You lucky bastards.....two chapters in one update. I hope you enjoy it. :)

Also from now on im going to have small incerpt of song lyrics or a poem in the beggining hinting off about the chapter.....this takes place in G-Revolotion..so thats the clothes and appearance they have. Also please dont be upset with the format..i had to use wordpad.. and its not quite the same as a regular word processor... so deal with it guys..i sure am..

"There comes a time when you got to choose

The way of life or a change of views

To turn around and walk away

A misconception made everyday "

Chaos U.K


Kai looked as Johnny wrapped the last cigarette. Kai realized a small smile formed his lips as Johnny put one of the wrapped joints to his mouth.

"Well go ahead, then." Johnny said with the joint in the left corner of his mouth. Kai gladly took one of the them and put it in his mouth as well. Johnny took the old zippo from his pocket that it shared with the newly accommodated key. He put his left hand in front of his mouth as he lit it, Kai did the same.

In about 4 hours they were down to 2 joints left.

Kai sat as he admired the ocean, in the four hours they had been there several people came and went. He and Johnny watched a couple teenage girls go swimming in the freezing ocean water, in their bathing suits. These girls were obviously very clean cut, because they noticed Kai and Johnny watching them. The girls smiled and winked at them a bit before they slowly walked over, however 5 feet away they could smell all the joints that had been smoked and knew that, daddy would certainly not approve so they gave a sorrowful smile and turned back to leave soon.

"yeah well fuck you!" Johnny yelled after them while trying to hold back his laughter, Kai flashed an actual grin and chuckled a bit as the girls ran off mortified. He had no particular interest in girls like that. They always dressed the same and cared so much what everyone thought of them. If one girl got a cute hair cut, each one either envied her and immediately did something of their own, or they pretended to like the girl, but secretly envied and hated her, because all the guys immediately gave her attention.

"Shit!" Kai said as he looked at the decreasing amount of marijuana in the bag, "what the fuck, how long will this last?" Kai asked realizing that he really liked this stuff and it worked!

Johnny's smile faded fast as he too looked at the almost empty bag, and then at the last 2 joints.

"Unfortunately mate, what we got now is all we get, I have to sell this so we can eat something tonight." Kai looked down at what needed to be sold, then he looked at Johnny.

"When's the last time you ate?" Kai asked hoping to get a hint of Johnny's situation..

Johnny looked up smacking his head on the cement wall behind him. Kai couldn't tell if it was intentional or not.

The sun was beginning to set and a small shadow was caste over the beach.

Kai decided he wasn't going to get an answer so he focused on the joint that was nearly dead. He took it out of his mouth with his finger tips and blew out letting some smoke slowly swirl out of his mouth. Then he looked at the joint that became a very important thing to him over the hours.

'What the fuck am I doing?' Kai asked himself, then he looked over at Johnny who still hadn't answered his question, Johnny didn't seem to notice at all.

As Kai looked at him he noticed details about this boy that he hadn't seen before, like the fact that his eyes were dark brown, and that his skin was pretty pale come to think of it.

Johnny brought his knees up to his chest and loosly slung his tired hands over his knees. Parts of his pale wrist could be seen because the jacket sleeves didn't cover him completely now. As Kai observed his new 'best' friend, he noticed that small scrapes and bruises went up his arms. Johnny then looked at Kai and answered the question.

"You know, Im not sure. Its sad really because everyone thinks that all I want and all I need,…… and all I care about are my drugs…… but its not true…" Johnny said as he looked over at Kai, small tears forming in his eyes.

"back in school.. Kids, my peers, didn't like me very much.. I tried so fucking hard to fit in… but them and their fucking teachers were all on one side… you know? I was on my side and they were all on their side…… no one was on my side…," small tears now ran down Johnny's pale tired face as he tightly gripped the edges to the holes of his pants, " Kai,… I tried so hard, but what ever I did,…. I wasn't happy with it.. It didn't matter what I accomplished or what I did! No one likes me! Everyone hates me or doesn't care to know me, and Im too much of a fucking pussy to go over to someone and make some friends who don't do bad things! No one… likes Johnny.." He said as he wiped the tears away.

In which time he began to tremble and the tears just kept coming back.

Kai guessed that his friend was having an emotional breakdown, and that he must have kept this all built up for years.

Kai sat as he watched the intimidating Johnny, cry his eyes out. He himself sat there shocked that his friend… Johnny cared so much what people thought about him.

'Shit man, come on, don't cry Johnny…'kai thought as he continued to watch his friend sit to himself and let it all out.

"Just let it out." Kai said doing his obvious best to comfort this kid who Kai met only today but already was such an important person to him.

Kai moved a little closer to help his friend, but then decided to stand up.

Johnny looked up and saw Kai outstretch his hand to help him up. He looked at Kai and his arm quizzically as if he didn't think this was happening.

Kai raised an eyebrow wondering what was taking so long.

"…. no one…….. Has ever helped me up before when I was down." Johnny said. Soon he took Kais hand and was back up. This small gesture, this small….. Action doesn't mean much to most people just 'oh I should get up now..' but to Johnny it meant so much more.

It was like he had fallen down a well, and someone cared enough to throw him down a flashlight, and a rope. Johnny took a moment and pondered his situation.

'Im a broke 18 year old, with no home, no family, and to add to that I do drugs, I hook up with people on the street who can give me some money, and I live under trash cans when it rains, only to run off from paying for it. So basically in a simple nutshell, Im the appidammy of what one might call 'a worthless, no good doing teenager.' But this kid, Kai he still can be something. He doesn't rely on drugs to calm him down or relax him, he probably has a warm loving family, kind of like the one I ran away from."

Kai smiled deeply and sincerely at his tall friend who quickly wiped the tears away for good.

The two boys began to walk off, but then Johnny stopped and he suddenly froze.

Kai stopped as well and looked at his friend, Kai was worried but quickly relieved as he saw Johnny take off to go back to the bridge. The orange haired punk shoved the box back between the crates with his foot, and he took the remaing stuff and put in his pocket, then just as quickly he was back at Kai's side…

' hah.. You never forget..' kai thought to himself as Johnny and Kai finally left the bridge.

After about 10 minutes of wating the boys got back into town, the better well taken care of parts of town.

"umm… sorry Kai.. For before I-"

"Don't worry, now im reassured that when I breakdown , well.. You owe me." Kai said as he looked at Johnny and smiled.

As they walked into the buzzing nightlife of downtown where all the cool night clubs were, and where all the classier bars were, Johnny stopped again.

"What is it this time?" Kai asked as he too stopped a few steps ahead.

"Fuck Kai!" Johnny said under his breath.. "we smell like weed man!"

Kai realized this is true, so the too boys quickly made there way into an abandoned alley that was dark and much nicer then the one they met in.

As they walked into the alley Johnny began to remove his jacket and he slowly took of his obnoxious lime green shirt.

"Come one man, take of your shirt… we're going to get arrested if we walk around like this."

Kai understood and though reluctant at first he too slid off his black shirt and took of the scarf that he always wore.

Kai looked at Johnny's bare arms and chest. His eyes went wide with astonishment.

All along his arms were scrapes and bruises like the kind you get in fights or clumsiness. And Johnny was so painfully skinny. His toned chest just lacked at least 10 pounds of mass, and even with 50 pounds added to him, he STILL would be really skinny.

Johnny also took a moment to look at how skinny Kai himself was, and all the old bruises and jagged scars that went up down Kai's chest and arms. He was thin... much like Johnny except all the small and long scars took away the attention from his lack of mass.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU!?" they both said rhythmically staring straight at each other.

"ITS NOT IMPORTANT." they said together once again.

"HAHA." then they both began to laugh at this. It seemed like they had known each other for ages.

It takes a lot of confidence to walk down an alley at night, without a shirt on, but both boys lucky had that element to them. It was amazing how different they looked, but regardless they got along really well.

'note to self, find out this kid's story.' Johnny said to himself.

The night was approaching fast, and all the Bladebreakers noticed this. Throughout the day they became more concerned with the where-about of their captain. Each present member had their own reasons and beliefs as to what happened to him or where he was.

Tyson liked to imagine that Kai was just being himself and probably off training somewhere, or relaxing in a park, just keeping to himself and quietly enjoying the spring days.

Rei had a bit of a more logical reason, and that was that Kai must have been feeling down about his grandfather and how he didn't have much family if none at all.

Kenny being paranoid as usual immediately feared that maybe Voltair got him, or maybe he killed himself.

Max tried to stay optimistic and he chose to believe that Kai was out for daily strolls, and that he was safe and warm, he just wanted some time to think.

It being 9:30 pm, the Bladebreakers sat in the dojo casually talking and watching t.v. Each member tried their best to hide their worry and concern, and though they did a pretty descent job, each one knew what or who to be exact the other was thinking about.

"Kai needs to come back soon.." Tyson said accidently voicing his opinion out loud.

The others just looked at Tyson, a small look of annoyance on their faces. They stared at Tyson a moment, trying to figure out what he was thinking, putting Tyson in quite the awkward position.

Tyson flashed a cheesy grin before he spoke with a smug look planted on his face, "I know Im beautiful… you guys don't have to stare." Tyson said pretending to hide a blush with his hands, and then batting his eyelashes at his friends.

The other weren't expecting this and began to laugh.

Fine.... you guys get two chapters in one update...now how often does that happen..hmmm?

R/R... though ive got it written out, its up to me on how long i decide to update them.... go ahead flame away and remember if you dont like Johnny..dont worry he wont be around for the whole thing..and it IS Kai centered.