Where is Your Heart?

He wants to see me, I don't know why, perhaps to finish me off (but then again maybe that won't be to bad.) I mean it would definitely stop this suffering. Jo pushes open the door into the soft interview room. She lets it bang shut behind us.

"Emma" he says in the usual cold manner.

"Matt" I say as a kind of hello, He smiles a smug pitying smile.

I don't believe
In the smile that you leave

"…So you were in control the whole time"

"Yes"

"So you knew what you were doing"

"Yes"

"So you still hit me over the head with the vodka bottle"

"Yes" I shout exasperated, that I click what I've said "no, no, I didn't mean it, he twisted my words, I didn't mean it" Jo opens her arms and I fall into them, Shit, I've really blown it. He smiles as he leaves.


When you walk away
And say goodbye

Back in "my cell" Gina hands me a coffee.

"for what its worth I believe you" I nod, I mean I know it doesn't sound much but just knowing someone believes you, trusts you, supports you., "but we need evidence to prove it" god, don't I bloody know it.


Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?

"the door, I um he kicked it, he shut me in, um yes when I said I was going to leave him, he said I couldn't, um he flung me across the room" my hearts racing-I'm on a roll, stuffs coming back "he kicked it shut" I finish triumphantly.


I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

She left me to my thoughts to "go investigate." She says she's hopeful but I mean I'm a cop, I'm not stupid, I know how things work. I know what this look likes regardless of what happened. I wonder what Matt's doing now, is he thinking about me-did he ever love me or did he plan this all along.


Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I mean he's supposed to be my husband, to love and to hold, through the good and the bad, for better or for worse. He's evil, twisted. His love is so cold, so hard, so angry.


I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be effortless
Like a petal fallin' to the ground
A dreamer followin' his dream

Someone should be here, here for me, to keep me safe, wipe away the tears that I cry, someone to love me.


Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
And that's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

I want all my questions answered but there's no one to ask.


It seems so much is left unsaid
So much is left unsaid
But you can say anything
Oh, anytime you need
Baby, it's just you and me
Oh yeah

You think we're bound together, but were not, you can say anything, any time. But I can't you still speak through me.