Have You Ever

I look into Wills eye's as he pulls me up. He stares back at me as he takes hold of my hand.

"Smithy, there is no way I'm cuffing her"

"no I don't think that's needed she's not exactly resisting"

Will pulls my hand and I follow him to the car, he opens the door and feel a couple of cameras flash. Smithy tells the paparazzi to Piss off. Like there going to listen to that. I mean this is going to be a great story line, I can see the headline already "COP ARRESTED OVER ATTEMPTED MURDER OF CPS LAWYER HUSBAND."

Will shuts the door behind me and gets in the other side (so he's next to me,) and he reaches out for my hand which I pull away from his reach.

"Oh Come on Em, its not my fault"

"I didn't say it was"

"come on Em you can trust me"

"Can I"

"What does that mean" I know I'm being unreasonable to him, but part of me, however unreasonable feels that this is his fault.

"Look, if you'd kept out of this I wouldn't be here" i feel a hot tear run down my cheek.

"Well if you hadn't clubbed your husband over the head with a vodka bottle"

Will's POV

I can't believe I said that!

"Look Em, I didn't mean it" I thought him at least would trust me, believe me. I pull myself away from him and pull my feet up onto the chair and edge as far back as I can.

Wills POV

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby

(back to Emma)

I look at Will and realise that he doesn't mean it. I push my feet down and look at him. The silence says it all.

Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

All too soon I see Sun Hill coming into view, before I know it Smithy's stopped the car and Will's opened the door. I unbuckle myself and stare up at the station.

Smithy's POV

She's breaking, this isn't fair. As Will and I lead her into custody (she can't stand properly, for she's shaking to much.)

"What are you three doing here?" shit-the super "Emma your not even meant to be on" I glance at him trying to signal without words for him to shut up. As the three of us make are way to custody he looks even more confused. He then seems to take in the fact, "what Emma?" I nod and move further towards the custody desk that Nikki was manning.

"Emma Hinckley"

"What, Emma" she asked as though to confirm the fact. Emma looked downtrodden and was still crying into Will's shoulder

"um…attempted murder" Nikki looked up as she was writing, I add "I'll tell you later"

"but"

"well before you ask we know she's innocent"

"right, well um, look sorry Emma but I'm going to have to search you" she nodded.

Nikki's POV

I go round towards Emma and pull her arms gently up. I run my hands down her. I can feel her flinch as I go round her neck area. I pull away some of her jumper and see some marks "we'll have to get the FME to take a look at that" she nod's and I look her in the eye I can see that her eye's have dried up but are red and sore as I led her through to the FME.