New chappy here. Sorry it took so long. Please R&R.

Yawning slightly I fall on my bed. I'd just got home for hanging out with Sam. He seems cool. He took me all over the town and showed me where things are. Suddenly I heard a bang on my black door. Sighing sadly I opened it, knowing who it was. In walked my aunty. Walked isn't the right word. Staggered. She staggered in. She was drunk. Again. As always.

"Natasha Michelle Royds! You are in deep shit."

This can't be good.

"What did I do?" I answered.

"DON'T BACKCHAT ME"

I stepped back knowing exactly what happened last time. Sure enough, her hand flew out and I dodged. She just missed me.

I never hit back. It doesn't seem right.

"Calm down" I whispered.

She looked at me threateningly.

"CALM DOWN? CALM DOWN! HOW DARE YOU TELL ME TO CALM DOWN YOU BITCH"

Her fist flew out but I wasn't fast enough.

SMACK

The force of it knocked me on the floor. I didn't have time to recover or protect myself as she started to kick me in my ribs. Black started to cloud my eyes when I heard someone run in and pull my aunty away from me. I looked up to see my brother pushing my aunty out of the room. He succeeded and closed the door. He walked over and pulled me to my feet and put me on my bed.

"Are you alright?" His voice was full of concern.

I nodded, knowing I wasn't alright.

My brother, John, sighed sadly. He wasn't smart but he knew that I was lying.

"Look just stay in here for awhile. Until she calms down"

I nodded again. My eyes were blank and emotionless.

My brother sighed and walked out, closing the door on his way. I waited a minute until he couldn't hear then I picked up a lamp and threw it against the door in frustrated.

"I hate my life! I hate it, I hate it."

I fell on the floor and pulled my knees into my chest and started crying. The tears felt warm against my cold face and I felt worthless.

I felt under my bed and pulled out a metal box. I opened it and pulled out a rag and a razor. I rolled up my sleeve and began cutting. I released all my emotions and I felt in control. I sighed and stopped and placed the rag over the cut.

After a minute or so, I stood up and layed on my bed and fell into a dreamless sleep.

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

My eyes shot open and I turned my alarm off. School again. Damn. I got up and walked into my bathroom. I looked horrible. I had bruises everywhere and I knew that makeup would do nothing.

I stepped into the shower and turned the water on. Hissing slightly when it hit the cuts on my arms. I stayed under the water staring into space for a few minutes until I realized I was going to be late.

I hopped out and wrapped a towel around me. I walked into my room and pulled out my clothes and got dried and changed. I wasn't concerned about the gayness of the clothes today. I was too depressed.

Grabbing my bag I headed downstairs and into the kitchen, where my brother was.

"Hey" he said weakly

"Hey" I replied blankly

"Are you ok?"

I nodded. John had a frown on his face but I didn't care much.

"I got to go. I'm going to be late."

His face expression changed fast.

"But you haven't eaten anything!"

"I'm not hungry" I replied and before he could say anything I walked out the house.

The walk to school seemed long and all too soon, the school came into view.

I sighed sadly and walked into the grounds. I could feel people looking at my bruises but I didn't care.

I walked into the hall and headed for my locker. I opened it up and grabbed some books. As I went to shut it, I found someone had bet me to it. Looking up my eyes met with auburn ones. I rolled my eyes.

"What do you want Hiwatari?" My voice was blank. And Kai noticed.

"Where did you get those bruises from?"

"None of your business" I snapped back.

I walked away from him and headed for my class.

I walked into the class, seeing as I was early as no one was there. I sat down on my seat and waited. This was going to be boring. History isn't my favorite subject.

People started to slowly enter but I didn't care. I just wanted to be somewhere else.

A girl with brown hair sat next to me. She looked at me confusingly.

"Are you new here?"

I looked at her

"Yer."

She smiled softly at me

"Cool. My name's Hilary"

"Mine's Natasha. Call me Tasha."

Hilary smiled and nodded.

"Do you wanna sit with me at Recess?"

I smiled at her

"Sure"

"Cool."

At that moment the teacher walked in and started the lessons. I stared into space, not interested in World War II.

Not too long later, the bell brought me out of my trance. I grabbed my stuff and stood up. Hilary grabbed her stuff too and followed me out of the room.

She led me outside to a tree where a group of boys sat. She stopped in front of them and turned to me.

"Tasha, these are the bladebreakers."

I frowned. So far I've had a bad impression on Ray, Tyson and Kai. Hilary started to introduce them.

"Ok the boy with the red hat is Tyson, Ray's the Chinese guy, Max is the blonde, Kenny is the one with the laptop and Kai is the one with blue hair."

I looked away as I spoke. "Hey"

I could feel them all looking at me.

"Sit down if you want"

I looked at Max thankfully.

I sat down. "My name's Tasha."

Tyson looked at me. "You're the girl who got me detention."

I nodded looking depressed.

They all sensed it.

I had tears in my eyes and they noticed it but before I could say anything, someone called me.

"Oh my god. Natasha?"

I turned around and saw….

Cliffy! I'm evil I know. Lol. Please R&R

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