro was waiting for me in the living room when I came out with only, yes only, my shirt on. I was so shocked but he just smiled at me. And then I knew why. He thought that it's alright since I'm already his fiancé and bride-to-be in two months. Well, I kindda didn't like the part where he just sat there and stared at me. All the time smiling.

After a very long time, I finally got my tongue back. 'Hey…enough of the staring already…'

'Well, in just two months, I'll get to see you without that shirt too…what's the difference?' his smile broaden.

'There is a difference…'

He walked over to me very slowly, step by step. Then he just lifted my chin, since he is still taller than me even though I'm a model (but not quite as tall as him), and stuck his tongue into my mouth. I just stared. His hands raced up the shirt and touching my bumps constantly. The only thing missing is the feel. I don't feel this empty when I do this with George.

The only thing that was on my mind was: George will just take off my shirt and then only do that. I think that Hiro is inexperienced. His hands are trembling.

'Hey, Hiro…' I said loudly when his lips started moving downwards. 'I'm really tired. And I don't really think that this is a very good time…'

He pulled off. 'You're free today, right? Well, I bet you wanna spend it with me, so I got a day-off…'

'Well, I sort of had other plans…'

'Oh…'

'Yeah…I'm sorry…'

'No, it's alright…I should have called to tell you that I was coming…'

'Alright…you wanna stay for breakfast?'

'Oh no, thanks…if you have other plans, go ahead…' he went out of the door without even looking back. I put all my stuff into the bag Miwako bought me last time. Then I reached up to the top of the cupboard and took the box down.

'Taxi…Arrrghh…nevermind! I can just walk there…' I don't know whom I am telling that to. I'm really going nuts. And the worst thing is, I don't know why. I asked around and finally arrived at a place that seemed very old and dirty on the outside but very clean, beautiful and neat on the inside.

There was a huge sign nailed onto the door but I couldn't see what it says. I just saw the petals of some blue roses at the corners of it. This is it. I must be the right house…

I took out the key from the box and prayed that it would fit into the hole. -CLICK- and the door opened in a slight push. -EEERRRKKK- I just knew I should have came ten years ago. There were pointers on the floor and I followed them to a room that is at the far end of the house. There were butterflies on the door.

I turned the knob and pushed with an effort. It opened noisily. What I saw inside that room pierced my heart. The next thing I knew, I started crying. Sitting on the floor staring at the dresses even though I couldn't really see. I sat there for the whole afternoon and finally decided that I would clean the whole place up.

The house was in a seeable condition after it was cleaned throughout. Then I suddenly remembered the sign and was really curious in what it says. I wiped the dust off with a piece of wet cloth.

To my dearest of all,

YUKARI HAYASAKA.

Tears blinded my sight. I can't think anymore. Suddenly I felt hands wrapping around me and the scent felt familiar. Wait, I didn't just wake up on bed did I? No. It's almost midnight.

'I just came by to see how our house is doing. I didn't know that I will find you here…well, lucky me…' he let out the chuckle that I was so familiar with that if I hear it anyway, I would immediately know that it was him. Well, this is he. I'm sure of it.

I didn't struggle anymore. Instead, I felt calm. Like the time has suddenly stopped at this moment and everything just felt so clam and peaceful. I haven't had this feeling for a long time.

It felt like I was in…

Paradise.

That's the only word I managed to find to fully describe this feeling. I wished it would last forever. 'George…'

'Hey…' he played with my hair. 'Long time no see…'

He pushed me through the door and carried me up the stairs. I had the feel that I never will have with Hiro and when his lips press against mine, looking for an entrance, I felt complete. He brought the part he took ten years ago back to me. That night, I didn't even have a thought about Hiro. And fortunately for me, I knew why this time.

A/N So, so, so?! How was it? Please review!!! Thx!!!