I'm having the same problem, so that's why this one is twice as long as my normal. Again, I don't own Harry Potter...if I did I would wish I had a Remus of my very own :P. Anyways...I will put up the next chapter ASAP! Also, if you see any mistakes, because I had to fix it up a lot when I got here, please tell me where they are, like how many paragraphs down and all, I would really appreciate that, spelling, grammar, words running together...Thanks.

Hermione:

He had ran into the library, he had been looking for me. He looked at me as if I was all that mattered in his life. I could see that he wanted me to follow him, stupid as it is for someone to even be with a werewolf in this state, yes I was still fearful, but that was only because of the horrors I have heard...but it was worth it.

I was with someone I cared about, even if he was just a bit wolfish. Okay more then just a bit, but he was still him somewhere deep inside that beast. He had walked, all the way with me, never running ahead then back. I kept my hand on his head, the head that come up almost to my chest, he was rather a large wolf.

He led me though the forest, into territory I had never seen before.He lead me farther and farther away, away from people, other people that cared...and away from the life I hated. I found myself talking to him, and he listened, he may of never answered but he also didn't show judgment.

"They say two wrongs don't make a right. Its been taught to me from the time I could talk, or even understand, but still...what if the two wrongs went wrong? What if everything could go right?" I asked him.

He just cocked his head at me, never judging, no he never judged. I told him of all the work I had been doing, all those dark spells that
still made me shudder, especially in my dreams. Still no judgment came.

Moony:

She was telling me dark things, some things that Remus didn't even know of. Didn't even think she was capable of, no I couldn't judge her for those...she was doing it out of love. Didn't that mean anything?

The only thing was...do I tell him of what shes been doing? Or will she do it herself? We had finally found my destination, it was no romantic little meadow with a pond, or a little babbling brook. It was a old and abandoned wolf den.I squeezed myself into the place, she followed without a hesitation. She didn't smell of fear anymore, she smelled of trust, and kindness, care.

I curled myself around her small body, it was still amazing to know that this creature was so, small. But fearless, ever fearless.The den quickly became warm with our combined heat, and we both fell asleep, together, there were no worries at that time, only each other, their dreams, and the sleep.

I woke up just a little while later, and watched her while she was sleeping, I could see her face perfectly in the darkness, her lips that were parted, that her breath gently whooshed out of. She was still beautiful, no matter how long it was since she had really taken care of herself...he was going to have to get Remus to take care of his mate...yes, though they may not know it, it was like they were made for
each other...she was our mate, or she would be in time.

Remus:

The moon then at that moment decided to descend, and after many painful moments, it was not Moony sitting in the small wolf burrow...it was Remus...and not so well covered Remus at that. I looked around slowly, my head still spinning from the pain I had just been though. That's when I felt something move against me, and it was warm...it smelled so familiar...it was Hermione.

That's when I realized it was the day after a full moon...and after my transformation I was always...SHIT. No wand, no nothing. I spotted a wand in Hermione's hand...I wiggled it slowly out of her hand, oh so slowly and gently...but I never got far, for within a second she had
turned, gotten a firm grasp on her wand and had me pinned down.

Wait, she had a werewolf pinned down...that quickly...that was to quick for just luck. CLICK!

Hermione:

I felt my wand being almost slipped from my hand, I didn't know who was doing it, and I didn't want to find out without my wand, I had practiced this many times...on very nice people...I had the person down in about a second flat. That's when I saw it was Remus...a very naked and warm Remus.

I felt confusion, but that did not last for long, because I saw everything fall together in his mind...most likely with the help of a little beast that understood far more then I gave it credit for. (wink) Sadly by then I was already pinned down, and being forced to answer many
questions.

Remus:

It all made sense now...how she had been acting. Her eating problem...everything, why she had not been taking care of herself. She had
told me what she had been doing...but not why.

"Why did you do it?" I asked, not caring if I was pressing anymore. The things she had been doing could get her in Azkaban, and she already had a one way ticket there if she was found out to be a time traveler.

"You remember how I told you about how your future would be...your moods, how you would just sit there...you were devastated by that time Remus, and ever so more when you looked into my eyes, and now I realize why. I am sorryfor it, it is my fault, and I have to stop it now." I just nodded I remembered.

"The Cure, if I get everything right I can go back...if you would be happy, because that is your problem in the future. If I can manage to get it right, if James survives, Lily, Sirius...you would be happy." She said, trying to explain to me her logic.

"If Voldemort was gone, he wouldn't be able to do what he did...and...I plan to take him down myself, even if it kills me in the process, because I care about my friends, and want my friends and ones I love in the future to not have to go though this." She said, and then it struck me again that she may have a boyfriend...she would never be mine.

I then remembered that I was naked, I felt myself flush, and turn a bright red. "Ummm...might I borrow your wand?" I asked her.

"Huh, why?" Asked Hermione. "Oh...Oh my god, I so forgot I'm sorry. Yeah here." She said, realization dawning on her, and turning her a most beautiful shade of red. She then turned around...

"Umm...do you have a piece of cloth I could borrow..." by then she had already shrugged off her jacket, and I transfigured it into a much longer black school robe. Then handed her wand to her, and muttered a thanks, and slipped into the black, and thankfully very modest clothing.

Moony:

He had found out what was going on with his mate...now it was time for him to know something else...I let all my memories pour out into Remus, I had hid them before, because I knew how he would act...but now he needed to know.

Remus:

Pain ripped though my body...I felt something coming, it was a wave, no it was a tsunami coming for me...it was something strange. Something I could place...that's when the blackness hit...

Hermione:

He had fallen to the floor, I saw him convulse once in pain...and then nothing...I didn't know what was going on, no book I had read prepared me for this. He lay there not moving, he was breathing, oh yes he was breathing. The hospital wing...oh but that is so far!

If only I had Harry...or Ron."Oh Ron, Harry...I miss you both so much...Ron...Harry...Harry...Harry..." I cried out in breathless dry sobs.

"I was never like you...no I was never like you. I'm not brave, I'm not reckless...I'm not a hero." I then heard Remus groan...he opened his eyes...his eyes were no longer the light blue color I had come to love...they were a very feral bright wolf yellow.

(I DECIDED TO BE NICE AND NOT STOP IT HERE SO HURRAH LETS GO ON WITH THE STORY, SORRY FOR INTERRUPTING THIS BROADCAST TO BRING YOU THIS IMPORTANT NOTICE!!!)
Remus:

I looked up at Hermione, her eyes then widened with surprise...what was it? I saw her lips moving, as if reciting something.Then, realization crashed down upon me...Moony...he had opened himself up to me...and all this information...she had spent long hours of the night talking with him...about what she had exactly been doing, she had left a lot out when talking to me.

And what he thought...my mate...couldn't be could it? No...no...I'm a werewolf she would never agree...no she wouldn't. Shes to smart...has to much life ahead of her.

I looked up again into her brown eyes...I realized she was still muttering. What was she mumbling on about?

"Remus...I have never read of this...ever, and I have read many books on your condition...but Remus, none of them ever developed yellow eyes..." She said, her voice fading off.

Yellow eyes? "What are you talking about Mione, I don't have yellow eyes, my eyes are blue, you out of everyone should know that." I said, trying to laugh.

She was dead serious.

She then held up her wand, and I saw a reflection of myself, with yellow eyes.

"But? How? Impossible?" I began, but was silenced.

"I'm afraid that if it was impossible it wouldn't of happened." She said, trying to lighten the tense mood in this little burrow. It didn't work.

Hermione:

He seemed to be in denial about the yellow eyes, either that or knew something about them, so I decided to end the chase and straight out ask...

"You know something that your not telling me." I said.

"You know a lot of things that your telling me." He spat back.What? What did he mean...oh god. MOONY!

"Yes there are a lot of things I haven't told you, and that was for your own good. I know how to take care of myself Remus." I started hotly...uh oh another rage, damn this is what got me here in the first place.

"I am learning spells to face Voldemort, who has grown ever stronger in my future. I have faced him before...and I don't need you protecting me. I can take care of myself." I said.

And I had faced him before, after Dumbledore had died, and the search began, we had run into him a few times...and once Ihad even faced him, so Harry could escape...I almost lost my life that day...but it was worth it.

"Protecting your precious boyfriend then? Harry is it or Ron?" He spat.I was clearly stumped...boyfriend?

"Boyfriend?" Echoed my thoughts.That's when it struck me again...and...CLICK!

"What if I was?" I asked, trying to figure out the origins of this question.

"Then you should just go back the bloody future, because as long as you have a boyfriend I will never be cured." He said, growling, and realized what he said.

"God dammit!" He cursed loudly. I tried to lay my hand on his arm to tell him that I had no boyfriend...but he did the thing that first got me in this place.

"GRRRRRR."

CRACK!

"Remus John Lupin, you will never, ever, ever growl at me you understand me." I said.

He looked slightly stunned but then he turned even madder. He grabbed the hand I had slapped him with. And stared at me, as if
challenging me to do something now.

CRACK!

My other hand left a twin mark on his face. He now growled loudly and savagely in my face, and had both of my hands
trapped in his.

"The last time I did this, you know what happened, your realized what you were doing. And now if you could see though your fog of jealously you would also realize what you are doing." I said calmly...

I would yawn but...that's a little to close for comfort.

Then I could almost see the fog part from in front of his anger filled eyes, he looked down to the hands he help captive...and almost blanched in fear.

"Oh my god, did I hurt you? I am so sorry, I didn't mean to, I don't know what got over me. If you don't talk to me again I will understand." He began saying quickly, checking my small hands over...nothing was wrong.

"I don't have a boyfriend." I told him, while he was babbling on.

"What?" He asked stupidly.

"I. Said. I. Don't. Have. a. Boyfriend. I. Never. Have. And. Harry. And. Ron. Are. Just. My. Friends." I told him again, this time going slowly and overly articulating my words.

"You know, I didn't say that just so you could talk to me like I was stupid." He said a little put off.

I giggled quietly... "I know, but it is so much fun to do." I said.

Now it was time to get series. "So, you know everything I have said, nothing else is really hidden...so now, what do you know because you can't hide anything from me I'm afraid." I said.

Remus:

If only she knew thought Remus sadly...if only she knew what the cure was...because I know I do. I also know it won't get her home.

DUN DUN DUN!!! I will write the next chapter very soon, and get it up even sooner, sorry this is takeing so long, I'm going to see what I can do about my problem with saving. Thanks for being so patient.

Raevyin