Disclaimer: I do not own anything having to do with CSI. Not Nick, not Catherine, and not Warrick. It sucks. Also I do not own Rachael Yamagata or her song Be Be Your Love
A/N: Okay, so this is the big sex scene and I hope you all like it, so to speak. Anyways…I know I never titled my chapters before now, but starting with this chapter, I am going to do that. This chapter was titled after the song towards the end. It is by the amazing Rachael Yamagata and it is called Be Be Your Love. I recommend you check her out if you don't already know her. I would also like to thank everybody who read last chapter and added it to their favs or story alerts.
Future Miss CSI60: Thank you so much for your review. Lol I based them all off of my friends who play lots of drinking games and act like idiots lol...I hope that this chapter lives up to your expectations. I have been trying to get through your "big sexy beast"...it's really good! I hope you like this.
She could feel his lips brush up against hers. They felt so soft. She pushed hers back onto his harder; deepening the kiss. Her lips parted and she felt his tongue enter her mouth. The taste of beer was present and the smell infiltrated her nose. She smiled. This felt right to her. She lightly bit his lower lip and pulled it. She smiled again, and began to kiss him again.
She placed her hands on his chest. She could feel his heart beat underneath her fingertips. She slowly lowered her hands, dragging them across his shirted torso until they stopped on his stomach. His abs were prominent under her hands. She couldn't wait to get his shirt off of him to see them for herself. He continued to kiss her passionately as he shivered from her touch. She reached down a little to feel the bottom of Nick's shirt. She felt for the bottom button and undid it. She started to undo all the buttons, moving her way slowly up, until his shirt had finally been fully undone. Using her hands, she brushed his shirt off of his muscular body. Her hands took up her previous position on his chest, this time feeling his skin under her fingertips. She scraped her fingernails lightly down his chest. He released his mouth from hers and moaned. She smiled and began to kiss along his jaw line. She placed light, feathery kisses along his neck. When she made her way to his collarbone, she began to glide her tongue along his skin, while kissing him. As she started moving farther down his body, Nick could feel his erection growing ever more with each kiss.
Kaitlin finally reached the waist of his jeans. Kneeling down on her knees, she looked up at Nick and smiled. His eyes met hers, and with that simple smile, he felt his groin ache like it never had with any other girl.
She slowly undid his top button on his jeans and then his zipper. She lightly tugged his pants down his legs and helped him step out of them. Focusing on her project ahead, she reached forward and lightly ran her fingernails over Nick's hardened erection, which at this time was covered by his boxers. He moaned something incoherently. She slowly began to toy with the waistband of Nick's boxers, but he stopped her when his hand landed on top of hers. He grabbed her hand and brought her up off her knees. She looked at him inquisitively, but he just stared back at her. He started to kiss her again. This time, his hands rested on her hips. Just as she had done previously, he began to run his hands up her torso. In any other situation, with any other guy, this would have tickled Kaitlin, but with Nick she found nothing funny about his touches.
She felt a jolt in her lower abdomen when she felt his hand grasp her breast. He brushed over it with his thumb, before running his hand back down to her hips. He found the bottom of her shirt and, pulling away from her mouth, he helped her pull it over her head. He tossed it somewhere next to them. Resuming his spot on her mouth, he reached behind her and began to slowly run his hands along her back. Her skin felt so soft under his hands.
Suddenly, Nick pulled back, this time with a look of frustration on his face. Kaitlin stepped back, confused. She looked at him; waiting for him to explain why he had stopped touching her as if she had shocked him.
"We can't do this." Nick stated flatly.
Kaitlin continued to look at him, confused even further as to why he didn't seem to think this was right.
"I'm not drunk, Nick. You wouldn't be taking advantage of me, if that's what you're worried about." She tilted her head to the side a little, trying to get a better look at his face.
"That's not the problem." He stated matter-of-factly.
"Then what is the problem?" She asked, curious still.
"I'm an investigator on your father's case. You're a witness. It wouldn't look good for the case or for the lab if you and I had sex." He looked down, desperate to find something to look at that wasn't her.
She stopped and thought for second. "But, Nick, you want this to happen?"
He looked up at her, this time all signs of frustration gone and replaced with care.
"Of course I want this to happen. I've wanted this to happen since the first moment I met you. I wanted this to happen that night you stayed at my place. Ever since you kissed me that night, my feelings for you have intensified. I can't get you out of my mind, and it doesn't help that every time I see you, you look so fuckin' hot. You have no idea what the thought of you does to me, but I can't jeopardize my career or the lab's integrity." He looked into her eyes, never wavering.
She let his words sink into her. What had he meant when he had said since she kissed him that night?
"I thought you said nothing happened between us that night?" She asked, not out of anger, but out of curiosity.
"I lied. I couldn't bring myself to talk about it. I was worried that if I said it out loud, then it would be real. Ignoring it was easier than remembering it."
She looked at him deeper this time. He was scared, and she didn't know why. She stepped forward until she was standing as close as possible without touching him.
"No one would have to know. We could keep this between the two of us." She whispered.
He thought about it for a second. They could do that. Nobody would have to know except them. They could keep it quiet and as soon as the case was over, they could go public. They could pretend that they had gotten together after the case and no one would be the wiser.
No, Nick. This isn't good…remember what happened last time you thought this way; Kristy ended up dying and look at the situation you landed yourself in then, Nick thought to himself.
"I don't know Kaitlin." It was all he could say as his mind continued to have a battle between his wants and needs.
Kaitlin reached forward and placed her hand on his arm. "Nick, I really want this to happen. I've been thinking about this moment for a while now, and when we kissed it felt so right. I really like you, but if you don't want to do this, I can wait. I just hope this all resolves itself real soon."
Kaitlin backed away and began to look for her shirt. Nick continued to stare at her while thinking. He didn't want to wait for her any longer. He hated that he had to start every morning with a cold shower. He was sick and tired of the fantasies; he wanted the real thing. Here she was, ready and willing. She was standing there half naked, and she was about to get dressed. Before Nick could rationally think, his want overpowered his conscience. He reached out and grabbed her by the arm, spinning her around to face him. He stepped forward and stared at her for a second.
Kaitlin saw his expression change from scared and frustrated, to contemplative. She knew he was thinking about it, and she wanted to give him a little nudge in her direction. She slowly reached out and placed her hand on his arm. She placed the other hand on his chest and lightly brushed her lips on his cheek.
He looked at her, she was standing there without a shirt on and he was standing there in nothing but his boxers. This moment felt so right, and throwing caution and all reason to the wind, he brought her lips back up to his. With more forcefulness than before, he began to remove her clothing. Starting with her bra and ending with her shorts.
Standing there in nothing but a pair of black, silk boy shorts, Kaitlin guided Nick to her bed. Placing her hands on his shoulders, she pushed him onto her bed.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Nick saw her standing before him. The moonlight was hitting her perfect body and he couldn't help but feel completely happy. He had wanted this for so long. She moved her hands to her hips and removed her last remaining article of clothing. She stepped forward and placed her hands yet again, along the waistband of his boxers. His erection had come back, and it began to get harder and she pulled his boxers down his legs.
Once she had him naked, she moved forward and straddled Nick's lap. She felt him enter her and with a moan she began to rock herself forward and backward on his groin.
Nick's mind had gone completely blank when he felt himself inside her. He had his hands out on either side of himself and moved his head forward to take one of her breasts in his mouth. She moaned from the back of her throat as she felt his tongue play with her nipple. She gripped his shoulder with her nails and could feel herself scratch him slightly as she raked them to his chest.
Nick winced as she scratched him, but he didn't care. He was too focused on her to care for himself. His focus turned to getting her into a new position. He grabbed her around her back and stood up with her. With her legs tightly wrapped around his waist, he moved to lie her down on the bed.
She felt her back hit the bed and she scooted herself up the bed. He followed her motions, and quickly settled himself back between her legs.
She moved her pelvis up to meet each of his hard thrusts, and threw her head back when she felt his hand move down to rub her sensitive spot.
"Nick…" She half whispered, half moaned. It was all she could get out before another one of his thrusts sent her deeper into her euphoric state. He continued to use his fingers, and she wasn't sure which pleasure to focus on.
She didn't have time to think, as she felt the beginning of her orgasm coming. She threw her head back and moaned loudly as she came. He came soon after and moaned out her name.
Nick leaned down to kiss her on her soft lips. She lightly kissed him back, all her energy drained from the intense session they had just shared. He smiled into her lips and pulled away. Rolling to her side, he took her tiny form into his arms and began to kiss the crook of her neck.
Kaitlin smiled as she felt his strong, protective arms around her. She closed her eyes and relaxed into his body. She sighed and rolled around so that she was facing him. She took her hand and lightly caressed Nick's cheek. He smiled back at her.
He felt her lean forward and kiss him. The kiss wasn't the needy, passionate kiss they had shared earlier, but instead, it was a tender kiss.
Nick rolled onto his back and brought her with him, so that she had her head resting on his chest. She closed her eyes and soon sleep claimed her. Nick looked down at her and kissed the top of her head. He closed his eyes. He could still hear the music playing throughout the house. He had completely forgotten that people were still out there, having a party. He smiled and began to feel himself drift off. Nick sighed and thought that for the first time since he had been buried alive, he felt truly happy and alive.
A shrill noise began to filter into both of their sleep. Kaitlin tried to roll over, but felt herself stuck in Nick's arms. The noise continued and she felt Nick wake up behind her.
"Make it stop." She groaned and she grabbed the pillow she had been sleeping on and brought it to cover her head.
Nick groaned as he realized that it was his phone. He removed the covers from his naked body, stood, and looked around for where his pants had gotten to. Spotting them, he snatched them up and removed the obnoxious piece of technology out of the back pocket. Looking at the caller ID, he let out another groan.
"Hey, Cath." Nick sighed.
"Nick, hey sorry to wake you, but we just got a break in the Hennessy case. I need you down here as soon as possible." Catherine spoke from the other end.
Kaitlin removed the pillow from her head slightly and stared at Nick's naked body. She blushed a little as she fully saw his glorious form. She hadn't been able to see him fully the night before because it had been dark. Now, however…
Damn, it was all she could think.
Nick looked over at her and saw that she was staring at him. He smiled at her as he saw her blush a deep shade of red, and bury her head back under the pillow.
She could feel her face on fire as she heard Nick mumble an agreement and a goodbye into the phone. Nick snapped the phone shut. He looked around the room for his boxers and finding them near the side of the bed, he put them on. He knelt down, so that he was at eye level with Kaitlin's blushing face. She looked into his eyes and he moved in to kiss her. She laughed and he pulled back.
"What's so funny?" Nick asked.
"I was just thinking how stupid I am for blushing about seeing you naked." She giggled.
"Really, cause I thought it was nice. It's always good to know the ladies appreciate my body."
She rolled her eyes. "Oh, so you do this with a lot of ladies then." She stated, not accusatorily, but more in a flirtatious matter.
"Nope. Like I said, only the ones that dance for me." She laughed at his joke.
"Who was that that just called?" She questioned once the embarrassment from his last comment had worn off.
"It was my job. I have to go in this morning. I don't want to, but they need me."
"Oh. Okay then." She was disappointed. She had wanted to spend the morning with him before she had to go into work that evening. It now looked like she was going to have to spend it alone.
"How about I call you when I get off and we can do something?" He asked hopefully.
"That's sounds good." She responded. She already couldn't wait to spend time with him.
Nick stood up and looked around the room for his clothes he had worn the previous night. Once he was dressed, he stepped back over to her and placed another kiss on her lips before saying goodbye.
She saw him walk out her bedroom door and she sighed. She threw her hands up above her head and rolled over to where he had been sleeping. She could smell his cologne on her sheets and she smiled, remembering their night they had shared.
She finally sat up and threw the covers off of herself. Walking around her room, she began to pick up her clothes she had worn the night before. She threw them into her laundry hamper and then walked into her bathroom. She started up the shower and once it was at a good temperature, she stepped in and let the steam and water envelope her.
Nick arrived at the lab, after having gone home to shower and change. He approached the layout room where Catherine and Warrick were now standing around.
"Hey guys, what's up?" Nick asked in greeting.
"What took you so long, man? Damn, I thought you had gotten lost or something." Warrick joked, noting Nick's late arrival. Catherine had placed that call over an hour ago.
"Sorry, I got caught in traffic." He lied. He was used to having to make up excuses for his tardiness from his days when he had slept with random women every night.
"Alright, well now that Nick has finally arrived," Catherine joked, "we can start to talk about the case. Last night, I looked at Amy Hennessy's bank records. It turns out, that she had done a transfer of fifteen grand to a Mr. Mark Radford three days before Frank Hennessy's murder. So I did a little background check on Radford. He wasn't in the system, but not satisfied with that, I had Greg do a bit more digging and it turns out, he was a suspect in another case a few years back. That case, the wife had paid him twenty grand to kill her husband's mistress. Nobody was able to prove his involvement, but it was enough to get me a warrant. We found this gun inside his house. It's a match to the bullet we retrieved out of Mr. Hennessy's body."
Nick thought for a moment. So, Katie's mom had paid a hit man to kill her husband.
"So, that beer bottle we found, did the unknown DNA match this Radford guy?" Nick asked.
"I don't know yet. Mia is still running it." Catherine answered.
As if on cue, Mia walked into the layout room, a piece of paper clutched in her hands.
"Catherine, I tested that DNA found on the beer bottle to the toothbrush you gave me. It's a match."
"That places Radford at the scene. When the police find him, he'll have a hard time trying to deny his involvement. All that is left is to question the mom." Catherine smiled. She was glad the case was coming to a close. This meant that now she could go home and spend some time with her daughter, Lindsey. She also knew this was good news for Nick. Ever since the day they had started this case, he had taken it really personally. She knew he would be relieved. When she looked at him, she expected to see him look as happy as she did, but instead he looked confused.
"What's wrong, Nicky? We got him. This is done." She stated.
"I know, but what did you mean 'as soon as the police find him'? Does that mean we haven't arrested him yet?" He asked. He didn't like the idea of this man out on the loose. One benefit to his job was seeing the bad guy put away, and one couldn't put away the bad guy when one couldn't find him.
"We'll find him, Nicky. Don't worry about it. Now, why don't you and Warrick get the mom to confess. Maybe she'll know where Radford is. Then, you guys can go home."
Nick was speeding along in his truck. He was driving to Katie's house. It seemed like forever ago that he had woken up next to her. It had taken him all morning and all night to wrap the case up, all which was left, was capturing Mark Radford and this case would be over. The mom had confessed, but she hadn't known where Radford was. He pushed his foot down on the acceleration, egging his truck to go faster.
Kaitlin sat in her room. She had just gotten off shift from the club, and she felt wide awake. Usually she couldn't wait to come home and fall asleep. This morning, however; she felt different. She couldn't get her mind off of Nick. She smiled to herself as she remembered how his lips felt and how amazing he was in bed. He was better than she had dreamt. She grunted out of frustration and walked over to her CD player. She opened up her CD case and pulled out a CD that she knew might help her sleep, but that she would enjoy at the same time. The first some began to play.
If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say?
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel
Everybody's talking how I can't can't be your love
But I want want want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real.
Everybody's talking how I can't can't be your love
But I want want want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real.
Nick turned off of the freeway he knew so well, having to take it from work to get to his home too. He turned and began to speed toward her house, excited at the prospect of seeing her. He just hoped he didn't run into a cop on the short journey he had left.
Kaitlin closed her eyes and listened to the words more closely.
Everything's falling, and I am included in that.
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you
And everybody's talking how I can't can't be your love
But I want want want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I can't cant be your love
But I want want want to be your love
Nick pulled his truck into her driveway, noting that her car was there. He didn't see any other cars around, and took that as a sign that she was alone. He thought that was for the best, considering they weren't supposed to be together, yet.
Kaitlin laughed at the irony the song was bringing. She and Nick were trying to keep their relationship a secret and everybody literally was saying that they couldn't be together. She heard a car pull into the driveway of her house. She thought it was Brandi, who had gone out with some other girls after shift for breakfast. The song continued to play.
Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away don't you walk away don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away don't you walk away don't you walk away
Everybody's talking how I can't can't be your love
But I want want want to be your love
Nick stood in front of Kaitlin's door and knocked. He hoped she was awake. Kaitlin heard the knock and slowly walked out of her room toward the door. She didn't know who would be here at this time in the morning. She looked through the peep hole and smiled. She undid the locks that the door had, and swung open the door.
Nick took a few steps forward and quickly had her in a passionate kiss. Kaitlin, using her foot, kicked the front door shut. Nick deepened the kiss and slowly he led her back to her bedroom.
"So what was that about?" Kaitlin asked, as she lay in Nick's arms.
They had just spent the last hour having very rough, very passionate sex. She didn't mind, but she knew that something was wrong with him. She felt him kiss her shoulder and sigh.
"We know who killed your father." He stated.
She widened her eyes and rolled herself over so that she could see him.
"You do? Who was it?" She asked. While she was angry about him kidnapping her, he had been her father for 25 years.
"Are you sure you wanna know about this?" Nick asked. He wasn't sure now was the time to tell her this. Also, he wasn't sure if telling her at all was a good thing. When someone called her to come in for further questioning or just to tell her about the situation, it might look suspicious if she already knew what happened. It might even make her look guilty; it would look like she knew of the plan. She and Nick weren't supposed to be together, after all.
"Yes, I'm positive. I just want this whole shit to be resolved." She stated, bringing Nick out of his thoughts.
"Well, your mom, your fake mom, paid a hit man to kill your father." Nick scanned her face. He wasn't sure how she was going to take it. When he didn't see a response, he looked down at the bed sheets.
Kaitlin thought about it. Without knowing, she began to cry.
How can someone I thought I knew so well, commit such evil crimes. First she kidnaps me, and then she hires someone to kill her husband.
"Why would she do that?" Kaitlin asked.
"Actually, it was to cover herself. Your 'dad' was going to tell you about the kidnapping. She didn't want that to happen."
"How do you know that?" Kaitlin asked.
"It's what she told us when we presented her with the evidence." Nick said in one breath.
Nick finally looked at Kaitlin for the first time since he had told her who killed her "father". He saw her eyes were bloodshot. He removed his hands from around her waist, and used his fingers to wipe away the tears that fell from her eyes.
After a while, she had fallen asleep, but Nick still was wide awake. He sighed, as he wondered if telling her had been a good idea.
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