Alone Chapter 6, a bill fanfic

Thank You

Last chapter!

"Emma" I look up blinking, unknowingly I had fallen into a distressed semi-consciousness.

"What"

"Come with me" I follow Gina into the main office, Please say I'm not being charged.

"Sign here" She ask's pointing at a dotted line. I feel slightly confused than scribble down a signature.

"here's your stuff" Nikki passes me my stuff.

"What, what's happening" I jump as I see Matt, "Why's he here"

"Emma, your free to go, Matt confessed" I feel my heart stop, then it starts to race, faster and faster.

"Emmie" I turn to face Matt

"don't call me that"

"emma" he asks pleadingly "did you ever love me"

The fights, those nights
I tried to pretend it don't hurt
The way, I prayed
Someday that you would love me
Really, completely
Just how I wanted it to be
But no, so wrong
Can't believe I stayed with you so long

You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah

For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you

My head, near dead
Just the way you wanted it
My soul, stone cold
Cos I was under you're control
So young, so dumb
Knew just how to make me succumb
But I un-derstand
To make yourself feel like a man

You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah

You coulda had it all babe
It coulda been so right
I woulda given you everything
Morning through night
Yeah, you taught me some lessons
Those are my blessings
That won't happen again
Thank you

"I might have done" I answer eventually "but not know, I suppose I could ask you the same, did you ever love me"

"Yes, I loved you so much, I just wanted to keep you safe"

"What by destroying me" I storm out of the front office but I hear Matt shout after me-

"I loved you and I always will, I never mean't to hurt you or Nina, I'm sorry"

I keep walking over to Will and Nina,. He's such a joke to me,. I can't believe I stayed with you so long. I look back at Matt theres no going back.

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on? When in your heart you begin to understand…there is no going back. There are some wounds that go to deep.

-J.R.Tolkein

Thanks for reading-this is a little list of credits I suppose (in order) Tears and Rain, by James Blunt, Have you Ever, by S Club 7, Left Outside Alone, by Anastasia, My heart will go on, by well I don't know but its from Titanic, Where is Your heart, by Kelly Clarkson and Thank You, by Jamelia.