Murasaki Kou-San/Yumemitai: I am so sorry for my so long not updating, but I am going through an emotionally very heavy period. For the ones who want to know; the man whom I was so mad at earlier made up with me, to regain the friendship that started 14 years ago and that was the last he has ever said to me.
I know you didn't know him but I wanted to say that he was not the jerk I painted him of as and that I will never forget him. He got into an accident with a truck and got into a coma. When he woke up after two days and twenty-one hours at first it seemed that the only after effect was that he would never be able to talk again but the night after he passed on to the afterlife.
I wanted to write but the words that run through my head just don't arrive on the paper.
I will be sincerely trying to continue the story but I have completely forgotten what was unwritten.
I was hoping that perhaps the readers of this story would give me suggestions how to continue on and that they forgive me for my long time not updating.
Also I will from here on dedicate this story to the memory of Emiel van Voorn, the friend that has always been there during my good and bad years and with whom I luckily have made up with before the line between life and death dew in between us and he sprouted wings to fly his soul to heaven. May you rest in peace, no one that knew you wil ever forget the kind and caring person you where and I regret that I have never known the reason for our fight. Another memoir to you Is my name, which is the nickname you called me by. Farewell, rest in peace on the silver clouds that now house you, and you will always be in my heart as I hope I will in yours.
To my readers, I am truly and truthfully thankfull for any support that is and has been given to me and I apologise for making you read my troubles. I only need someone to listen and understand me in this painfull period. Once again, thanks and I will continue the story.