I can't believe this.
She doesn't even have the nerve to tell me that,
Hey, she wants a new partner.
No.
I have to find it out from our captain, who also informs me
That if I don't cool it, he's gonna stick her with someone else, permanently.
I wonder if he knows she's the one reason I'm still here.
Not because of any romantic notions, 'cause
Heaven only knows Liv would have something to say about that one.
And I couldn't think of her that way, anyway.
Well, I could, but I don't, because it seems wrong.
We've been partners too long, anyway.
She'd probably laugh if I did, and she found out, and besides,
Neither of us have time for it.
The fact still remains, though, that she doesn't want to be here anymore,
Or rather, she doesn't want to be here with me.
This one's definitely my fault.
Always having to look over my shoulder, to make sure you're ok…
What the hell was I thinking,
Saying that to her?
Maybe I wasn't. And yet again, that's my problem.
She's not sitting at her desk.
Ordinarily, I might not have noticed,
Except for the fact that apparently, she talked to Munch and Fin,
'Cause they're both glaring at me,
And I know why, without having to ask.
Neither of them would talk to me, anyway, I think…
At least, not now.
It's officially settled now.
I have screwed up every single relationship that I have, and the stupid thing is that
I never really thought Liv would up and leave.
Goes to show exactly how much I take for granted.
Stupid, really.
She's the one who always has my back, and lately…I've been too wrapped up in myself
To realize what it's doing to her. No wonder she left.