Dear diary,

I want you to guess where and what im doing right now, can you guess no well I will tell you im inside a cave outside is pouring rain,im by a fire Inuyasha fire rat hoiri(sp) is over me, Inuyasha is beside me in his human form asleep and im leaning up against him all snuggly. And kikyou is nowhere in site or on earth .

Today was the start of a new light a new life my life the life that I always wanted.

Mourning entry

It was the 9th day since kikyou joined our little group as she called it. It was blazing hot out and I mean hot out like 5000 million degrees out hot,I had to wear shorts and a tank-top, Inuyasha had his top shirt off and his inside one off too,he was carrying it in his hands as we walked through an open field. He had like abs man I mean really sexy ones,I was drooling all over my chin not a pretty sight.

Now as we headed towards the village the sky started to darken,it then started to rain. I was so happy that I put my hands up in the air and ran down the hill to the village laughing.Not noticing that Inuyasha was smiling at me. But just as I was about to dance in the rain it stopped dame you rain dame you.

It was around 6:00 pm when we went on the road again. Kikyou ahead of us all miss snoddy .

Then again it started to rain,why do you mock me weather why? Okay back to reality. It started to rain pouring rain like bucket and buckets of it killing anyone in its path,we had to get to shelter.

Now as we where running the rain started to pour harder you couldnt see 2 feet infront of you I didnt know where anyone was I was lost I called there names but all I heard was the sound of the rain pounding against my ears.

i stopped to a hult i was tired and the rain was deafing when i ran. I seen a flash of red up ahead it had to be inuyasha. i ran towards it just as i got there my heart stopped kikyou was in inuyashas arms wrapped in his haori. that hurt so much,my vision became blurry as i took a step back,was does jelousy consume us i feel so wicked yet im know im not.

Of course what i usually do i run away into the night.